I really had nothing better to do:S

A girl of long black hair with beautiful blue eyes and pale skin is sitting on a bench writing something.

Why??

Why do I feel you don't want to see or talk to me, may be it's just my imagination but it hurts, I… I hate being like this just for something that happened 3 years ago I really hate it.

Yesterday I saw something that made me happy but also a tear fell of my cheek, you were celebrating 6 months with your girlfriend, I'm happy for you but I…I…I'm starting to wonder if you really felt something for me, ja I don't think so but, for that winter I enjoyed a lot your company and I like to think you liked mine.

Maybe the best thing for me is to forget about that but it's so hard 'cause even my heart now is broken I'd never change that winter for anything or well…may be for something…your love ♥

In this moment I'm wondering how she is and why did you fell for her she must have something special  well that's what I think and because of that I hope to meet her some day yep I do but now I'm worried for you because you love her a lot now and I think she loves you too but…what if something makes her change her mind and you will feel the same as I felt, but that's something I wouldn't like you to feel 'cause it's horrible  and I don't desire it for anybody.

Well I think I have written a lot now in this strange notebook but I feel a lot much better after this but… This is not mine ups!! -' What should I do? Leave it here?? Mmm there are a bunch of guys coming oh my!! There he is I better go.

The girl dropped the notebook where she had written all her thoughts and one boy took it Ohh! my note book but, that wasn't…no, I don't think so, hey! wait for me he says and reunites with his friends meanwhile a girl just looks how the black haired boy with eyes like her and pale skin grabbed the notebook and walks away Ohh my, I think I'm in trouble…she thoughts and left the place.

Hope you liked it and understood it