A/N: This was just a random idea I decided to work on. Please review and let me know if I should continue with this, or just leave it as is. I was thinking about narrating Edward's thoughts throughout the wedding, honeymoon, and Bella's change. Like it?
Disclaimer: Twilight is completely owned by Stephenie Meyer. I, however, own Edward's thoughts. In this, at least.
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Edward's POV
It was the night before our wedding. Oh, how it felt as if my heart were jumping at that notion. OUR wedding. I couldn't begin to explain the feelings I had right now. Once and for all, Bella would be mine. For all eternity. I would be able to protect her, to love her, to hold her…forever. The very thought of it made me want to scream…or kiss Bella, which I was currently doing.
Bella and I were entangled on her little bed, our lips whispering together. The only noise in the room was her breaths, coming out in little pants. I was going to sorely miss the effects I had on her as a human. The beautiful blush that would spread throughout her body. The way her heart would speed up. I wouldn't miss the smell of her blood, however. Just thinking of it made my throat burst into flames.
"Don't go," Bella whispered, while I focused my lips upon her chin and neck. I chuckled softly. I really had no intention of leaving. I was much too comfortable at the moment.
Then I heard Emmett and Jasper running through the forest, not far from Bella's little house. I started to get up, knowing it would be better to leave peaceably, then have them cause a commotion. Charlie wasn't exactly aware I was here, although he had been having suspicions lately.
Bella kicked her legs free, wrapping one around my waist. The silly human girl, she really did underestimate my self control. We got into a tiny impasse about how far we were taking things right now, when I heard Emmett drag his nails across Bella's window. My cue to leave. I kissed Bella one last time, and promised to see her tomorrow. Oh, how I wished it were already here.
I leapt out her window, tackling Emmett to the ground. I could hear Jasper laughing quietly behind me. Bella called out quietly then, wanting assurance on what we would be doing tonight. Emmett laughed. But Jasper reassured her, just a normal vampire night for us. Bella settled back down in her bed, as we took off running. Hunting was all they had in store; I could see it in their minds. For that, I was glad.
I had a lot of time to think. To look over mine and Bella's time together. To remember my favourite nights, all of our conversations. It was times like these, remembering Bella, that I was glad for my vampire memories. I could recall everything in perfect detail; crisp and clear. Like I was living the moment again. That made hunting a little difficult, when I was remembering nights, such us the night I came home to "angry grizzlies", or the nights leading up to this night. My boundaries had blurred a lot in the past month.
My focus was even worse when I focused on the future. I finally gave up.
Emmett, Jasper and I gave ourselves over to our instincts. We hunted.