One hour. I only have one hour left with the guy i loved the most, one hour and he would be gone forever.
I was hurrying down the corridor to his side room. The rest of the team had left, already said their goodbyes. Mine was last. It wasn' t my fault but I somehow felt responsible, the last words I said to him was 'I hate you.' Those words swirled around in my head. I came to stop my body lost all its energy as I got to the door. I reached the door knob,my hands shaking violently. I opened it and took a deep breath. It was horrible his face was discoloured and brusied his body was so fragile and skinny, he looked like a ghost. Everything was silent.
I kicked almost everything in the room. I screeched over and over again kicking the walls the door. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed him and now I couldn't have him. I stopped and just slumped in the chair and started sobbing,my head resting delicatley on his chest listening ti his steady hearbeat one last time.
"I dont even know what to say. I love you greg and always will.I never ment it, I dont hate you. How could anyone hate you? I wish so badly that I could of found you quicker. I wish none of this would of happened and and I wish you could hold me one last time,tell me that you love me one last time. I'm gonna miss you so much! More than you would ever know. I can't stand the thought of never seeing your cheeky innocent smile ever again,never see your chocolate eyes, never Hearing your soft voice, your cheesy jokes. Im falling apart here I need you and now I cant ever have you. I love you so much and always will." Tears started to come again as I rested my head back on his chest with his hand in in mine. "You were my miracle, my saviour,my everything. I cant beileve I've lost you. I need one more miracle greg- only you can give me it. Just one miracle dont be dead." I was sobbing so bad now. I felt something, It was his hand. It moved! I wasnt going to look up though I know it couldn't be him waking up. It was impossible. But curiosity got the better of me and I raised ny head. I had to rub my eyes because I couldn't believe what I was seeing. There was a faint smile on his face. I was completly overwhelmed. "Greg?!"