A/N: That's my first fic! YAYYYYYYYYY! It took me a while to actually understand how to write and post and use this fanfiction thingy but I did! YAY again. So, anyway, I'll stop rambling now:) Hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I own nothing, all characters belong to the amazing J. K. Rowling
He thinks she's an angel. She hates it (and him).
Can't he see?! Can't he see her too broad shoulders?! Her freckles?! Her uncontrollable red hair?!
Can't he see that her heart is bleeding reds and persimmons and burgundys everywhere?! (Shouldn't he notice?)
Can't he see that there's only a hole and a red red red burning red stain where her heart used to be (shouldn't he protect her heart?) and that no one can fix it because that one Slytherin boy with a rotten rotten golden rotten heart and a smile only for her is the only one who can but he doesn't want to and he doesn't want her anymore and it hurts hurts HURTS!
Can't he see that she doesn't even have her wings anymore, because he and Petunia and Sev and even she herself ripped them to shreds and left them lying somewhere and now she can't fly because no one can fix her wings either (Potter can't !)
Can't he see that she's just a sad, ugly girl and that she doesn't even hate him?!
He can't
She thinks he's fearless, The King Of The World.
But can't she see?
Can't she see his too lanky, too tall frame? Can't she see that he wears glasses, for Merlin's sake!, and that his hair never lies flat? Can't she see that his swagger and his smirk and his I Don't Care attitude are only camouflage , can't she see that he's only a scared little kid?
Can't she see the fear fear fear (and love) in his eyes? Can't she see the cuts and bruises on his face and on his heart and everywhere that she made with her sharp sharp sharp tongue and cruel cruel cruel words?
Can't she see that even his crown isn't there anymore because she took it and put it on her own head (or maybe he put it there)and now she's the queen and he's not the King anymore and it's not fair!
( He knows it's fair because he has everything and she has nothing, only him (or maybe she has more than him) and he'll give her the world if she wants it because she's Lily and can't she see that he loves her?
She can't
But that's okay, because they are only fifteen and deep deep down they know it all
A/N: Hi again! So, how was it? Good? Bad? Awful? Amazing? I won't beg you to review but it would be lovely if you did :) And send me PM's please, I would love to talk to you. About anything: feminism, books, Draco Malfoy or rain. Anything at all. Or if you just want to say hi, or ramble about something or anything else. Just send me a PM about literally anything :)
Another A/N: I forgot to mention in my first A/N, but did you notice the thing I did with her and him? Because I'm not too sure about it. So yeah, it would be great if you reviewed or sent me a PM and told me what you thought :) Thanks, love you all xxx :P