Namine
Axel had been sitting on the top of his house staring up at the sky for the past hour or two now. I had been watching him from my bedroom window. Don't get me wrong; I'm not some weirdo who stalks people. I let out a quiet sigh as he began to flip a small silver lighter open and closed. Frowning slightly, I decided to go talk to him, feeling a little strange for watching him like that in the first place. If Axel ever found out he would never let me live it down, even if we are the best of friends. I stood up and grabbed my jacket, shrugging it over my shoulders then tugged on my worn gray converse and headed out of the room. Glancing at my mom, who was sleeping peacefully sleeping at her desk, she faltered almost tripping down the stairs.
"Jeez... that is going to be where she dies." I sighed, walking in to my mother's room and placing the jacket around her shoulders. I debated leaving before softly kissing her forehead and leaving the room, sparing one last glance at her sleeping form and bounding down the stairs two at a time.
"Where are you going?" a voice called from the kitchen.
"Um, well… I was going to talk to Axel," I squeaked, cursing myself for sounding so timid. I hate my voice, I always sound like I'm scared, or about to cry, even when I'm pissed off, sometimes it sounds normal, but unfortunately this was not one of those times. My father stepped in to view eying her suspiciously.
"And what are you doing with Lea?" he asked, rubbing his wet hands dry with the little towel that is usually on the fridge handle. I briefly wondered if having a hand towel hanging on the fridge handle was an unspoken rule of households before answering. I mean, I always see them hanging either on the refrigerator handle or on the stove handle.
"N-nothing, he just looks like he needs a friend... " I said mentally beating the shit out of my voice box for the waver in my voice. My father narrowed his eyes at me but otherwise didn't push the subject, heading back in to the kitchen to finish washing dishes.
"You may want to take a sweater, its kind of cold to be outside in that dress of yours. " he shouted as I turned to leave.
"It's okay, I won't be too long!" I yelled back walking towards the front door, absentmindedly straightening the small mat that dutifully sat in front of it.
"Alright, but if you get sick you're still going to school. " He shouted before I opened the door and left scowling. To make a point I slammed the large wooden door, not hard enough to do any damage though.
I jumped slightly startled by how much force I shut the door with.
"Woops" I thought to myself as I began to walk across my yard to Axel's house, the leaves and grass crunching loudly beneath my feet. I squeaked as a small squirrel scampered from one of the perfectly groomed bushes that lined the pathway to Axel's front door. Frowning, I climbed the brick steps, glaring at the rodent as it darted up the tree. Glancing at the empty driveway I knocked on the door, hoping there was someone besides just Axel there.
"Oh hello Namine," Axel's mom appeared at the front door, smiling sweetly. "Lea is up on the roof again," she said, opening the door wider so I could step inside.
"I know, thank you," I answered, returning the smile.
"If you like you can stay for dinner, I'll be finished in a few minutes," she said, closing the door behind her.
"Thank you! Are you sure I'm not intruding? " I asked, my voice fluttering slightly.
Stupid fucking voice!
"Of course not," she responded, "Just be sure to bring him in, in about fifteen minutes okay?" With that she turned and headed in to the kitchen, stopping to fix a droopy looking plant that was sitting on a little wooden table.
I nodded in response, despite her not even being in the room anymore and headed up stairs to talk to Axel. I easily found his room after reaching the top of the stairs. I maneuvered a round a hamper full of what looks like Axel's things, cheering silently when I managed to get by without disturbing it.
Stupidly, I knocked on his door -considering he was out on the roof- and entered the small cozy room. Posters of bands and rock stars lining the walls, a drum set and multiple guitars filling the spaces the posters didn't. His bed was disheveled and messy, homework, textbooks and other random papers littering the surface.
At least he keeps up with his schoolwork
A smile wormed it's way up to my lips when I noticed the picture Axel had sitting on his nightstand next to a rather abused looking alarm clock that seemed to hide in fear of being swatted at unfairly.
It had been so long since I had last been up here; it was almost like I was seeing his room for the first time, childlike curiosity poking through.
I'll have to remember to capture this in a drawing later.
I knew I wouldn't forget, Axel once said I could probably remember everyone else's memories even if they didn't remember themselves. Of course with Axel's vulgarity it was a little less clean.
I squeezed out of the little window that lay open beside his desk, a light breeze whistling through softly. Gingerly crawling out on to the roof I cautiously slid to sit beside him, taking extra care not to lose my footing on the rooftop. The roof was rather flat, I wouldn't have fallen easily, but one can never be too sure, not after...
I shook my head to clear the poisonous train of thoughts that had entered.
"You know..." Axel said, staring up at the clouds. "I wasn't as weird-ed the fuck out when you were stalking me from your room, when you do it in mine it's pretty creepy." he finished, lazily rolling his head to the side to look at me, a cocky smirk dancing across his features, but only briefly.
Shit!
"I-I wasn't stalking you, I was just... thinking...you might want someone to talk to..." I responded, fully intending to sound like an angry hellcat, sounding more like a kicked kitten instead. Is it too late to take up being a mute? Or maybe getting a clone to take my place would work. I always hear how Kairi and I look so much alike. I think she'd like being a blonde. Though I think people will wonder why little timid Namine is suddenly a half foot taller and way more confident. Oh Axel's talking, I should be listening.
"-cause then, you think really fucking slowly, in which case we should get your pretty little head examined." He finished, weaving his lithe fingers through his fiery red hair.
Hold on let me think what did he say?
I picked through my memories briefly, piecing together the words I heard from the ones that slipped into my subconscious. This would be an example of my 'fucking kick ass' memory abilities according to Axel. Honestly I would think it was cool too, but it feels a little too much like going back in time -or, at least what I think it would feel like- and that freaks me out. Shit. I'm supposed to be paying attention again.
Axel was studying me, emerald green eyes boring in to my own baby blue ones.
"The only reason I was watching you so long is because I was worried you'd do something stupid like slip off and die!" I spat back; silently reveling in the fact my voice didn't act up. My smirk of triumph was torn off my lips by the dismayed look Axel had me fixated with. Hurt and anger flashing in his deep green eyes.
Fuck! Why did I say that, what was I thinking,
I reached out, cautiously placing my hand over his, surprised by the warmth even being outside for well over an hour.
"Axel...it's been eight months, I know it's hard, but, you have to...try to move past it…Roxas wouldn't want you to...spend your time with his memory..." I said, taking time to pick my words carefully. It seemed to pay off because the icy glare he shot at me -which may or may not have sent a shiver down my spine- dulled to a sad apologetic smile. Which was quickly replaced by his trademark grin.
"You're the only one I know that calls me by my stage name. Not even Xion does it and she's IN the band." He stated, shooting me a sidelong glance. "And you don't call her Ion." He added, sarcastic smirk in full force.
If pushing you right now wouldn't kill you I'd have kicked you twice.
I flinched at the thought, glancing over the side of the house at the two-story drop.
Despite it only being a joke, I shivered violently, and not from the cold wind that was starting to blow through...
"F-fine if you have a problem with it, I won't anymore LEA," I huffed trying to give him my most serious 'I hate you' look, but I'm sure it was weakened by the pathetic trembling my body had taken up. He only chuckled in response, grabbing my hand and gingerly leading me back inside, carefully making sure I got in okay.
"Nah, for you, the name's Axel." He said fixating me with a mischievous grin. "Got it memorized?"
I could only gawk at him, not even knowing why; it wasn't like he said anything wrong. Feeling quite embarrassed I padded towards his bedroom door, converse thudding lightly on his carpeted floor.
"L-let's just go eat..." I sighed, heading out the door.
"Axel" I whispered so only I could hear, a slight blush creeping on to my face
A/N
I'm really sorry about not updating A Picture's Worth A Thousand Words in a while, I'm stuck on something, so I wrote this little thing that was bouncing around my head to keep you guys busy while I try to figure how to go about what I'm stuck on. Don't forget to review..you know if you want to...It'd make me happy...? :D