This is my first Cam Fanfiction I hope you like it. Please tell me what you think and if you have any idea for the story.

I don't own iCarly.

Sam's POV

It's been 2 years since I realized that I was in love with my best friend Carly Shay, I tried to fight against those feelings but I couldn´t stop feeling the way I felt for her. Every time I saw her, a smile appeared on my face, the sound of her voice was the most beautiful thing I had heard, I loved everything about her, her brown eyes, her smile, her hair, I loved that she was sweet, intelligent, and I loved how much she cared about me. I wasn´t able to stop the feelings I had for her, I wanted to, but every time I though I was over her I loved her even more.

Chapter 1

I was waiting for Carly in the Groovie Smoothie, she told me she needed to tell me something. After a few minutes I saw her coming she was crazy beautiful as always.

"Hey Sam" She said hi to me and kissed my cheek, I loved her perfume.

"What's up Carls?" I said. "What do you want to tell me?" I was dying of curiosity.

"First let me buy the smoothies" she said "Strawberry Blast?" she asked, she always knew what I wanted.

"You know me" I said, and she went to buy our smoothies.

She gave me my smoothie and sat next to me.

"Now tell me" I almost shouted, I hated to be waiting I needed to know what she wanted to tell me. What if it was somthing bad?

"Hey relax" she said, and nothing prepared me for what she was about to say.

"I'm dating Jake" I felt like somebody kicked me in the stomach. I always knew that she will eventually had a boyfriend but I didn't know that it was going to hurt me like that.

"Sam say something" she said. I realized that I stood in shock after what she told me and I didn't say anything.

"Sorry, I'm so happy for you" I said and I hugged her, I didn't want her to see my face, I needed to lie to her, I couldn't tell her that I was super jealous that she was dating someone that wasn't me, but she didn't know I was in love with her, so I needed to act like a best friend and be happy for her and listen to every detail about the new boyfriend.

And it hurt me more than I thought it will.

I went to my house after the Groovie Smoothie Carly asked me if I wanted to go to her house but I told her that I was really tired. I was on my bed thinking about what Carly told me "I'm dating Jake" I kept repeating that moment in my mind. What I was going to do?, she said that Jake was going to be with us in the next iCarly rehearsal, I didn't know how I was going to see her with her new boyfriend without feeling pain; the worst part was that I needed to act like I was happy. She was happy and that was supposed to make me happy too, but she wasn't with me. How could I be happy about her being with someone who wasn't me if I wanted her?

We were in the iCarly studio about to start our rehearsal and he arrived.

"Hey guys" he said.

"Hi" Carly said with a huge smile and gave him a quick kiss. I saw Freddie's face and I saw the jealousy in his eyes, poor kid even if I didn't like him that much because he wanted to be with Carly, I understood how he was feeling because I was feeling the same thing.

We finished the rehearsal and we went downstairs to eat Spaghetti Tacos that Spencer made for dinner. Jake and Carly kept looking at each other with lovely eyes. I could see Carly really liked him and of course he liked her as well.

I could see that Freddie was hurt too because he didn't stay, he just left without saying goodbye to Carly.

"Where's Freddie?" Carly asked.

"He left" I said.

"Why?"

"I don't know" I lied to her.

"I guess he was tired of something" Jake said puting his arm around Carly and I gave him an angry look.

"But he didn't say goodbye" Carly said with a sad face.

"I bet he has a reason" he said.

We sat with Spencer and ate the tacos. Jake kept asking me questiong trying to get along with me, he was trying to be friendly with his girlfriend's best friend, he was actually a nice guy and I hated that.

After a while Jake finally left.

I was about to leave when Carly hold my wrist.

"Please stay for the night" I just looked at her, "Please" she begged.

"Okay" I couldn't say no to that face, as much as I wanted to go I couldn't say no to her. I knew that she was probably going to talk to me all night about Jake. It was going to be painful for me but I needed to be there for her and support her if she was happy.

You would wonder why I hadn't kiss her or told her how I felt for her, but I couldn't do that, What if she hated me after that and I lose her as a friend? it would be too hard for me to lose her.

"Why do you think Freddie left earlier?" Carly asked me.

"Really!, you don't know why he left?" she didn't say anything and I continue "He was jealous"

"About Jake?"

"Of course, you know he loves you"

"I know, but he didn't need to go"

"He was hurt, seeing the person you love with somebody else its not easy" I wasn't talking about Freddie at the moment but she didn't know I was telling her what I felt. "Knowing that you want to be the one that makes her happy but you're not feels terrible"

"I should talk to him, I love him but as a friend I don't feel for him the way he want's me too but still I don't want to hurt him" She said, I knew she was talking about Freddie but I felt like she said it to me.

We went to her room and we talked about everything, I didn't know why but she didn't talk about her boyfriend, We kept talking for hours , we laughed a lot, and then she fall asleep in my arms and I stayed like that looking at her, she looked beautiful when she was sleeping, I could stay like that forever, I whispered "I love you so much" but of course she didn't listen.

And I realized that even if she had a boyfriend now and I was so jealous, I wasn't losing her as a friend, and I could live with having her just as a friend.

For a while.

I Know is short but the next chapter will be a little longer. Please review and tell me what you think about this chapter and your ideas and opinions :)