Hi everyone this could be my fourth story,it's on you to decide! If you haven't read the others what are you waiting for?!:)
I don't wanna annoy anyway, just wanna tell that I'm not english, I'm sorry for the mistakes you're gonna find :( I'm searching someone who wants to help me about these mistakes, so if anyone of you is interested PM me!
Obviously I don't own Glee!
Brittany POV
"Britt bring your ass down right now!"
Did you hear it? That amazing voice belongs to my mom, yes she's always so sweet to me! She likes to at as a "cool" mom and she really is..I'm late for school again, me and school aren't really in good term lately, but I have to go, my mom would kill me if I quit and I'm not joking, she's a bit crazy, but I have to look like someone in my family! So here I'm, on my amazing beautiful bike, I love her, yes it's a she, a white Ducati Monster 1200S.. I'm in love! I park outside the school, I remove my helmet and I stay sit on my bike, once the bell rang I start to walk to the entrance, don't you find hallway traffic annoying? Teachers don't say anything to me anymore, they know that I'm a lost case, I'm not failing any class but I hate to stay in class and listen to them so they are good in this way, 'cause if I stay there I usually bring caos with me.
At lunch time I usually sit alone under a tree resting my eyes, today some laughters catch my attention, I open my eyes and I see Rachel covered in slush and some jock around her, I stand up and go there, some of them see me and they run away while my favourite one is still there, Puck. I turn him with my left hand and with my right one I punch him right in his jaw making him fall on the ground. I know a girl shouldn't act in this way, but come on how could I talk to a jerk like him?
"don't you ever fucking do it again" I say to him and he stands up immediately ready to fight me.
"Britt please don't start a fight, it's ok" Rachel says.
"it's not" I say looking at Puck, he's so fucking lucky to be at school.
"ohh watch freakBritt is defending her loser girlfriend" Puck says with a stupid voice.
"are you jealous Pucky?"
"I destroy you" he throws his-self on me and we start fight, but not even after some punch we are forced to separate, Mike and Sam take me while the other jocks take Puck.
"I'm going to kick your ass soon freak" he shouts to me, but I don't even bother to answer him, I really hate Puck, he thinks he can do whatever he wants and he despises everyone who isn't a cheerio or a jerk like him, I know I just fought with him, but I'm not a bully.
"you have to stop Britt, I don't want you to fight again, are we clear?"
"don't start Rachel, I can't see that idiots keep slushie you"
"leave them alone please, you are going to get in trouble and I don't want you to.. thank you"
"you're welcome, now we have to clean you"
We go to the bathroom and I help her, she's my best friend, she's the only one I can tolerate around me here, well I can stay with her friends but I don't usually talk with them, I just like her.. like as a friend, Rach is amazing and beautiful but she isn't my type, we know each other since kindergarten, she's my family. She's down on the sink while I'm clearing her hair, it's disgusting!
"oh look what we have here, freak n° one and two!" Quinn says entering the bathroom.
"oh hurry up Rach, bow down the princess is here!" I say sarcastically.
"one day I'm gonna make you shut your mouth" she says with a grin on her face.
"keep believe it" I say while I keep cleaning Rachel.
"can't you stop making out?! It's freaking disgusting" I roll my eyes and Santana enters the room too.
"what are yo-oh, were you making out?!" she says smiling.
"what a pleasure, we are in the same room with the princess and the queen!" I say pointing to Quinn and Santana then I roll my eyes.
"ehy wait, I'm the queen, I'm the captain of the Cheerios don't forget"
"yeah the queen and captain of idiots, don't you have someone to torture?"
"how dare y-" I turn to her just to be face to face.
"go away blondie I'm not in the mood" a giggle leaves Santana lips.
"did you just call 'blondie' her? have you seen yourself?"
"you two are so stupid" they open their mouths, but I'm faster "why the hell I'm even losing my time with you?"
We leave them in the bathroom, Quinn was going to explode, her face was red and angry, while Santana was calm, but I can saw it in her eyes, she was furious. They are so superficial, just because they are Cheerios they think they can do or say what they want. It was always like this, me against them and the others, when they started to be popular we started to fight and we still are, but they didn't ever slushied me, they know it would be really dangerous to do something like that to me.
"I know that you're not scared by them, but not everyone is like you, can't you just keep yourself by yourself sometimes?" Rach says not looking at me.
"are they bothering you?"
"no, but after today I think they'll do"
"and you are going to tell me if they do Rach, I'm not afraid of Barbie one and two" I smile.
"well when you say 'barbie' you allude at the classic stereotype skynny blonde and stupid, while Quinn embodies perfectly the imagine I have to disagree about Santana" I roll my eyes and leave Rachel at her locker.
After school I went home, my mom is at work, she's always working 'cause she doesn't want to me to miss anything, she works in a hotel, she's always there, I see her only in the morning before school and on night. She's amazing, I work some day into a gym so I don't have to ask her money even if she told me it's not a problem, she just wants me to graduate. I know what you are wondering about and yes I don't have a dad, well obviously I have one, but he isn't in the picture anymore, he left when I was 14, the summer before I'd have started high school. My mom raised me good, you could say I'm kind of a badass, at school everyone think I'm and I have to say that maybe I kinda I'm, I'm like the classic stereotype, hard on the outside and soft on the inside! I just like to not be bothered.
to Mommy: I'm at Rachel's.
I knock at her house and I can already hear her sing, I roll my eyes, dad n°1 (David) opens the door, her dads at the beginning weren't so fine about our friendship, they saw me as a badgirl who would have bring Rachel on the wrong way, but now that they know me they are fine. It wasn't easy for me talking about everything, but Rachel is the sister I didn't ever have so I did it. I was talking with him and then someone attacks me from behind.
"OH PLEASE DON'T HURT ME, I GIVE UP I GIVE UP!" I say standing up with still someone on my back "someone help me!" I run to the living room and I lay on my stomach on the couch, then I roll on my back carefull to not ler the little monster fall on the ground "I'm so going to tickle you!"
"NOOOOOOO" the little boy shouts and I start to tickle him, he's Rachel little brother, Liam, I love him so much, I always wanted a brother or a sister and I consider them as such.
"you are disturbing me" Rachel says with her arms crossed.
"us? are you serious Rach?" I say to her.
"you know I have to practice everyday" she says and Liam roll his eyes.
"you're improving little boy!" I say to him.
"yeah Britt thank you to teach him such a good thing" I roll my eyes " you're so frustrating!" she mumbles while walking toward the kitchen.
"wait Rach, do you wanna go to the cinema?"
"can I come too?" Liam asks.
"obviously, I can't bear Rachel alone!"
"I heard you!" she says while we are giggling.
School is so boring, and do you know what I hate more? physical education, here the jocks and the Cheerios are like in their world and they are so annoying! It's like to be in some kind old weird world, we have the King and the Queen, high nobility, the low nobility and then the discarded. I'm sit on the ground while the others are running, I don't have to run with them, I train myself even too much, you can see my abs through the shirt! I'm playing with my phone when Puck runs into me.
"what the hell I trampled a shit!" he says thinking he's funny and keep running.
I don't give a shit about what all they say, you know, I'm a freak, a shit, a loser, a dyke and etc and it doesn't matter to me, but I know that someone is affected by this kind of comment and it upsets me so much, I remember when they started calling me freak, when Santana called me freak for the first time and I snapped, it was the second year, perfectly a year ago and here..
Flashback.. physical education.
We are playing volleyball, Cheerios vs losers, I'm under the net and I don't even know what I'm doing, I'm not into sports, the only physical activities I like are gym and dancing and well, you know..but anyway, Rachel is screaming something to me and then I feel something hit my head, the ball.
"you are such a loser freak" I turn and I see Santana, she was on the other side of the net and I suppose she's the one who made the point, but something clicks in me, I take her arm and I turn her to me.
"why the hell are you calling me freak?" she seems a bit shocked, no one talk to her in this way or touch her.
"excuse me?"
"you heard me, so?" she smirks to me.
"do you think you are such a badass uh? talking to me in this way or acting the way you do"
"you are the one who is calling me badass or freak, you all" I point to the Cheerios and the jocks who are suddenly all around us.
"are you not?" she asks, her face is so.. uurggh.. I wanna slap her so much!
"what? a freak?" she nods "you are crazy"
"do you wanna know why we all call you freak, freak?" I nod slowly, she wanna provoke me "well when a girl has a dick, well she's a freak" she looks down at my midst when the word 'dick' left her lips.. WHAT? everybody starts to laugh.
"are you out of mind?!" they think I've a dick? she's right in front of me like she's a fucking goddess and it's driving me crazy "you know what? maybe you are right, maybe you are not" she stops laughing "maybe you should be sure about it" she opens her mouth but then she closes it, her face is unreadable "what? are you afraid of a little dick?" I say taking the hem of my shorts and enlarging them to let her hand go down there, her eyes widen.
"I'm not gonna t-"
"everyone is watching you Santana" I publicly challenged her, she can't do anything else than do it, everybody eyes are pressuring her, she can feeling, she's gonna do it, I'm playing their game, her game.
"fine" she puts her hand in my shorts touching my core, I let my shorts falls so everybody can see, Santana closes her eyes I knew she was gonna say something like 'I thought it was bigger' so I let them see that I don't have anything there even if they don't really care, they won't stop calling me freak.
"now we all know that I don't have a dick right San?" she immediately takes her hand away and I put my shorts on "shouldn't I touch you or something now?" I say smirking, she turns and leaves, everybody is confused by what just happened.
Yeah I'm that kind of person, but after that everybody was more carefull with me and Santana avoided me for two weeks! They still call me freak, but it doesn't matter that day I proved something else.. God now that I'm thinking about it, Santana touched me, I start laughing hard, I can't believe it, it's so weird.
"maybe we should call you crazy now, it's more appropriate" I look up and Quinn and Santana are in front of me.
"it's funny that youre the one who interrupter my thoughts"
"and why?" she asks with her arms crossed on her chest, looking at me top down and not because I'm sit.
"I was just remembering something, I kinda had a deja-vu" I say.
"you're really weird Pierce" I stand up and get close to her she leans back a bit.
"nope, I'm a freak remember San?!" I say and I leave, they are gonna do something I know, I'm upsetting them too much lately.
I join Rachel at lunch time, there're the Glee kids, Kurt, Tina, Mercedes, Artie and Mike, they're talking and when I sit next to Rach everyone become quiet, it's almost 2 years and they still act like this! I don't really talk to them but sometimes I say hi! I'm not that rude.
"so I was saying.. I think I know which song I'm gonna sing today" Rach says.
"you always know what to sing Rach, don't act like you did something new" I say.
"ok someone is pissed, what happened?"
"nothing" the others start to stand up to leave us alone "nope, stay, I'm fine really"
"do you wanna go out after school?"
"I have to work today"
"fine, then I'm gonna ca-"
And then it happened.. something hits me, something fluid and cold, really cold .. yeah someone slushied me, Rachel is watching me with wide eyes and the others too, all the cafeteria is. I stand up slowly and with my hands I take the slushie away from my eyes and let if falls on the ground, I turn and there's Puck, with an empty glass, Rachel's hand takes my arm to stop me, I can see in her eyes that she's worry, but I can't let it go.
"you were too close to my girl today freak" Puck says with a smirk.
"Britt please don't do it" Rachel says.
"yeah Britt don't do it" he says smirking.
I snapped, I jump on him and we start to punch eachother, I'm not really a violent girl, but he gets really in my vein and he deserves it, he's a bully and someone has to stop him and if I have to kick his ass, I'll do it. I can happily say that he's taking most of the punches, if it weren't for the gym I wouldn't be able to fight with him, but thank god I'm trained! After a while teachers come to us and we ended to the principal, can you believe it? they called my mom! She's gonna be so pissed..
"so.. are we gonna talk about it?" she says while we enter the house.
"no" I'm still wet, I just wanna go under the shower.
"well Britt you had a fight with that boy, you are .. what do you have on anyway?"
"slush"
"What bizzarre!.. anyway, you fought Britt, you have a black eye and probably some bruise on your body and that boy.. how the hell did you manage to kick him so bad?"
"mom please" I walk to my room.
"ehy wait, you're gonna tell me everything, now"
"fine!" we sit around the table, I start to explain everything to her, how the social pyramid works at school, how Puck and the others act and how they call me, how they treat Rachel an how I can't stand this. She stays silent for a while, then she looks up at me.
"you know you're not a freak right?" I nod" "good, I'm not ok with all of this, but I know that I can't do anything and I know that you are not a start fighter or one girl who likes to punch someone so I'm gonna let this pass.. but Britt, if you really have to do this and I mean if you really really have to, don't let the teacher caught you" she smile to me.
"thank you"
"now go, you stick!"
Some day later my face's perfectly fine and Puck's too, we're avoiding eachother, not because we are scared but because we know that we would start a fight again! Rachel has passed the last two days at my home spread some weird cream on my bruise and making up my eye, but I have to say that even if it was a bit weird it really helped. She acts like a mom sometimes but I like it, my mom is so happy that I have her in my life, sometimes I come home and I ind Rachel there talking to her, it was weird at the beginning, but Rachel doesn't have a mom and mine loves Rachel like is hers so..
"good look Pierce" Quinn says.
"what do you want?"
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry I missed your fight, fuck I didn't see Puck kick your ass!"
"well I don't know what fight are you talking about 'cause the fight where I was involved I didn't get kicked, but I kicked so I can say you didn't miss anything new" she rolls her eyes and leaves.
She's so annoying! She always try to find something for making me go down, what I have to do to be free by their .. everything! I left my locker and I walk to Glee club, I have to spend an hour so I stay here, Mr Schue lets me stay here 'cause I just stay sit and play with my phone but I think they want me here 'cause sometimes I distract Rachel so she doesn't talk or comment everything the others do! I look at them sing and dance and they seems so different from when they are out of here, they are secure and free to be what they want, I like the air it's here and the most amazing part? No Cheerios and jocks.
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" Rachel says and I look up.
"I don't want them here" Tina says lowly.
"what are they doing here?" Artie asks.
"ok guys quiet" Mr Schue says "umh, Puck, Finn what are you doing here?"
"we wanted to j-" Finn was talking but was interrupted.
"we are late" Quinn says with Santana behind her, please tell me they are joking!
"I can't believe it" Rachel says and she sits next to me.
"do you wanna explain?" Mr Schue asks.
"we are here to join" Santana says.
"they ask us to come with them" Finn adds.
"you can't let them join the club" Rachel says.
"everyone has the right to join" Quinn says, what a snake.
"she's right Rachel.. take a sit, we are gonna show how we work" mr Schue says.
They stayed quiet all the time, I don't know why they are here, I just hope they're not gonna ruin everything,Rachel is so upset, she's gonna make my head explode, she hasn't stopped talking since they arrived! Now we are in my room and she's still talking, I'm laying on my bed while she's saying how they are gonna ruin her heaven, her everything and I can't say she's wrong, they are probably gonna do it. They have something on their mind, come on they joined Glee, they hate it, what's on their mind? Well Puck and Finn are there just 'cause Santana and Quinn, they're too stupid to have something in their mind, so this leave the two Cheerios.
The weekend has passed really quickly and in the same way, with Rachel and Liam, we're always together when we can, also because I don't wanna leave Liam with Rachel too much, he would probably turn crazy, imagine 48 hours full immersion in musical songs and things like this! It's monday again, another boring day at school, I'm late as always but today something's different, when I enter the class there's only a seat free and I'm not gonna go there, I walk back to the door, but the teacher stops me telling me that I don't have other choice so, I stop in front of the seat, I roll my eyes and I sit.
"if you weren't late I wouldn't be near you freak" Santana says.
"Imagine I'm not here"
"I always do"
We don't say anything else for all the lesson, she didn't even look at me once, she's really good pretending I'm not here! It's weird 'cause we are next to eachother but so afar, how can this be possible? how two people can be so different?
"freak I told you to stay away from my girl" Puck says leaning to me from his sit behind us.
"oh, you meant Santana? She's your girl?" really? no wait "you're his girl?" I ask to Santana with a disgusted and she rolls her eyes "well I can say you deserve eachother, talking about your body probably Santana deserves something less gross than you Puck"
"you little freak, I'm gonna shut y-"
"Puckerman do you wanna share?" the teacher says and I giggle, the bell ring.
"congratulation" I say to them and I leave.
Puck and Santana.. it's so weird, so gross, ew! Santana is bad, really bad but I've to say she's beautiful and sexy and she's with Puck .. ew ew ew! But they have to keep up the classic high school relationship stereotype cheerleader-football player, popularity brings you to do stupid things like date Puck! Maybe she's just crazy, it'd explain so many things!
"ehy Rach did you know Santana is dating Puck?"
"does it matter because ..?"
"it doesn't, it's just gross" she nod.
"someone says he's mad at you, what have you done?" I'm shocked.
"I just got out from class, how the hell do you know?!"
"people talk,so?"
"I didn't said nothing that it isn't true, I said it's gross"
"no fight I'm serious or I'm gonna call your mom" she says.
"what? you wouldn't"
"try me" she brings her hands on her hips.
"I hate you" She smiles and leave.
All week Puck tried to provoke me, but I stayed quiet, Rachel was so proud of me.. I'm frustrated! Now belive it or not I'm at a party, yeah I don't get crazy for this kinda of things but I like to dance and I don't like Rachel go there alone, Mike is hosting so everyone is here, glee, cheerleader, jock etc etc, the house is practically split in two parts.
I'm dancing in group with Rachel, Mercedes, Tina and some other friend of them, even if I'm dancing and enjoying the party I'm with my eyes wide open, Puck is here and I don't wanna get another black eye. Meanwhile I'm dancing I notice Rachel look around as searching someone, who? There's something she isn't telling me? After a while her eyes stop and I see who she's looking at.
"are you kiddin me?" I say to her stopping dancing.
"what?" she widen my eyes.
"Finn, you were looking for Hudson? what's going on?"
"SHH, nothing, what are you talking about?"
"don't even try Rach, I know you" I stop and I wait for her answer.
"maybe I like him" she looks down.
"how? you are Rachel and he's Finn! you are here" and my hand goes up "and he's right here" and my hand goes down to my feet!
"you're so dramatic!"
"Well, do you know who already has her eyes on him?" she doesn't answer "her girlfriend Quinn Fabray, she's gonna destroy you Rach and I'm not gonna protect you for Finn!"
"Britt I never asked y-"
"there're empty rooms upstairs, spare us!" Quinn says and Santana laughs with her, perfectly in time as always.
"you are always around me and Rachel, you don't have a crush on us right?" I smirk.
"yeah right that's the reason" Santana says, she has like some kinda aura around her and it says 'I'm untouchable'.
"so there's a reason" I say walking to her.
"stay away freak" she says to me, Quinn is arguing with Rachel meanwhile.
"or what? are you gonna call you gorilla boyfriend?"
"he's not my boyfriend"
"does he know? 'cause I'm pretty sure he said 'my girl', anyway we were talking about the reason why you and your barbie friend are always around me, do you want something?" I say flirting, I like so much playing with them.
"yes I want you to stay away from me"
"they say hate before love!" I lean toward her, my face really close to hers "be carefull I bite" I say leaving her there, I don't want her to have the last word, I take Rachel an we move somewhere else.
The party went very well, we stayed there until 3 a.m, after I walked Rachel at her house I go home and I notice my mom on the couch, she's sleeping, when I'm out at some party she'd wait for me up just in case something happen, even if everytime I come back home she's asleep! I take a blanket and I cover her then I go up to my room, it's sleep time.
Today Quinn Fabray is a furious, I don't know why but it's better stay away from her, I just wanna spend the day and go to the gym, I wanna relax a bit and fight with Quinn isn't relaxing. I'm sit and I can hear Mercedes and Kurt talking, what are they saying?
"..Quinn is gonna kill Rachel" Kurt says.
What? why? what has she done? when the bell rang I run out the class to find Rachel, but when I see her it's too late, Quinn is in front of her and Rachel is completely covered in slushie.
"stay away from my boyfriend" Quinn shouts to her, I push her off Rachel.
"what the hell Fabray"
"stay away freak, this is between me and Manhands"
"you stay away or I'm gonna kick your cheerios ass" I say pushing her, she reacts and push me too "oh you didn't"
"I did" she pushes me again and I take her for the shirt making her back collide to the lockers.
"you listen to me Fabray, stay away from Rachel or bad things are gonna happen ok? She can looks everything she wants, even your awful boyfriend" I sai to her face to face, almost nose to nose.
"what the hell are you think you're doing?" I hear behind me and then someone hands take my shoulder pulling me away from Quinn.
"oh yeah as one barbie weren't enough" I say to Santana, they're always freaking together.
"ehy freak away from my girl remember?" Puck says running to me.
"from bad to worse" I say rolling my eyes and he moves Santana away from me and then he tries to push me against the locker but I avoid it "I don't have time for this, you three are annoying me, you" I point to Quinn "stay away from Rachel, you" I point to Santana "stay away from me and you" I point to Puck "I don't know.. find a brain!come on Rach"
I take Rachel's hand and we go to the bathroom to clean her, again. I knew that this Finn Hudson thing would have bring up some fight, there's gonna be a war for this and I can't call out, I have to be there or Rachel.. Finn Huson, I can't believe her..
A week later..
My ears are bleeding! Apparently Glee club is the battlefield, Rachel and Quinn are singing their war to eachother and the shocking fact is that they're doing it for Finn! Everyone is annoyed, I look around and Kurt is .. I think he is singing something in his head I don't know, Mercedes is texting, Tina is talking to Mike, Artie seems lost in his thoughs, Sam is .. where's Sam? He isn't even here, Finn is looking at Rachel who's singing and Quinn is really mad about it and then there's Puck who's talking to Santana and she isn't even looking at him, that's is the recap of all the week.. Well I can't say I'm really against this 'cause if they "fight" in this way I don't have to do anything and Rachel is gonna be fine. My phone gets my attention.
from unknown: ehy Brittany I'm Lara, we're in the same history and english class, do u wanna take a coffee together after school?
Let me see.. Lara, mmh.. yeah, brunette, green eyes and good looking.. yeah I definitely going to see her later! I text her back and everything is settle. It past a while since I went out with someone, I don't have problem with having a relationship, but people here aren't so interesting so I usually hook up with someone and nothing else, but I'm not a whore!
So here I'm, waiting for a beautiful girl to join me, I talked to Rach before coming here, she's more excited than me, she wants me to "settle down" but people here are so boring or not interested on me. I hear the door gets open and I turn, yeah it's her! She's looking around to find me and I wave at her so she can join me.
"Hi" she sits.
"ehy, I thought you were going to dump me!"
"no I was only late.. so.. how are you?" I can say she's embarassed.
"I'm good and you?"
"good, good thank you"
We talked a little, about us and everything, she's really cute and I speak to her really easily, I never really noticed her at school, but I think something can start between us, I pay and walk her to her car.
"I'll see you tomorrow at school" I say.
"yeah, it was nice" I nod and she enters her car.
Once at home I just lay down on the couch and turn on the tv, but it feel too good to be true, as always Rachel calls me! After had answered 100 questions I hung up, my ear hurts! Do you know how difficult it's to answer so many questions about only 10 minutes of a meeting?!
The day after.
I'm on my way to school and I find my self behind Santana's car, she had a black bmw, so classic, I see her parking, I accelerate and I park really close to her door, she turns to me and rolls her eyes, she rolls down the window and I remove my helmet.
"ehy beautiful" I say to her.
"come on Pierce move your ass away from here"
"why?"
"I'm gonna kick your ass"
"yeah? I really would love seeing you try"
"you know what?" she opens her door taking a bit of my leg and scratching a bit of my bike "yeah now it's better" she closes her car and start to walk, my eyes are still wide open.
"ARE YOU CRAZY?" I get off my bike and I run to her taking her arm.
"don't you dare touching me" she pushes me.
" you fucking scratch my bike"
"I told you to move, so not my fault!" she smiles and leave.
She's gonna pay, she's really gonna pay, I'm fucking gonna down her, I was only joking, I was gonna move, what the fuck! Today is gonna be a really long day. I walk to my locker and I see Lara, fuck I forgot, I walk to her.
"hi"
"ehy, am I wrong or were you the girl who was shouting outside?"
"yes, Santana scratched my bike"
"oh wow"
"yeah, I'm so mad, I want to destroy her " I look at her puzzled face "I'm not gonna really do it"
"ok, do you wanna, maybe, walk me on class?" I nod and we start walking.
Lara is good, she isn't some kinda crazy girl or worse, a Cheerio! I can see the others looking at us but I don't care, I came out years ago and Lara seems to be fine about it. I have to be honest, I was a bit surprised at the beginning, people here aren't really open and gay guys don't usually come out from nowhere, maybe she isn't from here! 2 hours later and we are in the same class, me and her and unfortunately Santana and Quinn are here too, I can feel their eyes on me and I can hear them talking about us and not in a good way.
The day after at work.
I'm training my self, the gym is empty right now so.. yesterday was fun with Lara, we stayed a bit together after school and it was good.. really good, nothing happened but we were there. I can hear my boss calling me, someone must have arrived, I walk there and I see Santana, really weird.
"just the girl I wanted" my boss says.
"are you kidding me? I don't want her" Santana says, I'm confused.
"I talked to your dad Santana, he wanted the best for you and here she is, so go" she rolled her eyes.
"what do you want?" I ask.
"now Brittany, we already talked about how to talk to customers" he says.
"fine.. Hi! I'll be your trainer"I say with a huge smile.
"good, Santana need to learn some defence move, it's all yours" he says walking away.
"perfect" I mumble.
"don't you dare be the one pissed, I'm here 'cause of you" she says.
"what?"
"yeah, you fucking took my arm the other day and you left a mark, my dad was suspicious and he made me come here" I laugh "fuck you"
"come on lets start"
We start with stretching and she isn't even looking at me, I don't know why she hates me so much, I'm not a troublemaker, I didn't do anything to her, but I'm still the freak and well we went go on in this way for years. My phone buzzes and I read the text.
from Lara: ehy what are you doing?
to Lara:I'm at work, you?
from Lara: I'm at home doing nothing, maybe we should talk later, I don't wanna get you in trouble
to Lara: you won't, I'm stretching right now so I can easily text to you
"I don't know how you work but I don't think you should text while I'm here" Santana says and I look at her.
"are you jealous?"
from Lara: stretching uh? how is going?
"you're so annoying Pierce,just do your job"
to Lara: fine, my girl here is so boring!
from Lara: your girl?
I smile at the text, Santana is looking at me, but I don't say anything I just text Lara back.
to Lara: yeah the girl my boss assigned me.. god it sounds like something illegal!
from Lara: ahahahah maybe I shouldn't know! talk to you later I have guests, bye
to Lara: bye
"your girlfriend is tired already?" she says without looking at me.
"she's not my girlfriend and it's really not your business"
"well it is if you text her while I'm here"
I don't reply her, I don't wanna discuss useless things with her. We just stand up and start our training. She's good, she just don't practice often, but I can feel her strength, maybe I underestimated cheerleading, we tried just some defence move, she doesn't have to learn how to attack, just to protect herself. It's a start, the really weird thing is the touching, I have to touch her body and everything and it's the first time she doesn't explode on me 'cause I'm too close to her, well I'm doing my job I'm not trying to piss her off, but still weird!
After 2 hours we stop, it's enough for today, we hit the showers and I feel a bit uncomfortable with her here, this is my place and she's here, there's the place where I go when I wanna escape from people like her. Now I know how Rachel felt when they joined Glee.
"what's there?" her voice interrupts my thought.
"what?" I see her look down to my belly, my shirt lifted up a bit, I cover my self and turn on the other side.
"whatever" I hear her say and when I turn again she was already in the shower.
I don't know if I'm more shocked about her seeing my scar or about her in the shower, I can see her curves, the glass is cloudy, only her face is clearly in sight. She doesn't seem to mind that I can see her body.. she's a Cheerio, they shower all together.. I take my things and leave.
"it's just a scar Britt" Rachel says.
"but she saw it" I'm sit on her bed while she is texting someone, please not be Finn!
"I know that scar doesn't remind you good things, but she doesn't know, she just saw it, maybe she didn't even saw it was a scar"
"I don't want her start to ask questions"
"she won't Britt, we are talking about Santana"
"I know"
At school.
Something is wrong..there's a weird air, I don't know, I can feel it.. jocks aren't around and the Cheerios are nowhere to be seen.. are they going to attack me all together? I look around and suddenly Quinn appears in front me.
"shit" I say jumping a little "what do you want Quinn?"
"you see Pierce, things are good right now, you hate me and I hate you, I'm popular and you gleeks are not, I have a boyfriend and well, it doesn't matter what you do s-"
"get to the point Fabray I don't have time to waste with you"
"you freak have to talk to your little freak friend" she says poking my chest with her finger.
"and why?" I know she's talking about Rachel, I take her hand and push it down.
"Berry is texting my boyfriend and it's really pissing me off, make her stop Pierce" she says walking away.
"or..?" she just turns to me with a smirk and then turns back.
Rachel is going to get me in trouble I know,with all the guys she could have she obviously had to choose Hudson and there's nothing I can do to make her change her mind. Glee club was again a battlefield, Berry vs Fabray, do you know how ridiculous it is? I think I'm gonna quit this club.. I joined just because it was calm and there wasn't jerk, not it's obviously not calm and full of jerk!
"no Rach, no is no!"
"please Britt I don't wanna go alone"
"you wont be"
"please, Quinn will be there and you know she's gonna do something to me if you're not there, pretty please"
"I'm not your bodyguard Rachel, you made yourself in this"
"please Britt, I just wanna party"
"so the fact that Fi nn is gonna be there is just a case"
"yeah, it's just another party, why don't you call Lara?"
"I didn't say yes"
I hate her, she knows I can't say her "no", I can already see how is gonna end, Rachel somewhere almost crying, Quinn shouting while Santana is taking her and me and Puck fighting in the middle of the living room, yeah, classic! Anyway ask Lara to come is a good idea, we didn't really go out yet, what's better than a party? It's time for our first kiss!
"it's a yes, I knew it" she claps her hands.
"just because of Lara"
"what?" I turn and I see Lara walking to us.
"ehy"
"hi" I kiss her cheek "what about me?"
"well, I was going to ask you if you wanted to come to this party with me" she smiles.
"yes"
"good so.." the bell rings "time to class"
"see you later" Lara says leaving, I saw Rachel start to walk.
"not so fast" I take her collar from behind to stop her "Quinn came to me this morning"
"yeah?"
"uh uh, do you know what she wanted?" she shakes her head "ohh you know it, Rachel why are you texting Finn?"
"because, because he thinks I'm funny and he's too"
"be carefull Rachel, Quinn isn't gonna come to me next time"
She turns and go away. What do I have to do with these girls?!
I tried, this is the first chapter, should I continue? are you interested?
Tell me what you think :)
-Deb