There are certain things I don't tell you, there are things that you don't know and will never know. I'm so afraid, very afraid...my defenses are falling, you are getting to me and that scares me. It's been a long time I had let anyone in; it's been a long time anyone took the effort to try. I thought I was safe. I thought I was tough enough. But you got to me, you invade me. You invade my heart, my soul. You force yourself in my system, in my skin, in my pores, in every nook and cranny of my being; I am part of you as you are part of me. I never wanted it...I never wanted you. But here you are beside me, with me. There are times I thought I had hidden it well, there are times I thought you will never know, that you will never find out. But you get to me somehow. I watched you while you sleep, I caress you while you slumber, I had been gentle, I had been kind...things that I am you will never get to see except only in your prone state. But there are times you see, there are times the other side of me comes out...a little smile, a kind gesture, a soft touch and kind words. I am human after all, and I am truly in love with you. I had loved you ever since I set my gaze on you. And it will always comes out when we are one, when we make love...when am yours and you are mine. There are certain things you will never know, there are certain you will never find out. But at the rate our relationship is going...at the rate that you are invading my system, it won't be long you will get to see and meet the real me.