I love that little brat with everything in me...I love him with every inch of my being even though at times I don't show, well, most of the time. If he only knew what I do when he is asleep, when he is away, he would be shock, that the cold and heartless Yuki could fall in love after all.
I watch you while you slumber, all curled up in a tiny ball, curled up on my side, clutching to me, as if you were made to be there by my side always. I love it when you do that, even when your eyes are close, even when snoring and dreaming, probably of me, you instinct-ly reach out to me blindly, as if you really needed to feel me...that you wanted to feel me, and then, you let out that heart-warming, contented sigh each time. Sometimes, I hold back my tears with all the love you're giving me, you overwhelm me, surround me, enrapture me with all the colors of the rainbow you called love.
What did I ever do to deserve you? I must have done something really good to deserve an angel like you to watch over me, to fall for me, to love me.
Whenever you are at work, am here, alone in my shadow, recalling every detail about you, how you last smile at me, with your eyes gleaming with so much delight seeing me, how your smile takes my breathe away with its radiance and its all because of me. You are my better half, my other half. Whatever I am now, you still love me, no matter how I try to push you away you still stick by me and know what I really am inside...maybe because you know, its you, its always you inside of me, its always you in the core of my being...that it's always you a few step behind in my shadow...you will never leave me alone, but always gonna be there, no matter what...Shui han...aishiteru...