Hello world! Me here with a new story! This one is kinda depresing(like the other one isn't -_-U) soooo...i hope you don't hate me for writing this. It IS a bit cruel and it makes me feel like a terrible person for making them suffer so please don't hate me and don't hate this fic either! I promise things will get better further on! so...enjoy(?)

Chap 1

I woke up to an unknown room filled with people sitting quietly, the walls where white and a constant sound echoed throughout the room. I could feel the plastic that covered my mouth and nose getting a bit warmer with my breath. I had an uv in my right arm and something cold in my chest. I looked to my right to find a familiar albino face sleeping in a chair next to the bed, he had dark circles under his eyes as if he hasn't slept in days. My voice was weak but apparently still audible. "Gil...bert...?" The albino's eyes shot open and he looked at me almost in the verge of tears. The others turned and got closer to the bed, surprise evident in their faces.

Gilbert hugged me, I could feel something warm in my shoulder, his voice cracked and his shoulders twitched. "Ludwig...I thought...I thought you wouldn't wake up...I was...so scared of loosing you too"

Weakly I looked at the rest of the people present most were crying and the rest were about to or trying to hold the tears in. Kiku had lonely tears sliding down his cheeks, Roderich was desperately trying to hold his tears but failing miserably, Elizabetha was crying nonstop, Arthur was looking the other way with tears madly dripping down, Francis was crying looking directly at me, Yao was trembling as he cried near the wall and Alfred was covering his eyes to hide his tears. I looked at every face over and over, there were a few more people present but I couldn't make out their faces.
Finally i realized something; someone was missing, Feliciano was missing. I looked around looking for the small Italian in case I might have overseen him before, but the Italian was nowhere to be seen. I tried to sit up but it was useless, my body was too weak and it hurt like hell. My voice was still weak but a little clearer. "Where is...Feliciano?" Gilbert twitched at the mention of the name and the rest just kept quiet looking at each other. I repeated louder this time. "Where is Feliciano?" Gilbert finally let go of me but he avoided eye contact with me, tears were still falling down his eyes, I pressed further. "Bruther, where is Feliciano?" Gilbert looked away and tried to talk. "He...Feliciano, he..." Fear started to take over my thoughts and body. "Bruther...what happened?" "You see..." "WHAT THE HELL HAPENED GILBERT?!" Everyone in the room jumped and there was a tense silence. Kiku broke the silence but his voice was shaky. "You were in an accident Ludwig-san but he hasn't woken up yet. He's in a coma and he's delicate right now, he might not wake up." Those were words i never wanted to hear. My blood turned to ice and by body became numb. What does he mean by 'he might not wake up'?! I tried to get up but as soon as I moved they all jumped and pushed me down into the bed, I struggled but my body was too weak and my muscles gave in.

I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes but I was far too weak mentally and physically to fight them back. Tears started sliding down my cheek and I looked away. The room was silent with only the occasional sniff of someone in the background. A soft whisper left my lips. "Scheiße" I could almost see how everyone turned to see me. More silence, it was as if they were waiting for me to act or to speak. I sat up, tears were still sliding down me cheeks but I didn't bother to wipe them off and kept looking away. "Scheiße!" I repeated louder and covered my eyes with my hand. Tears fell madly from my chin to the bed, I could hear how they hit the bed. I cried like I had never cried before.

After what felt like hours my tears finally stopped. My eyes were tingling and I knew they were red and swollen. I didn't face anyone, I wouldn't allow anyone to see me like this. It wasn't because of pride, it was because I knew I was falling apart just like they were and seeing me like this would only make matters worse.

With all the strength I had I spoke, my voice cracked and trembled for this one word. "Leave..." Gilbert put his hand in my shoulder as he tried to speak but I flicked it away, I didn't want anyone near me. "Ludwig, I..." "Leave!..." "But, Lud-" I turned to face him and raised my voice, tears started filling my eyes once more and I knew my lower lip was trembling or about to. "LEAVE DAMNIT! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" Gilbert stared, his face shocked and his eyes still held tears. My face softened as well as my voice, I was almost begging him. "Please Gilbert. Just...just leave me alone" Kiku placed his hand on Gilbert's shoulder and nodded, I nodded in return and he started leading him to the door. Gilbert looked at me over his shoulder as he left the room, the rest following after him.

I looked at the floor as everyone left but looked up when I felt a hand on my shoulder. Someone I never expected to see was standing there, his green eyes soft and his voice weak. "Se fuerte" Antonio smiled and left looking down. I resumed looking down, the door closed and I was left alone. Tears fell from my face, only silent tears and nothing more; it was as if I didn't have strength to cry but was still crying.

The door clicked and I looked up to face the person who had just entered and ask them to leave. "Please, leave me a-" I froze as I laid eyes on the person on the door. I met a pair of weak amber eyes. His hair was of an auburn color and had a unique curl on the side of his head. Only one name appeared in my foggy mind. "Felicia-" I stopped myself as I looked over the persons features. This person wasn't Feliciano. "Lovino?" Something inside the man snapped, his expression changed from weak to angry in the blink of an eye. "You fucking potato bastard! You should be the one to be fucking unconscious! You should be the one to be in a fucking coma! You should be the one to be fucking alone in a fucking hospital room! I FUCKING WISH YOU WERE THE ONE TO BE FUCKING DYING INSTEAD OF FELICIANO!" I stumbled to my feet and off the bed but fell flat on my face. I felt a sharp pain on my knee but as I went down to touch it I felt something missing. Under my knee there was nothing and it felt wet and warm. Not minding my missing limb I crawled towards Lovino, the IV slipped from my arm and had left a red dot in my arm that was starting to ooze blood, I had taken off the oxygen mask a while before he entered and whatever was attached to my chest pulled down a machine as I fell. I made a mess as I crawled towards Lovino, I couldn't control my tears. "Lovino...please...I'm begging you...please tell me what happened...please tell me how is Feliciano...please...please...please tell me he's ok and this is just a stupid joke! It has to be a joke...it just...has to..." "It's all your fucking fault! You two should have never have met! It's all your fucking fault! IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!"

Apparently Lovino's screams and the machines falling didn't go unnoticed because Antonio walked into the room with a worried expression on his face. Lovino was on the ground crying and yelling it was all my fault a few meters from me, the pain had stopped me and forced me to apply pressure to my knee. Blood streamed down my fingers and dirtied my trousers as well as the floor as I tried to stop the bleeding. All I could do was apologize and beg in the state I was in. Antonio picked up Lovino and took him out of the room as he told a nurse to come assist me, Gilbert ran in and kneeled down next to me with tears forming in his eyes. When the nurse came in, I lost consciousness but I remember seeing someone stand by the door and then run off somewhere. He was wearing white clothes and had auburn hair.

I hope to see you in the next chapter Ba'Bye