Title: Chaos and Disorder
Pairing: Todd/Charlie, Neil/Charlie, Knox/Charlie
Rating: R for Explicit Sexual Content and Language as well as adult themes
Summary: Irresistible, and full of energy, Charlie Dalton roams the halls of Welton clearly unaware of just how many of his friends want him. Flamboyantly oblivious Charlie doesn't realize just how bad they want him, and to what lengths they will go. Shy Todd breaks free from his shell, Outgoing Neil plays it coy, and confused Knox acts on his feelings. So how will this crazy love story turn out? Keep reading and find out!
May 4th, 1959
Dear Diary,
Chaos and Disorder are one with each other. Destined to be together. You can't have one without the other. Kind of like Todd and Charlie, isn't it? To bad they- no- I should say he, does not see it... Todd sees it, knows it, and needs it. When he thinks I'm asleep, he begins it. Breathing heavily, he tried to stay quiet, but I hear it. 'Charlie,' he always whispers, 'God Charlie…so hot…so reckless…so irresistible...and oh god…so tight too? Your first time then, huh?' He'll whisper. Oh yes, Todd sees it, and that…that makes me hate it. I'm supposed to be with Charlie, yet Todd got there first, I suppose. First come first serve, then isn't it? All is fair in love and war, now isn't it? Sadly in a situation like this it's hard. Wanting your friends to be happy but wanting to be happy as well and that's why I will never have Charlie Dalton. Why? Because he loves Todd. It's obvious to everyone but myself. But he'll soon realize. Which is why, I know I can't give up. I know I have to, but I refuse.
I have to have Charlie Dalton, or I just might die.
Good bye for now,
Neil Perry
May 4th, 1959
Dear Diary,
I can't get him out of my head. It's killing me. I love her, I truly do…But I can't forget him!
She's sweet, she's beautiful, and she's got a great mind…But he's charming, hot, and he's witty.
I'm torn, I really am.
Torn between Charlie Dalton and Chris!
How could this be happening?
I love Chris….Right? Yes! I love Chris…but why do I feel this way?
When I'm around Chris…I feel fine…Yet…when I'm near Charlie my stomach flips.
It used to flip around Chris, but now that were dating…it's just…blah!
This cannot be happening. I cannot be in love with Charlie Dalton. I just can't be.
Yet…somewhere in my mind…I hear…a voice. Am I crazy? I doubt it.
The voice keeps telling me I want him…But...that's not possible.
That's it…I've got to do something.
Carpe Diem, even if it kills me after all…
See you,
Knox Overstreet
May 4th, 1959
Dear Diary,
His eyes, his lips, his smirk, his voice, ever bit of him makes me shiver.
I want him so bad, yet he doesn't know. Neil knows, I know he does…
He thinks he's good at pretending to be asleep, but he isn't. Or maybe I just know him.
For instance, I know he breaths in short breaths when he sleeps.
No, I'm not stalking him, I just…listen when I try to sleep, and that is all.
It's not my fault he's so damn loud.
God I want Charlie so bad…But he's really oblivious…I really need to find a way to break It to him.
I can't just say 'Hey Charlie, you're hot; I love you, and let's fuck.' He'd freak!
Or probably take it as a joke.
Oh god what if he hates me?
What if he hits me?
What if he likes me back? Doubt it…but what if…
This is driving me mad…I should get some sleep before I go insane.
Sincerely,
Todd Anderson