This is my second shot at this story; I decided to rewrite them all. I completely started it over and this time it's going to be completely in Raven's and BB's POVs (I'll alternate every other chapter) and for this fic…SAY HELLO TO PLOT STRUCTURE!

Hope you like it.

I don't own Teen Titans…duh

Chapter one: Getting to me

Beastboy. The first word that comes to mind when I think of him is, annoying. He's loud, he's obnoxious, he makes random noises, he tells stupid jokes, he thinks he's funny and he won't ever go away! He is literally, the exact opposite of me.

He's always getting on my nerves, and he's constantly bugging me, but…I think he's starting to get to me because then after all those things, the second word I that comes to mind when I think of him is…adorable.

When he laughs, when he smiles that stupid toothy grin, even when he makes those stupid faces to try and get me to crack a smile, every time he does something like that it turns my insides to Jell-o.

I don't know why. To me it's just completely unnatural to feel like this, but I can't make it go away.

I try not to think about it…but then there are things like this morning…

It was quarter to six in the morning. I had been up for about an hour and I was sitting cross legged on the couch in the middle of meditation when he came in through the door behind me.

I hadn't expected anyone else to be out of bed at this time, so I was especially surprised when Beastboy yawned and gave me a sleepy "Morning Rae".

It snapped me out of my concentration. Silently I uncrossed my legs and stood up. I sighed and swiftly pulled my hood over my head. I could feel his eyes on me as I did so. Thirty seconds later I heard the sound of the fridge opening from behind me.

I reached for my book lying face down on the coffee table in front of me. Just as I picked it up, "You have breakfast yet Rae?" He grunted

I looked over my shoulder just in time to see him poor himself a glass of orange juice and sit down at one of the stools around the counter. His green hair was messy and his eyes were half closed with drowsiness. He looked up at me from his drink with curious eyes, waiting for my reply.

"I'm not hungry" I stated casually and headed for the exit.

I heard him sigh heavily and murmur something I couldn't make out under his breath. I froze mid-stride and turned around to face him.

"Did you say something?" I asked coldly. He glanced at me meekly.

"Nothing important…" he insisted and cleared his throat nervously. I turned around again watching him from the corner of my eye discreetly. "Actually…" he added just loud enough for me to hear "I said I wish you wouldn't leave."

My heart skipped a beat. I didn't move. "I want to read my book…" I lied. I just wanted get out of there before I did something I'd regret.

"Yeah…" Beastboy said ineptly "but you could stay here and read it," his eyes pleaded with me, "I don't feel like being alone" he added innocently.

I didn't know what else to do. "Okay." I nodded and I walked awkwardly to the counter where he sat.

As I neared him he stood up and hopped to the stove to put the kettle on. "I'll make you some tea" he said, grinning madly at me as he sat back down. I nodded again but didn't say a word. I sat down at the counter a few seats over from him and picked up my book.

I knew he was watching me and it gave me weird feeling. Without looking up from my book, I decided to say something. "So…how come you're up so early?" I asked him.

He pretended like he didn't hear me and took a sip of his juice. I raised my brow and glanced at him skeptically. He started humming to himself.

"Alright then…" I said and shook my head unconcerned.

He smirked sheepishly and made a clicking sound with his tongue. I couldn't help but smile a little when he did that. I tried to hide my amusement with him and prayed he hadn't noticed.

Finally, he cleared his throat and stared at me for an instant "Do you honestly want to know…?" he posed.

"Not really," I replied in almost complete honesty.

"Okay," he uttered and looked away disappointed.

After about a minuet of me pretending to read and him quietly whistling to himself, the tune he had been humming before. My guilt got the better of me.

"Alright, tell me" I demanded closing my book with a thud and setting it lightly on the counter.

"For real?" he exclaimed. His green brightened and my insides melted. "Don't laugh okay?' he added. I gave him a blank stare.

"Okay, well…actually it's kind of embarrassing," he declared studying his green fingers "but I kind of, had a nightmare." My eyes widened a bit in amusement.

I coughed a little and looked straight at him "What?" I inquired.

Before he answered me, he glanced up from his hands and surveyed me, and then, our gazes met.

The second we made eye contact, my eyes locked onto his green ones. It was like reading a really good book. I couldn't take my eyes away.

We both jumped slightly when the kettle set free a sharp wail to let us know the water was ready. Beastboy jumped up and rushed over to retrieve it. I watched as he made the tea. He made it exactly the way I did every morning and then carefully he picked it up and brought it over to me.

"There you are Miss" he said while setting it down in front of me and taking his seat again.

I uttered a brief thank you, and then I turned to watch at the steaming cup in front of me.

There was silence for a couple of minuets. I took a few sips and then set it down to let it cool a bit. Beastboy tapped is fingers against the counter provocatively. I stared at his green hand and cleared my throat. He instantly stopped the noise.

Silence over took the room.

I couldn't stand that very long. "So, what was that dream about?" I asked.

Beastboy was in the middle of taking another sip of juice and it took him a second before he could answer me.

His gaze dropped again and I could just make out, a crimson blush creeping its way onto his green face. "Oh, I can't remember," he said. Sticking out his tongue, like he was trying to think "I think we were all going to the fair and…"he continued on, but I wasn't listening, I could tell he was lying.

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to…"I interrupted. He stopped talking and laughed uncomfortably.

After that we were both silent. It wasn't an awkward silence though, it was kind of nice. We sat there in that silence for a while.

After about half an hour though, muffled voices came through the door. We both lifted our gazes and watched as the door slid open and Robin and Starfire meandered into the room.

They smiled at us and each one sat down. They carried on their conversation casually not bothering to include the two of us.

A few moments later, Cyborg rambled in as well.

Needless to say the silence was completely broken and I suddenly didn't want to stay there anymore. I stood up to leave.

Beastboy gave me an apologetic look, I don't know what he meant by it but he nodded at me and smiled.

I gave him the tiniest nod of my own and then turned and walk away. As I reached the door it slid open, I watched him over my shoulder. I slipped through the door and as it closed behind me, I saw a thoughtful look appear on his face.

I shrugged to myself and started walking down the hall toward my room.

I hadn't gone far when the door opened behind me and Beastboy came through.

"Raven…wait!" he called to me. I kept walking. He jogged to catch up with me. He crabbed my arm loosely in his hand and spun me around to face him.

"What do you want?" I ordered harshly.

He looked me in the eye and a humorless expression crossed his face. "That nightmare…" he began "It was about you, something weird was happening in it."

I shook my head at him and pulled my arm away "So what? No big deal," I supplied acting like I didn't care.

He quickly caught my arm again. "Raven, I have weird feeling about it…it's probably nothing but be careful okay?" He pleaded.

I studied his face briefly and furrowed my brow in confusion. Normally I might have called him an idiot and walked away, but… "Yeah…" I breathed out quietly "…I will." I blinked at him a couple times and his serious melted into a grateful smile. I haven't often seen him like that. It gave me goose bumps.

"Thank you" he chided happily.

I don't even think he realized what he did next because afterward he looked just as startled as I.

Swiftly, he dipped closer and brought his face to mine. Ever so slowly, he brushed his lips against my cheek and tenderly kissed me on my jaw, just below my ear. My breath caught in my throat and my face burned with a deep scarlet. He hesitated for a second and then pulled away and dropped my arm.

Before either one of us could say anything he turned around and ran back to through the door.

I stood there, for almost five minuets after he left, until it finally registered in my brain. I blinked a couple times and then shook my senses back with a shake of my head.

I turned around and started walking again to my room.

"That was, weird" I muttered under my breath.

End of Chapter

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