It had been snowing all day now. Kurt stared out the window, watching the big, wet clumps cover everything. Sitting on the couch, wrapped in a blanket Kurt hadn't moved in about two hours. A back issue of Vogue sat on his lap, but he hadn't looked at it for at least fifteen minutes.
"You feeling okay?" Kurt's dad asked, poking his head into the living room.
"Yeah," Kurt said. Still staring out into the swirly whiteness. "Just a bit tired."
Kurt's dad seemed to take this as an acceptable answer so he left, leaving Kurt to his thoughts which were swirling like the snow outside.
There had only been one thing—person on Kurt's mind since last week. Blaine. Blaine who could make Kurt feel so much happier with just one word: "Courage".
Kurt smiled, thinking of Blaine, how he was always so sure of himself. Kurt wished he could have the kind of courage Blaine had. Blaine always seemed to know exactly what to say, funny or serious.
Speak of the devil, a loud vibrating came from Kurt's phone interrupting his daydreaming. A text, Kurt opened it, grinning.
Hey there. What are you up to this snowy, snowy day?
Kurt giggled a bit, then blushed a bit. He wasn't quite sure what to think of Blaine. Sure he made Kurt's heart race, sure he was perfect, sure he'd kissed Kurt once before. But did one kiss give Kurt rights to Blaine? Did it make them a couple?
Just watching the snow fall. You?
Kurt texted back. He hadn't really talked to Blaine since that night at the movies when Kurt had kissed him. And he wasn't really sure how to bring something like this up in a conversation. What should he say? "Oh hey, I kissed you last week so are we a couple or what?" No. Kurt couldn't do that.
Missing you. A lot.
Kurt felt pleasantly punched in the stomach. If that was even possible. He felt like everything good in the world was compressed into this one text message. He was grinning, as he replied.
I miss you too. Too bad about the weather. :(
The problem with everything good being combined in your life, was what would happen if that thing got taken away?