No curse has fallen upon me, yet I am damned.
That which I yearn to do, I cannot do.
That which I scorn, I become.
I am not a villain, not a hero; not an enemy, not a friend; not a stranger, not a lover.
I am lost between.
My confidence is but a mask, my gallantry duplicity.
I reach for integrity in vain.
I grasp at love for naught.
I thought I didn't care,
Thought I no longer could.
My heart wrought more betrayal
When I thought it too dark to sense.
A kiss, my love, is but a kiss,
But now mine will destroy.
Clouds of green and spells they weave,
No choice is left to me.
I tried to do right by her,
I tried to fight.
I cannot save the savior though.
Her wings will soon be clipped.
And not by any enemy but by my truth, my love.
There's no reason to choose honesty.
I will always be the man I was.
Selfish, cold, alone.
I am not the captain of my ship.
I am not the master of my seas.
I do not hold the strings.
It all belongs to gods and queens.
All that is left to me is to be captain of the damned.