Okay i know i should be working on my other storys but this one has been stuck in my head for awhile and ugh i just need to write dont worry i didnt forget about my other story 'Bad Love'... Okay so i hope you guys like this story? oh yeah i do not own Big Time Rush Or Zoo york okay now on to the story :D
Today as been an off day for Carlos, Kendall, James, and Logan. It wasn't just today it has been all week but something about today was extremely different, they didn't know what it was. All of them felt like there was something missing from their lives but they couldn't place there figure on it, they just knew that something was missing.
CARLOS POV
As I finally made it home from work, Jake was in the kitchen making dinner, he turned around and looked at me with his lovely brown eyes.
"Hey babe how was work?" he asked walking over to me and giving me a kiss.
"Boring, I was thinking about you all day." I lied, my mind has been elsewhere wondering why I'm feeling like there's something missing form my life.
"I've been thinking about you to." He said with a smile as he walked back to finish cooking but he turns around again. "I love you."
"I love you too" and with that he went back to cooking as I went to get changed and take a shower before dinner.
When I was done showering I went back to the kitchen wearing a tank top and basketball shorts, I took a seat at the table next to our two kids angle and Carlos Jr. they are twins and we couldn't separate them so we adopted them both when they were only 5months old, they are 2 years old now. I couldn't help but smile seeing them both playing with their food in there high chairs.
"Here's your food and the mail babe." Jake said putting down the plate of food and handing me the mail.
"Thanks." I said looking at the mail he handed it to me as I went through it, it was all bills but something caught my eye. On the front it said Important do not throw away Carlos Garcia. So I opened it and inside it said Dear Carlos Garcia you have been selected to go on vacation for one week on an island off of the coast of the Hawaiian Island, everything has been paid for there's a plane ticket in the envelope all you have to do is pack your things and get on the plane. Hope to see you there. – G.R. & K.W. I reach inside the envelope and pull out a plane ticket I look at it stunned and making sure it's real and it is.
"What wrong Carlos" Jake said in a worried tone. I hand him everything in the envelope. I stare at him while he reads it, after he's done he looks at me and smiles.
"You should go, it will be good for you." He said smiling at me.
"What? Really are you sure?" I asked. All he did is nod his head yes. "What about the kids." I said looking at our 2 kids that are covered in food I smile lightly as I turn back to Jake.
"I can watch them for a week. Babe this will be good for you, I have noticed you have been stressed out and worried lately so go pack your things and get on that plane first thing in the morning." He demeaned. I got up and made my way to my room to start packing.
After I got everything packed I put the suitcase by the front door while Jake put the kids to sleep. I made my way back to our room, getting ready for bed as I was setting the alarm clock for 5am Jake walked in. he got into bed as did I.
"Are you sure I should go." I asked.
"Yes I'm sure." He said laying his head on my chest. I said "okay" and with that we both fell asleep.
I woke up to the annoying beeping of the alarm clock I turn to turn it off and see what time it is. 5am it says, I look over to Jakes side of the bed and he's not there. I went out of the bedroom to look for him. He wasn't in the kid's bedroom, so I went to the kitchen where I see him standing over the stove cooking breakfast I walk over to him and wrap my hands around his waist.
"Hey what are you doing up?" I asked as he turned around with me still holding on to his waist, he looks me in the eyes and places a gentle kiss on my lips.
"Well good morning to you too. I'm up because I wanted to see you before you leave and wanted to make you breakfast." He said kissing me again and then turning around to finish cooking the bacon. "Why don't you go get ready and tell the kids goodbye then come eat" he said not even looking up from cooking.
I said a simple "Okay." And made my way back to my room to get dressed. I put on a purple tank top and put a white and purple graphic tee over it and put on black jeans with black socks and put on some black and white Zoo York's shoes. After I finished getting ready I made my way to the kids room, I made sure to be extra quiet so I wouldn't wake them up, walking over to their crib I said goodbye and that I love them to both of them and gave each of them a kiss on their forehead, before I left there room. I sat down at the table eating breakfast, after I was done eating I rinsed off my dish and put it in the dishwasher and made my way to the front door.
"Okay I'll see you in a week." I said as he made his way over to me.
"You forgot something." He said with a smirk.
"What?" I said trying to remember if I'm forgetting something.
"This." He said as he kissed me. "I'll miss you." He said pulling apart from me.
"I'll miss you too." I said giving him one last kiss.
"Bye… Have fun… I love you." He said as I opened the front door.
"Bye. I love you too." I said as I took my leave.
KENDALL POV
I was sitting on the couch watching tv because my work gave me 2 weeks off because I made us lose two games in a row, it pissed me off because I'm usually the best hockey player but for some reason I couldn't concentrate I have just been feeling like this isn't what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I was broken out of my thought by my girlfriend of 2 years walking into our apartment holding the mail in one hand and walking over to me and sitting down right next to me.
"Here you go." Jordan said handing me my mail.
"Thanks babe." I said grabbing the mail and giving her a kiss on the cheek. I was going through the mail she handed me and there was only one that got my the front it said Kendall Knight Do not throw away! I just stared at it debating if I should open it or not, but I just opened it out of curiosity, inside there was a letter that said Dear Mr. Knight you have been selected to go on vacation for one week, everything has been paid for there's a plane ticket in the envelope, all you have to do is pack your things and get on the plane it will take you to an island of the coast of the Hawaiian islands. Hope to see you there- G.R. & K.W. I reach inside the envelope and pulled out a plane ticket and just stared there in shock.
"What's this?" she said grabbing the paper and the ticket from my hands. I look at her why she read it over, after she's done she looks at me with the same shocked expression I had on my face. "You're going to go right?" she asked while I gave her a confused look.
"I don't know this might be a scam." I said
"If it was a scam why would they give you a plane ticket? And you should go, you have been looking for an excuse to get out of this house so I say you should go, it will give a week to clear your head I know something has been bothering you so this little trip will be good for you." She said, as I thought about it and she is right something has been bothering me and sitting here doing nothing all day doesn't make it better.
"Maybe your right." I said quietly because I don't like being wrong.
"What was that?" She said knowing full well what I said.
"You heard what I said." I said a little annoyed. "Well I guess I should start packing." I said as she nodded her head and with that I made my way to our room to start packing.
After I was done packing I put my stuff by the front door and sat back on the couch. I look over at Jordan to see her staring at me.
"Why are you staring at me like that?" I asked as a cold chill runs down my spine, all she does is look at me and grab my hand and pulls me off the couch.
"I need to give you something to remember me by, since you will be gone for a whole week." She whispers in my ear sexually as I feel my pants grow tighter, she pulls me to our room.
I woke up to the stupid alarm clock blaring in my ear, I rub the sleep out of my eyes and turn off the damn alarm clock, I look over to the other side of the bed to see Jordan sleeping peacefully, I lean down and kiss her forehead as her eyes flutter open.
"Morning babe." I said giving her a kiss on the lips.
"Morning." She said rubbing the sleep out of her eyes as she sat up.
"You know last night was amazing." I said standing up.
"Yes it was, hopefully that will hold you over for a week." She said with a light chuckle.
"I don't if it will maybe we can do it again before I leave." I said walking over to her.
"No, I think last night was enough to last a week." She said smirking.
"Fine. Well I'm going to take a shower and get ready then." I said walking to the bathroom.
"Okay tell me when you're leaving." She said laying back down, a said a simple "okay" and made my way to the shower. I turn on the water and took my clothes off, I put my hand under the water to see if it was the warm. As the warm water streamed down my body my mind was going insane with everything, I was thinking about the trip and what is missing from my life even though my life is great, I'm the team caption and MVP of the Minnesota wild winds hockey team, I have the best girlfriend ever I was even going to ask her to marry me net month but the way I have been feeling I don't know anymore…. I was broken out of my thought by a knock at the door.
"Babe are you alright? You've been in there for over 45mins now." She said in a worried tone.
"Yeah I'm fine I'll be out in a minute." I said turning off the water and stepping out of the shower and getting dressed I opened the door and she was standing there with a worried expression on her face.
"Are you sure you're going to be okay?" she asked.
"Yeah I'm sure I was just lost in my thought's." I said with a shrug, as I lean down and kiss her.
"Okay well if you don't leave in five minutes you're going to miss your flight." She said. 'Oh shit I forgot all about that fuck.' I thought as I kiss her one more time and said "bye I love you." And ran to the front door and grabbed my stuff and exited the apartment.
JAMES POV
'why me? why now?' I thought to myself running off stage hearing everyone in the audience booing at me, 'I'm never off key. Why did this happen now?' I mentally yelled at myself, Erin runs up to me, she's my best friend and girlfriend.
"Baby you okay." She asked quietly trying to sooth me.
"Y...Y…Yeah I'm fine." I said braking down. She put her arms around me and held me tightly.
"It's okay. Let's go home." She said and I nod my head and we leave this retched place, we hop in the limo that's waiting out front for us, and the driver drives us to our mansion. Even though I'm rich, famous, I get everything I want, it just feels like there's something missing, I honestly don't know what it is. I have been feeling this way for a while now but why do I feel this way? I can't stop thinking about it but even Erin can tell there's something 'up' with me, even when I'm on stage I can't stop thinking about it I just wish I knew what is 'up' with me and why the hell do I feel like this….
"Hey… you okay." She asked concern lining her voice.
"Yeah I'm fine." I said with a shrug.
"Babe I know you're not Okay, I can tell that you're distracted by something what is it maybe I can help." She said staring in my eyes
"It's nothing." I said looking away from her.
"Your lying just tell me….Please." she said
"I…I…Its just I need a break..." I trailed off looking down.
"W...W...What do you mean a break? Are you trying to break up with me?" she said about to cry, I turned my head to look at her giving her a 'are you crazy' look.
"No I'm not trying to break up with you, what I mean is I need a break from being famous, too like get away for at least a week." I said as I pulled her close giving her a gentle kiss, as we break apart we just stare into each other eyes for a minute.
"I Love you." I said giving her another kiss.
"I love you too." She said as a single tear runs down her cheek.
"Master Diamond."
"YES Sebastian." I said turn to him.
"You got something impotent in the mail Sir." He said handing me the mail.
"Thank you." I said as he left the room, I look at the piece of mail he handed to me. James Diamond do not throw away, look inside it's what you've been wanting. I just stare at in for a minute confused before I decide to open in it. Mr. Diamond you have been one of the very few to be selected to go on vacation for a week on an island off of the Hawaiian Island, everything has been paid for there's a plane ticket in the envelop and all you have to do is pack your things and get on the plane. Hope to see you there- G.R. & K.W.
"Hey what does it say?" she asked all I could to is hand it to her because I couldn't formulate the words, I watch her read it as I see her expression change from confused to happy. "Babe this is what you wanted. You should start packing." She said grabbing my hand and leading me to our room. She helped me pack, after we were done packing I had Sebastian take the suitcases to the car.
"So…. My flight leaves in one hours." I said
"Yeah I know and your point is?" she said raising her eyebrow in confusion.
"Well…. I was thinking I'm going to be gone for a whole week…" I said trailing off hoping she knows what I'm trying to imply.
"And?" she said
"Wanna have goodbye sex." I whispered in her ear.
"NO!" she said pushing me towards the door. "But you can have a goodbye kiss." She said
"Fine." I said giving her a kiss, we break apart for air and she opens the door.
"Okay I'll see you in one week. Have fun. Goodbye Love you." She said
"Okay bye. I love you too." I said as I exited the house and made my way to the limo.
LOGAN POV
"Dr. Mitchell to the ER. Dr. Mitchell to the ER." I heard over the loud speaker, as I made my way to the ER I couldn't help but feel like this isn't what I should be doing and that I feel like there's something missing from my life- I was broken out of my thought by an ear piercing scream coming from the ER, I ran to the double dark blue doors and pushed them open and I saw my wife on the bed in labor.
"Rose are you okay?" I asked making my way to her side.
"DOES I LOOK LIKE I'M OKAY!" she yelled I was taken back a little bit because she never yells.
"How far along is she?" I asked one of the other doctors in the room.
"She's actually crowning, it won't be long now." As he said that the EKG machine flat lined, all I could do is stand there in shock crying my eyes out as doctors and nurses try to save my wife and baby.
"Time of death 5:49pm Friday night." I heard one of the doctors say.
"I'm sorry Dr. Mitchel" another doctor said.
"NO NO NO NO!" I screamed as my eyes shot open and I looked around to find myself lying in my bed. 'Ugh why does this keep happing to me?' I thought to myself as I stood up making my way to the bathroom to take a shower. Standing under the steady stream of warm water I couldn't help but think about what could if been if she didn't die and if my son didn't die, it's only been a week since it happened but I can't get the image out of my head, I wish I could just go away and never return— "AHHHHH" I scream as icy cold water hits my chest, jumping out of the shower and getting dressed.
After getting dressed I made my way to the kitchen, grabbing an apple and making my way to the front door to grab the mail. Looking through the mail mostly bill for the funeral but there was one thing that looked interesting. LOGAN MITCHEL important do not throw away! Staring at it kind of curries so I decided to open it. Dear Logan Mitchel or shall I say Dear Dr. Mitchel you have been randomly selected to go on vacation for one week. Everything has been paid for so you don't have to worry about paying for anything, you will be staying at an island of the coast of the Hawaiian island, all you have to do is pack your stuff and get on the plane. Hope to see you there- G.R. & K.W. I stare at the letter and the plane ticket in disbelief, the ticket actually looks real 'should I go or not' I thought to myself ' you should go this is what you need' the voice inside my head said "Yea I should" I said out loud making my way to my room and packing my stuff.
After packing everything I put all my stuff by the front door, then I sat down on the couch hoping this is going to be good for my. 'I wonder if I can get an earlier flight.' I thought to myself grabbing my laptop and searching to get any earlier flight, which thankfully they did have another flight available what leaves in two hours, hoping this is the right choice for me to try and make the pain of losing her and my son go away which I know will never go away. So I grabbed my stuff and exited the apartment making my way to the airport.
NO POV
Each of the boys finally made it to the island, each coming out of different planes arriving just 10 minutes after the other one did, all of them grab the lugged and preceded to stand In the lobby waiting, for what they don't know.
"Hey Boys over here." Said a middle age women with dark skin and black hair, she walked over to the boys. "Hi I'm Kelly Wainwright, you must be Kendall, James, Logan, and Carlos." She said as all of the boys just nodded their heads. "Well okay then follow me." she said walking towards the doors.
"Wait why are we here?" Kendall asked what everyone was thinking.
"We will discuss that once we get you guys settled in and we will talk to Mr. Rocque and he will explain everything. Okay." Kelly said turning back around and walking out the doors. Everyone gets out side to see a limo waiting for them. "Okay boys put your stuff in the back and get in." she said and got in the limo as everyone else struggled to put the stuff in the car, and got in the limo….finally and drove off.
After driving for like forever all the boys thought but in reality it was only 30 minutes they pulled up to a mansion.
"Why are we here? I thought we were staying in a hotel?" Logan asked
"Well yeah you are this mansion is a hotel." Kelly said getting out of the car gesturing for the boys to do the same. The boys got out and grabbed their stuff and followed Kelly in to the mansion/hotel, she showed each boys there room and left them to unpack their stuff.
Thirty minutes later she came back to gather the boys for lunch.
"Okay are you guys hungry?" she said
"Yeah." The said in unison.
"Okay follow me, oh and before I forget Mr. Rocque will be there to." She said as she walked down the long hallway with the boy's right behind her. She stopped right before entering the kitchen and turned around. "What do you guys want to eat?" she asked
"I don't care." They all said.
"Okay take a seat at the table and we will eat in a minute, I think you should talk with Mr. Rocque first." She said showing us where the table is and there was a fairly large man sitting at the table looking at us intently. "Gustavo this is Kendall, James, Logan, and Carlos." She said gesturing to the boys as they took a seat.
"Hello boys I'm Gustavo Rocque." He said
"Why are we here?" Kendall said
"Well you are here because I have a proposition for you guys." He said with a smirk.
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so what do you think Gustavos propostion is? and dont worry there will be some cargan and kames later on.
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