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Beast Boy's POV

5:00 A.M.

I had just woken up from my stupid alarm clock that Robin had set the day before. 'Ugh... Why me? Stupid alarm' I thought,as I slid off my bed and out of my room, to the kitchen. When I got to the common room, I stopped mesmerized by the beauty

that sat, legs folded mid-air meditating. Her violet hair was shoulder length under her hood she always wore. She sat repeating her mantra to herself.

"Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos" she repeated

I had sat dumbstruck staring at her beauty.

"What Beast Boy?" She asked, eyes still closed.

I immediately snapped out of my daze and blushed. " Oh... Uh... nothing, just going to the kitchen. " I sped up my pace as I walked into the kitchen faster. When I got there I finally breathed again, not realizing I was holding my breathe the entire time.
/' Why can't I just tell her how I feel? ' I half questioned, half exclaimed in my mind. I thought about that for a moment, until my stomach growled. So I got up, went into the fridge, and pulled out some fresh fruit for a fruit salad. While I

was cutting the fruit, Robin and Starfire had walked in hand in hand, Starfire flirting with Robin.

"Good Morning Friend Beast Boy! " she said excitedly, as usual.

"Morning, Beast Boy" Robin said in his casual tone.

"Morning guys, how'd you sleep? " "Oh, we did not do the sleeping, friend. Robin and I we're having the 'fun' in the bedroom and it was most pleasurable." I was shocked, but still managed to fall to the floor laughing. Robin's face had completely turned
/a dark shade of red as he tried to explain to his girlfriendthat some things shouldn't be shared with everyone.

Just then Cyborg and Bumblebee walked in. " Hey! BB what's so funny? " Barely able to stop laughing I told him what Starfire had said and soon he was laughing too. Robin laid his head on the table, while Bumblebee gave the two of us a stern look.

" Knock it off you two" she said. And we stood right at attention, knowing the full capabilities that she has. Cyborg started on making everyone breakfast, so that's when I decided to get out of the kitchen before the meat smell hits my nose.

I walked over and sat on the couch and started watching tv. Noticing Raven still meditating, I stared and started to daydream about her. Soon though she has stopped meditating and saw me staring.

" Beast Boy, why are you looking at me like that?" she questioned. Looking as if she had known why.

I was startled out of my daydream and into reality. "Huh? What?" I asked looking dumbfounded. I took one look at her blushed and morphed into a fly and tried to fly out of the room. As I was about to fly out of the door, I flew into a black wall shielding
/my way into the hallway. I morphed back and fell in my butt. I looked back and Raven was dissolving the wall.

" You've been staring at me all morning, and when I ask 'what' you ramble off amd walk away. What's going on?" She stated in her monotone voice.

I looked up at her beautiful violet eyes that I couldn't take my eyes off of. I blushed and putmy head down so that I could hide it. " It's nothing Rae... really its not." She didn't believe me one bit.

"Something's wrong, Beast Boy. Just talk to me about it." She said, slightly less monotone and a bit of what seemed like... concern?

I lifted my head up and looked into her eyes again, those beautiful, gorgeous eyes. I stood up and told her to follow me. We walked into the hallways out onto the roof. I turned around to face her and took her hands into mine, thinking her next would
/be to toss me off the roof, I was suprised to find that she didn't, but she rubbed the back of my hand with her thumb,before, breathing deeply, I continued

"Raven... It's kind of hard for me to say, but... in the back of my mind I knew I would have to tell you some day... Raven... you don't know what you've done to me..." She looked at me with a face of confusion. I continued " Every day of my

life I've sat measly by and watched the girl of my dreams walk by, taunt me, and love someone else... The one girl that even though she has put me down so many times in the past, loved someone else, and came to me seeking my help on how to make
/herrelationship better...," tears started to fall onto my cheeks as I continued, Raven only staring with her mouth slightly open. " Raven Roth... I love you... you honestly make my heart do backflips when we're in the same room.

Your eyes are just so beautiful, I can't stop looking away from them even for a second. You are thesmartest, most kind, most beautifully gorgeous woman I have seen in my life. I wake up and want to spend every moment of my life with you. I just...
/love you, Raven." I finished, cheeks stained with tears, eyes still red. Raven paid attention the whole time, a single tear fell from her eye. She blushed the entire time, but at the end, she let go my heads and pulled her hood farther onto her face.
/Her body slowly disappeared into the ground.

"RAE! Wait.. Stop... Please..." My voice went from panic to sadness as she fully descended into the ground.

"FUCK! " I yelled at the top of my lungs, before I exited the roof and slowly trudged back to my room. 'I knew I was stupid for loving her... but I just can't stop loving her, she's forever in my heart, mind, and soul' I thought sadly

walking to my room. I couldn't have made things worse I thought. I made it to my room, entered, shut and locked the door, and lied down on my bed.

Knowing I wasn't going to come out for a while.