Title:Falling like Icarus
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Not really much of a pairing, but it mainly deals with Dean and Cas
Rating: G
Word count : 390 words
Genre: It sort of became a sad story as I was writting
A/N: I do not own anything of Supernatural. It belongs to it's respected owners.
This kind of has spoilers from "The Man who would be King" and "The Man who knew too much". It's sort of my take on how Castiel felt when he consumed all of those souls. I think that he is in an out of body like experience, in which the Castiel that we see in the episode in another being and the Cas in this story is the real Castiel. I hope you like, and please give me some feed back yeah?

A blinding light, it's warm and comforting, but yet it's so unfamiliar. I hear my name being called out. That voice, its sounds familiar, it sounds distant.

"Cas….Cas….iel."

Is it Dean? No, it's someone else, someone who I haven't heard in a while.

"Cas, wake up, man. We're falling. Come on Cas wake up, please"

"Jimmy?"

"Castiel, what happened? Why are we falling into this darkness? Where are Sam and Dean?"

I betrayed them, they left me.

"I do not know Jimmy, I do not know"

Everything is dark now. I hear Jimmy scream. I forget that he is just a human soul; he can't handle this feeling, the feeling of falling.

I flew too close to the sun, and now I'm burning.

Falling, forever.

Is this how Lucifer felt?

This burn in my grace, my wings are breaking.

"I'm sorry Jimmy, I have failed. I'm so sorry"

There is no answer, for Jimmy Novak is no more.

I close my eyes, images come up.

"You're a freaking child, you know that? Just because you can do what you want doesn't mean that you get to do whatever you want."

I know Dean, I'm sorry

"I'll have to do what I have to do to stop you."

Please do Dean. I can't do this anymore

"When crap like this comes around, we deal with it like we always have. What we don't do is we don't go out and make another deal with the Devil."

You don't understand I had to do it. It was the only option. What would you have done?

"You know the difference between you and me? I know what I am. What are you, Castiel? What exactly are you willing to do?"

I am willing to do anything in order to fix this.

I have killed my brothers and sisters in order to save them, but when I need saving, they leave.

I'm frozen here, in this cage. I've killed my family and now I have driven off the only ones who had cared about me.

I'm sorry Dean, I'm sorry Sam.

Please save me, please raise me from perdition, like I did for you.

For I have fallen.

I did not listen, and I flew too close to the sun.

Please come and save me Dean.

I don't wish to die here.

I'm sorry.