Hey, its Nekome Zryiah…This is my third song fic… The song is called numb by Linkin Park.
Draco
Song
Talking
Summary: It is about Draco Malfoy and how he is expected by his family to be just like his father. He does not want to be like his father he just wants to be himself.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Cold
and emotionless!
Feeling
so faithless lost under the surface
Why cant I just be myself! I don't want to be a death eater!
Don't
know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking
in your shoes
Why
does everything revolve around Voldemort?
(Caught
in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I
take is another mistake to you
Why
cant you just except I'm not perfect
(Caught
in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've
become so numb
I don't know who I am anymore
I can't feel you there
Why cant you be the person you were when I was little?
Become so tired
Tired of being someone I'm not. Hating someone, I don't hate.
So much more aware
You
will never change
I'm
becoming this
Just like you
All
I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Making me into someone I cant be.
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Forcing me to do the things I cant do.
Cause
everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in
front of you
Face it, father you know I would rather then die then follow in your foot steps.
(Caught
in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I
take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught
in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
You
will say fooling around wont help me, but its all I can do not to
become just like you.
I've
become so numb
I
can't feel you there
Become so tired
Of fighting with you
so
much more awareOf
the fact I'm becoming just like you. I'm
becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And
I know
I may end up failing too
I may turn to be just like you
But
I know
You were just like me
Angry and alone.
With someone disappointed in you
Grandpa was disappointed in you so you turned to the dark lord
I've
become so numb
Sad and angry
I can't feel you there
You aren't my father anymore
Become
so tired
Tired of being called a death eater
So much more aware
I am not alone
I'm
becoming this
A more independent person.
All I want to do
Is
be someone my kids would be proud of.
I promise this.
Is be more like me
I promise you
And be less like you
Which I am.
I've
become so numb
But not for long
I can't feel you there
You're finally gone
I'm
tired of being what you want me to be
And im done with the Malfoy name
I've become so numb
No longer
I can't feel you there
Now Im glad
I'm
tired of being what you want me to be
I finally can be just who I am. Me. Draco Malfoy. The boy who does not want to be a death eater. The boy who wants to be a hero. Now I can. You're finally gone.
"Did you finally tell your dad?" A voice asked
"I told him I wasn't going to be a death eater, but I didn't tell him about us," Draco spoke to the voice. "Harry."
Harry smiled at Draco who smiled back a genuine smile.
-
Fini
Thinking about doing another chappie. Let me know what you think. If it is bad or good.
