Beloved
Chapter 1
The air was cold and damp, it stung my lungs as i ran. It hurt, but i didn't stop. I couldn't. I just kept running. Maybe, just maybe if I kept running, he would give up. I looked behind me, nope. He was still only a couple of paces behind me. Gr. I ran faster. My hair getting tangled behind me. Damn. I knew i should have put it up before I left Inuyasha's house. Damn it. I shouldn't be consintrating on that right now, i should try and figure out how to save myself. Pepper spray? No, that would just piss him off. What the hell am i supposed to do? I could call Inu, but why would he care, he's the one that started yelling at me, he's the one with the angry look in his eyes when he told me it was over. Tears started to swell my eyes. I couldn't think about this now. I kept running. I rounded the corner and up the steps to my house. I locked the door behind me, and looked out the old window. He was sitting in my drive way. What the hell is his problem? He's like my stalker. Jeez. I looked at his face. I tried to make it out the best I could with the little light the moon gave me. He had a bony facial structure for what i can see. A pointy nose, not really my type. I put the curtain back down and called Sango.
"Hey hun, how are you?" It was nice to hear her comforting voice.
"I'm okay. I just called to..." Aparently, she heard the fear in my voice.
"No you arn't. You are a terrible liar, even on the phone. I'm coming over. Is it okay if i bring Miroku along?"
"No, it's nothing, please don't trouble yourself." She and I argued for a good five minutes before i finaly gave in and hung up the phone. I walked over to the couch, still shivering, most likly with fear, my house was warm. I sat down and immediatly hugged my knees. I guess it's an automatic thing for me when i'm upset. Tears started rollign down my cheeks. I couldn't stand him being mad at me. I don't even remember what i did. All i remember was yelling, screaming, and me running out the door. I guess she could hear my sobs 'cause my mom came down the stairs and looked at me huddled up on the couch.
"I'm FINE mom. Please, just leave me alone." I didn't even turn to look at her but i herd her feet pad up the stairs. Her soft voice telling me that if i wanted to talk, she would be upstaris. Yeah. Right. Like I wanted to talk to anyone right now. I turned on the TV. News, news and more news. Nothing good. One news station was talking about some girl getting raped and killed. Wow. FUN! Not. Another some robbery and the other just the normal boring stuff. I turned it off and just sat there. I heard a soft rap at the door. That would probably be Sango. I was too afraid to get up, and i guess she figured because she used the key i gave her and let herself in. The moment she saw me she ran in, motioning Miroku to shut the door. She sat beside me saying things to me, i'm just not listening. She figured. She got up and walked into the kitchen, grabbing two spoons and the chocolate icecream and made Miroku make some hot coco. Sango and I talked about stuff for a couple hours while Mikroku played with the playstation. They left aroun 1:30 ish. I sliped up stairs after they left and got undressed. I slid into bed and felt the warmth of my huge comforter. I fell asleep almost instantly.
I woke up at 9:52 and got dressed. It was a little chilly in my room. I grabed my favorite black turtleneck sweater and sliped into my jeans. I looked simple but still hot. I brushed my hair and ran down the stairs. Mmm. Bacon. Pankacks and bacon were on the table. I sat next to Sota and poured syrup all over my "ass tasting pankacks"..I say the foamy song while doing it. I did the dishes and gave Sota a hug before running out the door. I guess my usual schedual is walking to Inu's house in the moring. Tears started rolling again. Maybe i could make things up with him. I ran up to his house door. I hesitated for a moment before ringing the doorbell. A half-naked Kikyo answered the door. A wide devilish smile emerged from her face. "Well. Look whos here. If it isn't Kags. The bitch who stole my darling Inuyasha from me." Inuyasha poped out from behind her. I ran down the steps and didn't stop there. I ran all the way to my house, tears streaming. Why? How? What did i fucking do?