My Life, My Pain
By ArtemisUrameshi
Everywhere I go, I see visions of my past before me.
It's not like I ask for them. They just appear.
And I wish they would just leave me be.
From
time to time, I've seen them die.
And I'm starting to go
crazy.
I wish that these horrific memories would vanish.
Because
it's like I'm a child once again.
But I know I'm not. See?
Don't you see what you're doing to me?
You're making this happen and it's starting to kill me.
Why are you doing this? What have I done to make you hate me?
I miss them and yet I don't. I know without them I've made a life for me. But what now?
I guess the only thing to do now is leave my past behind.
I
know it won't be easy but it will be worth it.
Because even
though they're gone, I'm still alive and that's what they'd
want.
So
now as I leave this all behind, I know it's for the best.
And I
know that this will be our last meeting.
I hope for the best for
you and remember this: I love you no matter what.