Okay this just a one shot that I thought was a good idea, tell me if you think so also!
Stephanie Meyer owns all of the characters!
Songfic- Anybody by Jesse McCartney! (Just changed the lyrics a bit!l)
I'm still Team Edward even if this is harsh on him!
BPOV:
It has been 10 years since he left me again. His family and he left me again in the darkness. Why you ask? I have no clue. They left without an explanation. No, I'm not good for you, or I'm too dangerous, nothing. Except, this time I can't find it in me to feel sad, or miserable like last time. Now my emotions are covered with hurt and anger. Did I do something wrong? We were set to marry each other in less than 2 weeks. He didn't even take his engagement ring back. After he left I pursued in singing. Why? I feel like I can take all of my emotions that are bundled up inside me and put it into lyrics. I've actually became very popular among the teens and young adults. I was currently booked to perform in a popular club tonight at 9:00 pm. I still have no clue what songs I will be singing, but my manager said to wait until we get there and let my emotions choose.
We currently were pulling into the club at about 8:45. My manager and I sat in the limo and listened to my fans screaming and hollering for me. I love my fans; they always give me a boost to do what I love. I took a deep breath and smoothed my blouse. I was currently wearing skinny black jeans and a baby blue blouse. Blue was… his… favorite color on me. I had my manager get out before me and then I followed. I waved to my fans and made my way to the entrance. Just as I was about to enter I saw 5 familiar faces staring at me with their eyes wide open and jaws dropped to the floor. I smirked at them and threw a cold glance at their direction before entering the club. I immediately walked to the back of the club where my manager and the DJ of the club were talking. I my emotions were so angry and hurt that I knew the perfect song I wanted to sing.
"Okay Bella, have you decided what song you want to sing?" My manager asked.
"Yes," I said. My manager walked out onto the front stage and calmed the crowd. I whispered in the DJs ear what song I wanted. He nodded and ran off to his station to get the song going. I heard my manager introduce me and I ran out to the stage. I grabbed the microphone out from his hand.
"What's up everybody," I shouted. I heard lots of screaming and whistling. "Okay, okay, I have the perfect song for y'all," I laughed at my fans eagerness. "Some of you guys might know this song and the reason for why I wrote this song," I said, "Actually my reason I wrote this is in the crowd tonight," I waved over to the spot light people and signaled for them to shine the light over to the back corner to where my ex-family were standing. "Say hi you guys," I said coldly. I saw them put their heads down and I heard my fans screaming "Boos" at them. "Okay without further a-doo, here is one of my first songs I wrote, Anybody." I heard the DJ start the song and I heard lots of screaming. I closed my eyes and got ready to face them.
He left me hangin' by a thread again
And I stood there waiting like a fool, for him
I never dreamed that I'd be in this place
But here I am all alone
I looked straight into his eyed as I sang the next line.
It's not the first time that he's walked away
And changed all our plans within the blink
Of, an eye
And looking back it's always been the same
But I refuse to see all for what it is
Has anybody ever felt this way, has
Anybody been ripped apart?
Anybody gave everything to the one they
Love?
Am I the only one left behind, am I the
Only one who hates goodbyes?
God, I know I know this can't go on forever
I wonder if he ever thinks of me
And all the promises he swore to keep
Some nights I lay in bed just burning up
'Cause I know that he is out with someone
Else, now
Has anybody ever felt this way, has
Anybody been ripped apart?
Anybody gave everything to the one they
Love?
Am I the only one left behind, am I the
Only one who hates goodbyes?
God, I know I know this can't go on forever
I was the one who gave up everything for
Him
When no one would listen I heard every
Word
It took so long to see that maybe I am
Better off alone, yeah
Has anybody ever felt this way, has
Anybody been ripped apart?
Anybody gave everything to the one they
Love?
Am I the only one left behind, am I the
Only one who hates goodbyes?
God, I know I know this can't go on forever
Has anybody ever felt this way, has
Anybody been ripped apart?
Anybody gave everything to the one they
Love?
Am I the only one left behind, am I the
Only one who hates goodbyes?
God, I know this can't go on forever, all I want to do
Is just move on
God, yeah I know this can't go on forever
Yeah I know this won't go on forever
God, yeah I know this can't go on forever
I finished the song on a light note with tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. I took a quick bow and waved at my fans a quickly walked of stage. I couldn't stand to see their faces anymore. I told my manager I wasn't feeling well and we walked down the lane the security made and headed off to the limo. The last thing I saw was the broken face of them, but I didn't look at anybody else but…him. He looks like he could cry, if he could. I just couldn't find it in me to care one bit. I walked the rest of the way to the limo. Ready to start my life, without them.
Okay so I am a huge fan of Jesse McCartney and one of my favorite songs is anybody and I thought this fit it quite well. Tell me what you think!