THE DOCTOR AND ROSE'S HEARTBREAK

ONE

THE PARTING

"I can see everything," said Rose, the tears were still streaming down her cheeks "All that was, all this is, all there ever could be"

The Doctor stood up his eyes fixed on Rose "That's what I see all the time and doesn't it drive you mad"

"My head is killing me," said Rose and the tears suddenly burst from her eyes, the Doctor looked at Rose, his heart lifted.

"Come here" he said holding out his arms, Rose walked towards him.

"I think you need a Doctor," said the Doctor and they kissed, absorbing all the energy from Rose that she would survive. After the kiss, Rose fainted, the Doctor caught hold of her and lay her down on the floor, He blew out the energy and took Rose into the TARDIS.

"What happened?" said Rose

"Oh good you're alive," said the Doctor surveying his eyes on Rose smiling, Rose smiled back.

The Doctor's smile faded as he remembered that less than 3 hours ago he believed that Rose had died. The empty feeling inside him unbearable. He didn't want it happening again.

"Rose listen" said the Doctor and he helped her up "I thought you died"
"But I'm here" said Rose

"I never realized how dangerous these journeys could be, you could of died in either one of them, you nearly got blown up by the sun when I took you to the end of the world, you nearly lost breath when I took you 1869 and you nearly got attacked by zombies, those creatures nearly ate you up and I thought you died when that Dalek tried to kill you"

Rose listened to these words she knew that they were true but she didn't know where the Doctor was getting at "Yes but you saved me"

The Doctor sighed, "I couldn't save you that time, where than Anne-Droid disintegrated you"

"Yeah but I'm alive" said Rose staring at the Doctor

"But if I continue taking you with me" said the Doctor "You might die"

Rose finally realized what the Doctor was getting at "You can't, you have to take me with you, and if you cared about me at all you would take me"

"It's because I care about you, half of my previous companions have died and I can't do that to you"

Rose looked down, tears falling down her eyes "But I don't want too"

"Believe me this harder for me than it is for you" said the Doctor "You'll be safe with your mum and you'll have Mickey"

"It can't be harder for you otherwise you wouldn't do it," shouted Rose

"I'm really sorry Rose," said the Doctor and his voice was breaking now "I would never thought we'd parted"

"Then don't part us, don't I have a say in this" said Rose tears welling up, the Doctor couldn't bring herself to look at her, it made him feel so bad. Then he looked at her, she was sitting down on the floor, her face in her hands.

The Doctor held out his hand, Rose took it and the Doctor gave her a massive hug "I am sorry"

"I know" said Rose "But I can't believe this happening"

"Me neither, but it's better this way, this way I can know that your safe"

Rose ran out the door bursting into tears, the Doctor looked after her and felt tears welling up in his eyes too.