An Unwelcome Goodbye

This pain I feel, it is nothing

Compared to the feeling of loss.

I had to bring you back, somehow,

No matter what the cost.

I had slipped like ice into oblivion,

Mourning my memories of you.

Your smile, your laugh, how you made us right.

No replacement could ever do.

I lost my arm, and my leg, too.

We thought too highly of ourselves.

And because of this stuborn pride,

We had to endure a thousand hells.

We had failed to bring you back,

And weren't trying again in the end.

We realized that a copy would never amount,

For, your soul, we could not lend.

When I die for the things I've done,

I hope to see you again.

We can sit under that apple tree you liked,

And stand in the falling rain.

I would not care if it rained or snowed

Up in heaven where angels fly.

If I go there I wouldn't care

Because I'd be with you in my immortal life.