Now, you may not take lightly to this but how you all think Bella Swan was changed from human to immortal, was not the truth, to keep you from crying every time you read the book. And to that my good friends I am about to tell you the truth.

It all started on the day the newborns from seattle had arrived in the clearing……

Bella's P.O.V

" E e e e edward, I I I it's s s s s s s so c c c c cold" I managed to chatter through my teeth. The ice cold wind was blowing harshly against the tent, through the patched up holes and into my weakly wraped sleeping bag.

" Yes Bella, honey I know and im sorry, if you would just let me…."

I cut him off there. "N N N N NO!!!" I shouted weakly, " w w we a a are N Not G G Going T To R Risk O Our lives!"

" It's not mine I'm worried about" he said in a slightly iritated tone, and then, too quick for my eyes to keep up with, he was gone. He came back with armfuls of quilts and blankets. He wraped me up in each one just as carefully as if he was holding a baby bird, and after a while I started to warm up and escape the violent tremers that shook me.

" Thankyou Edward, but I could of coped" I said feeling more awake.

" You're welcome Bella, but you didn't look that way. You looked as if you were going to freeze over and you were shaking violently" edward replied with a rather anxious look. " Besides I don't want to have to get Jacob in here to do a job that I cannot"

Determined to come off the rather annoying suject of Jacob, I turned to face him with a small smile creeping onto my lips.

" Edward?........"

" Yes Bella, are you cold again? I can get you some more blankets……"

" No edward, im fine. I just wanted you to come and lay beside me" I said, rolling my eyes ay him.

" Oh…. Well that's easy enough to do…. Wait, where are you going with this?" He replied sqinting his eyes at me.

" Edward!" I moaned at his " I just want you to come and lay beside me, is that too much to ask without you thinking im going to do something I shouldn't?!" I was angery now, and a bit annoyed that I wasn't going to be able to try and suduce him.

As quick as a flash Edward was lying next to me, hands folded on his chest, staring up at the ceiling of the tent. In a whisper, just high enough for me to hear he said,

" Bella, you know how much I want you, and you know that if there was no risk of me hurting you, I would have you. But I won't bring myself to do it if you're life is at stake."

" Well then change me and there won't be any risk"

"Bella……"

And everything went silent.