A/N-Its kind of a pointless one shot (my first must I add) I had a sudden inspiration lol :) this is from Connie's POV enjoy :D

You hear her cry her self to sleep at night and you tell your self its just a phase shes okay.

You leave the doctors office and you tell yourself its not real its just a disgusting joke.

You tell yourself that her attitude is okay, how one minute she is her happy bubbly self and the next she is either screaming out in pain or throwing up in the toilet.

You tell her to take take her pills and you tell yourself she does even though you know that she throws them in the bin when you leave.

You drop her off at the studio knowing no one knows but you tell yourself that she will tell them and they will treat her like normal, not shouting at her for missing rehearsals.

You give her food and when she walks away you tell yourself that she will have something later, but knowing that she wont.

You get a distressed call from Tawni with her screaming in the background and you tell yourself thats she is okay, but you know shes not.

Your in the car driving to your dieing daughter with tears flowing down your face but you tell yourself to be strong, for the kids.

You tell your self that she will wake up from her sleep but you know she probably wont.

You see the doctors coming your way and you tell your self its good news, but its not.

Your standing over her grave putting the flowers down heartbroken and empty but you tell your self she is happy, no more pain and no more cancer.

A/N- I know its a bad ending lol R&R please!! :D

Emily x