What is wrong with me? Am I entirely stupid, or have I hit my head? Maybe I'm on drugs.
My mind is in a solemn place right now and I am able to think freely. One question that I have barely ever asked myself seemed to hammer at my skull.
Why do I love Edward Cullen?
Well, he has nice eyes, great hair, and smooth skin. He has a voice like velvet, which could melt any teenager's heart, even when in a spiraling pit of self loathing.
Yes, he does have unusually beautiful eyes, but I can't be obsessed with eyes, can I? Of course not; that's just absurd.
His hair I could run my fingers through all day. I'm sure he would let me if it wasn't for the venom in his mouth. I bet he would lose his cool. I know I love how it feels when someone plays with my hair. That's why I don't like people touching it.
Wow, I'm getting way off track.
Anyway, why do I love Edward?
He's saved me more than once. My mind had instantly yelled that at me. I sighed.
Yes, but why did I need saving in the first place? If I hadn't been staring at Edward in the parking lot, I would not have almost gotten hit.
If I had not been convinced by Edward to play baseball with his family, James would not have been any trouble.
Of course, any sane person would have already dumped him and spilled the secret.
I must be crazy. I guess that's why I'm still with him.
I'm Bella Swan, nice to meet you.
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So, this is the prologue to my new story. If most of you have seen my first story – I wouldn't have even thought – then you should know that I'm taking a SHORT break from it. I just cannot work out Chapter 16.
This was just something that popped into my head this morning. I have very little idea and have no clue where I'm going with this.
I guess I'll just go with the flow, so it's labeled as a Bella/…. Right now.
REVIEW IF YOU THINK I SHOULD CREATE THE FIRST CHAPTER.