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A/N : I'm back! I'm so happy to publish the sequel of You Found Me. THIS IS A COMPILATIONS OF ONESHOTS. Each chapter can be read as a standalone. Now, enjoy! Please R&R, follow and favorite!

Warning : Knotting Sex, mild non-con, heavy angst.

A MILLION LITTLE PIECES

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Summary : Love always turns out right even when you think it's killing you inside.

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Emmett POV

I was hanging on the tree, watching my mate that was bunched on the bed, his knees propped up. I knew he was tired by the way his shoulders sagged. Everything that had transpired today has taken its toll on Jacob. With him finding me at the cliff, our mating, and finding out that he's pregnant had exhausted him. Well, except that, I don't mind exhausting him with sex, I'm glad if I can do it just anytime. I still can't quite believe that I have my mate beside me.

Yesterday, I was so sure that he was gone forever. I was ready to give myself to Hell, damned me for eternity, for rejecting my mate, but I was saved when Jacob found me. I was given a second chance. And when he gave himself to me this morning, no words in this world could describe how it felt to me. It felt right holding him, kissing him, hearing his voice, and looked into his beautiful big brown eyes. For the first time in my life, I felt complete. He completes me.

Yet, I don't think I deserve him. Ever since we came to his house, and his father told us that Jacob was pregnant, I was quite the whole time. When he told us about his heritage, his ability and his family's banishment, I was surprised, but then I didn't think of anything at that time. I didn't know that a fertile male wolf could actually get pregnant after having sex with a vampire. But it was Carlisle that gave away the looks at me at the mansion, before we went to see Billy. And I knew at that time, I had knocked up Jacob but I still need to be sure. When Jacob was in the car before we head to his house, I grabbed Carlisle hand.

"Carlisle...?" My eyes were searching for the truth in his face.

He just sighed and rubbed his hand on my shoulder and went inside the car. Edward who had known from Carlisle's thoughts kept a solemn face, confirming the truth. And just like that, cold speared my chest. Fuck! I got Jacob pregnant.

And suddenly, everything moved too fast. I just met Jacob this morning. And we mated. And now he's pregnant. But to get my mate pregnant right away shocked me. Inside the car, my inner turmoil was completely hectic. And Jasper glanced at me through the rear mirror, and I shook my head. I can control my emotions; I just can't control my thoughts. And I'm sorry for Edward that he has to go through with it.

I glanced at Jacob beside me and I saw how nervous he is, clearly, I need to be the calm one. So I kept my emotions in check, and put out my poker face. I assured him that things will be alright, I promised that to him, even when I don't know what could happen to us. When Jacob saw the looks Carlisle gave me, he saw that my facade finally had crumbled. I could no longer pretend that what happened is nothing, that Jacob carrying my child is nothing.

It dawned to him that I knew something. When Carlisle finally told Jacob, I watched his eyes. People said that our eyes hold every word our mouth can't explain. What I saw gripped my heart. At first he was shocked, but then when he touched his flat stomach, he seems accepting; accepting the life that I had put inside him. At that point, I knew that this is something he wants. The problem is I'm not sure if this is something I want.

I love Jacob. I am truly, madly, and deeply in love with him. But having a child at this time, I'm not sure if I can deal with that. The truth is I'm scared. I'm a scared 90 years old vampire. What if I fail? What if I fail to be a good father? Heck, I don't even know how to raise a child! 70 years with Rosalie, not even once I thought about raising a family. I never thought about what does it feels like holding a child in my arms. It's a fact that I've been live with for so long. But now, things have changed. My mate is carrying our child. I will become a father.

I sighed. I continued watching my beautiful mate as he lay down on his bed facing the windows. I haven't said a thing to Jacob after the news breaks out. Carlisle does the wrapping up by telling everyone that we will discuss this matter again after everyone, specifically me, have been mentally prepared to discuss everything. I know Edward probably must have taking up upon himself to lighten the situations by telling them that I just need more time. And Jasper must have done his best to soothe everyone's emotions. While, I simply fled the house and ran the fastest I can into the forest, while trying to wipe away my guiltiness bearing inside my heart. I left Jacob in there. I've hurt my mate again. I know. I'm a coward. I don't deserve Jacob. He saved my life and what did I repay him? I ran away when he needed me the most.

I should be struck by lightning, or burn to crisp on a pyre. I sobbed, landing my feet on the ground and running back into the forest. I kept thinking about how I've hurt my mate and I should die, when the grace in my moves faltered, and I flew to the air and crash landed on a big boulder, splitting it into half. My skull cracked from the impact. I groaned in pain. I lay on the split boulder, heavily panted while my skull heals itself. I looked up to the starry skies. I close my eyes, and images of Jacob searing to my vision; his perfectly beautiful face. I couldn't leave him. I can't. I needed him too much. I just need time to deal with myself, before I went back to Jacob.

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Jacob POV

I heard the soft thud outside the window. I know Emmett have been watching me for a while. And it hurts me that he didn't even come to me. And like earlier the day, he ran away again. I know he needed time, and I respected that.

But somehow I can't stop this insecure feeling. I felt like I'm unwanted by him. I know things have moved so fast in just one day. I'm pregnant with his baby. I know he's still shocked over the news, and so am I.

None of these things was expected. Yet, he took a bolder move by simply running away. Didn't he realise that I was dragged into these messed up things as much as him? That I was played by this fucked up Original-Wolf-spirit-thing? How can he be so selfish?

I'm just disappointed that he didn't come to me and talk. I know if we can talk things through, we could work this thing out together. But he ran. He left me alone when I needed him to be with me. I sobbed as my tears filling my eyes and dropped on the pillows.

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Emmett POV

I stepped into the school compound from the direction of the forest. I didn't come home yesterday. I lay still on that boulder for two days. It's been a week since I last hunt. But I didn't have the will to satisfy my thirst. I miss my mate. I need Jacob.

The students have gathered up at the school parking waiting for the bell. I saw my siblings were there too. I walked up to them. Alice gasped as I approached them and quickly came to my side.

"Emmett! You look pale, your eyes are black! You need to eat!" Alice said.

"I'm fine!" I grunted.

"You shouldn't come to school today. You need to hunt, Emmett. Come with me, now" Edward said to me.

"Stop telling me what to do!" I growled. I really don't need them to bustle over me. I just need my mate.

"Emmett! What has gotten into you?!" Alice hissed.

Before I could lash out in front of the whole school, I stopped as Jacob's truck drove into the parking lot. But instead of Jacob, it was Mike Newton who sat smiling and grinning behind the wheels and stepped out of the truck.

What the hell?! How did he get into Jacob's truck?!

Then I saw Jacob stepped out of the truck too. They stand in front of the hood. Mike was talking to Jacob; he's clearly flirting with my mate. Like being switched on, my blood boiled. I growled and made a step towards them. But I was held back by my brothers.

"Let me go!" I snapped.

"Emmett! Calm down! Not here!" Edward snapped back.

The bell rang, the students started to make their way to the school. I saw Jacob walked together with Mike to the school while that fucker put his hand around my mate's waist and saying something to my mate's ear. I snarled louder. That's it. I want to break that kid's neck. I pushed my brothers away, but they strongly held me back.

"LET ME GO!" I barked.

A couple of kids who was close to us stopped and looked at me were terrified. I hissed at them and they quickly scattered back to the school. Jacob and the kid were still talking and approaching the main entrance when suddenly I stand unresponsive. Jacob smiled at the kid. I realised all the times I've been with him, he never smiled at me. Not even like that. I dropped my hands and went back to the forest. I screamed as I destroyed a few trees. I felt like dying all over again.

Jacob...

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Jacob POV

I really have no strength at all today. When I woke up this morning, I felt horrible. Heck, I looked horrible. My eyes were puffy from the crying last night. Dried tears felt sticky on my face. But I had to go to school today. So I got up take a shower, put on fresh clothes, when the bell to my house rang. I walked down stairs, opened the door and found Mike standing on my porch.

"Hey Jake" Mike greeted.

"Hey Mike. What're you doing here?"

"Well, my car broke down this morning. And since my house just down the road there and yours here, so I walked. I thought maybe I can catch a ride with you?" He grinned

"Sure. Wait a sec. I'll get my bag and my keys." I went to my room and get my bag, locking the house since dad left a note that he's at Charlie's house, probably going on a fishing trip today. I went outside and Mike was standing beside my truck.

"Nice truck, Jake" He patted the hood of my 63' Chevy Pickup.

"Yeah, got them a while ago" I smiled. My truck is my baby. I bought them with my own money. Mike looked fascinated with my truck so I thought I could give him a try to drive.

"Here." I give him my keys. "You drive."

"Cool. Thanks!"

Mike is just something. He's attitude make people around him feel at ease. He laughs, he smiles, and he talks. I manage to get everything put aside for a while and just face the day like normal thanks to him.

After school finished we went home together. Mike parked my truck in front of my house and killed the engine.

"Well, thanks Jake. Next time, I'll let you drive my car." Mike said

I laughed. "Sure, Mike"

"Okay, see you later"

"Right, bye"

Mike wave his hand at me and walked back to his house. I shook my head and smiling. Mike is really is Mike. I went inside my house and climbing the steps to my room. I need to lie down.

I dropped my bag to the floor and closed the door when suddenly a thud on the floor makes me startled as I turn my head. Emmett! He was standing in my room while his eyes bore on me.

"Emmett?" I asked. But he just stands there, still staring at me. I felt my heart beating faster. Something's not right.

"What were you doing with Mike?" He asked in deep voice.

I frowned. He asked me what I was doing with Mike. What?

"Nothing. I just gave him a ride to school." He shouldn't be asking me question. I was the one who supposed to be asking question.

"And you allowed him to put his hand around you for the whole fucking school to see?!" He snapped.

Okay. That hurts. How dare he think of me like that? I'm carrying his baby for fucks sake! And he left me for two days with no words!

I was about to yell at him when suddenly he pinned me on the wall. His hands grabbed my waist and hold me higher up against the wall. My feet dangle while my body was pinned hard to the wall. I freeze looking at Emmett. His nose flares, he's eyes as black as the night, his fangs protruding slightly from his mouth. He frightened me.

Is this the man who I'm in love with? My mate? My eyes were brimming with tears.

"You're mine, Jake." He whispered before slamming his mouth on me. He kissed me hard, teeth biting my lower lips and I gasped. His tongue pushed inside my mouth, sliding on my taste buds fervently. His hand wrapped around my back and he lifted me up to his chest. He pulled back; I saw his lust consuming face and my whole body shuddered.

"Mine" He breathed. And then kissed my neck and sucking furiously on the skin. I grunted. His other hand grabbed my butt and squeezing bruising it hard making me yelped.

Then he dropped me on the bed, ripped off my clothes leaving me naked. I was terrified yet I feel aroused. I felt wetness slowly slipping out of my hole. But when I looked at Emmett, I know I can never forget him claiming me like this. Not like this. If he left me again, he will break me completely.

"Emmett..." I want to stop him but I couldn't. I couldn't deny my mate.

And then three fingers shoved inside my ass; spearing my insides. I cried out as I felt the fingers stretching me and I screamed at the pain of the intrusion. I tried to close my legs as Emmett holding down and spreading my thighs wider. But he grunted and pulled away his fingers. I gasped at the feeling of his fingers leaving me.

Then he grabbed my knees, flipped me onto my front. I crawled up away but he caught my waist, dragging me downwards to him and just like that, his large cork entered me. I screamed. It hurts as tears slipping furiously out of my eyes. He started thrusting his cock hard inside me. Emmett... Please... I sobbed. He must've heard my sobbing when he stilled himself inside me.

He turned me on my back slowly while didn't pulled out of me. He sucked in breath looking at me. I panted furiously as I cried. I could see he was stunned. I didn't remember vampires could cry, but Emmett's eyes were leaking tears.

He sobbed while closing his eyes. He bent forward, leaning his forehead on mine. That breaks my heart. Oh god, Emmett...

He's hurting because he knows he hurts me. We're mates and I know it wasn't even his intention to hurt me. He's just lost control of himself for a moment. He opened his eyes looking down on me and whispering throatily.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" Over and over again he said it. My face was wet with his tears and mine.

We both continue crying on each other. How did we end up this way? Just two days ago we were perfectly happy.

We continue sobbing as I peered up at him, something inside me changed. I don't know what came into me that moment, the only thought occurred to me is, I need him. I need him so much in my life. I don't want to let him go. He's everything. And every single cell in my body is his. I'm his. And he's mine.

So I kissed him. I kissed him with every ounce of love I have for him. He could hurt me over and over again, but I will always love him no matter what.

He pulled back his lips to know if I mean the truth. And I answered as I pushed back on his cock. That makes us both moaned at the contact. He wiped away my tears on my face while softly kissing me everywhere which makes me shivered under his touch. I could feel pleasure started filling up my body.

He took my chin and kissed my lips lovingly while he pulled his cock slowly and thrust into me. I broke the kiss and moaned. Now that the pain has gone, I could feel pleasure as his cock brushes my spot.

This is what I need. I need him to make me feel like this. He thrust again slowly, in and out. It drives me crazy. It was better than our first time. Our body connected as well as our emotions.

I wound my hand around his back, tightly, wanting his naked body as close to mine, encased me, so I could stay with him like this forever. And as if he felt the same, he gripped my waist and lifted me up to his laps. I keened as his cock pushing deeper inside me, I could feel every inch of him as I bottom out on his cock. Then he lifted me up and down on his cock. I felt so stretched; he filled me up completely that I couldn't not move. I dropped my head on his shoulder, panting wildly writhing on top of him.

His thrusts were so sensual. Every jab to my prostate brought me closer to the end. Every thrust of his cock in me feels like asking for my forgiveness. My heart filled with millions of emotions, I let it wearied me, consumed me. I raised my head and kissed Emmett, holding on his body for dear life as he completes me.

His cock struck my sweet spot again and I keened as I came hotly on his abs. My hole clenching tightly on his cock as he continue thrust inside me. He groaned and with a few more thrust and he stilled inside me as his knot taking form. I moaned loudly as his knot swelled and stretching me wider, probing my sweet spot, filling me with his come, effectively trapping me with him until his knot died down. I whimpered as I felt his streams of come poured out and flowed to my womb where our child resides. My body trembled on Emmett's laps as he shushing me and slowly rubbed my back. I was still gasping for breaths of air. Emmett kissed me with his tongue massaging mine. I kissed back happily.

He pulled away and holding me tightly while he lowered his body on his back on the bed. The movement make his swelling probed my prostate deeper causing me to grunts. I was so hard I could come again by just rubbing his swelling on my sweet spot. I rolled my hips on his cock, making him groaned heavily. I continue writhing on top of his body while his swelling milking my prostate deliciously and his balls continue to pump seeds into my womb even harder. I shuddered once again and came for the second time.

I lay exhausted on top of his body. His fingers weaved into my hairs and he kissed my temple. I sighed and closed my eyes. Slumber to the world.

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I woke up and found that I still lay on top of Emmett's body. I realised that we're still connected and his still knotting inside me. I must've slept for at least 20 minutes. I blinked and looked up to see Emmett closing his eyes calmly as if sleeping.

"Emmett?" I muttered softly.

His eyes flew open and watched me.

"You haven't fed" I said noticing that his eyes were still black and he looks ridiculously pale.

His closed his eyes again and he sighed.

"I can't" He mumbled.

I frowned. "Why?"

He watched me again. "Because I need you."

My heart swelled if it could, but I thought he had left me.

"But you left me." I swallowed. He left me... And our baby.

I propped up my body on my hands to sit on the bed. But I forgot that he's still knotting inside me and I hissed as the sudden movement scraping my puffy and quivering hole. Emmett quickly held me firmly on his lap, stopping any moves I made.

"I didn't leave you Jacob. I can't leave you." Emmett speaks clearly.

"Then why you didn't say anything to me? Last night, why you didn't come to me? You ran away from me, Emmett. You ran rather than confront me. Don't you want me, Emmett? Am I disgusting you?" I gazed into him while tears threatening to spilled again.

"Jacob... No... No... I want you so much Jake. You have no idea" Emmett replied.

"Then why you ran away?!" I cried. I tried to push him away, raising my hips and clenching my hole so that his knot can slip out, but it only causing more pain. It's impossible to get away from the knot inside me. I whimpered. Damn, it hurts.

"Please, Jake. Don't move. I'll only hurt you more." Emmett pleaded.

But I ignored him. I pushed away his chest while trying to escaped, but he caught both my hands and flipped us back. He loomed over me and pinned me to the bed. I grumbled at him while my legs flailing. I gasped as pain flared up my spine again.

Emmett pinned both of my hands above me and quickly stilled my lower body by putting his palm over my cock and pinned me down there too. I cawed as he effectively trapping me completely with his hands and his cock. I was still wriggling out under him to get his cock out of me.

"Jake, stop! Please! I'll hurt you!" He lamented.

"You already did!" I hissed at him.

Emmett's face saddened as he heard me. I felt a pang of guilt, as I realised what I've said to him. I had just spits on his face about what he did.

"I..." I stuttered.

"I know I've hurt you deep, Jake. I've caused you so much pain. I shouldn't left. I should've stay here with you and confront you. But I'm scared, Jake. I'm scared because I didn't deserve you; that you need so much more than what I could give. I want to be the one to provide everything for you. But I don't know if it can ever be enough." His eyes glistening as he gazed down on me.

"And now with the baby, I don't know if I ever could. Everything happened so fast, Jake. I was shocked. And I got carried away with all this and I ran. But I didn't run because I don't want you, Jake. I ran because I want you so much, so I need to deal with myself, before I came back to you and be with you. I love you too much." His tears fell.

My tears spilled on my cheeks. I didn't know that he love me that much. I thought he didn't want me.

His palm that was over my erection, move upwards and rests on my stomach. He pressed his palm over and tracing circles with his thumb.

"In my life, I never thought about having a child. I didn't even dream of having a family and raising my own child. But you came into my life. You found me on that cliff. You brought me back into this cursed life and you make me the happiest man in the world. You're my life, my lifeline. And if having this baby can only make you mine forever, then I want to raise this baby with you, and because I want this tiny life inside you. It's what you and I have created from our love. And I want you too, so bad" He uttered throatily, his cheeks wet with tears.

I cried heavily under him. I was wrong. He loves me. And he wants this baby too. I looked fixedly at him and sniffled. He wiped away my tears.

"Will you forgive me, Jake?" Emmett asked huskily.

I nodded and wound my arms around him and pulled him down to kiss him. He kissed me back softly and hugged me tight to his chest. I sobbed again finally happy to be with my mate.

And we lay down on the bed still coiled with one another as he wrapped his arms around me and I lay my head on his chest hearing the silent of his dead heart, watching the twilight on the horizon.

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Mike POV

"So... You're alright, dude?" Eric sat beside me on the bench at the field.

"Dude, I don't want to talk about it." I grunted.

In fact, I want to break something, smashed it into pieces. Fuck!

My day was starting nice. I was excited to go to school because today I can go to school with Jacob again. Every time I thought about Jacob, my heart fluttered. He is the most beautiful person I've met in my life. I've never met anyone that is so simply breathtaking. I think I am starting to fall in love with him. This past week, I've had an incredible time with him. I do want to ask him out. I was planning to do so.

I walked to my car. I chuckled as I recalled saying to Jacob yesterday that my car broke down. Actually, my car was fine. I just made up excuses to go to school with Jake. I opened my car and start the engine and then... What the hell?

I can't start my car. I tried again but then I realised something's not right. Usually, when I can't start the engine it sounds like a power drill. But I was starting the car again, it didn't sound anything. Okay. This is so not funny.

So I opened the hood and looked at it, and I was horrified. The whole wiring system in my car has been ripped out! What the fuck?

How did this happen? I was clawing my hairs out. Somebody had done something to my car. I'm going to find the person who did this and skinned him alive! Fuck! It's going to cost me hundreds to fix it.

I took a deep breath and calm myself. Now, I can't go to school with my car. That means I have to take a ride with Jacob today. Like really.

Well, at least, something's good came out of this. I walked to Jacob's house which is thankfully, not far from mine. I saw that his truck was still there, good, I'm not late to catch a ride with him.

I knocked on the door and waited. Jacob's dad, Billy opened the door.

"Good morning, Mr. Black. I'm Mike. Jacob's bud. Is Jake here? My car broke down and I thought that maybe I could ride with him?" I said to Billy.

"Oh, Mike. Jacob already left. His... boyfriend came just now and gave him a ride to school" Billy said.

I gasped. What the...? Jacob has a boyfriend?! My face pales in front of Billy. But Jacob's single. I know he is.

"Are you sure, Mr. Black?" I asked. Please... please tell me it's not true!

"Yup, I'll tell him you came by today."

"Th... th... thanks. Bb...Bye." I was aghast as I stammered.

I turned away and walked slowly to the school while I was still appalled by the news. Jacob's has a boyfriend? But who? I have to know. I need to know if it's true. I need to find out. So I walked faster to the school.

When I arrived at the parking lot, everybody was whispering and gawking. I searched around the parking lot, if I can catch Jacob in that sea of students. And what I saw thunderstruck me to the core. I was so close to have my heart ripped out and throw it far away.

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"Yeah, dude, I can only imagine how you felt. When I saw them together, I couldn't close my mouth for 10 minutes." Eric snorted beside me.

I realised I've been telling Eric what had happened. I sighed.

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My knees felt weak at the sight. I want to turn away and run but I couldn't move my feet. I was glued to the ground and forced to look at the couple.

Emmett Fucking Cullen wrapping his hands around Jacob leaning casually in front of his Jeep while kissing Jacob's lips; his hand pulled Jacob closer, his eyes challengingly fixed at me.

TBC

Yeap. TBC for the next one shot. So guys, what do you think on this sequel? R&R :)

A/N : Personally, I like Mike's character. He's not a jerk guy everyone thinks. And I like Emmett and Jacob in this. I almost cried writing them ;'(. But they will always have a happy ending. I'm sure of it.