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Sometimes I know what to do, other times I look to others to guide me, I know what's happening but when do I really get a choice, for some you are everything, for some you are nothing, it never hurts as much when the one you love does something so unforgiveable that you are forced to say goodbye forever to a relationship, when you trusted them with half your heart and they destroy that half, on the thought that the other half belongs to another, someone who saves me from others and myself, who loves me and isn't afraid of love. Someone who I can forgive countless times just because they make my heart whole again.

I bet you ask who could hurt me so bad yet who could drown out the hurt, well there's a story behind every pain and every love, but this one is just a feeble attempt and holding onto life when it becomes too hard, this is about the sacrifice that can save everyone I care about and what I can do to save them even the one that broke my heart with my polar opposite, and the person who I've grown close to lately and to all my supernatural friends and my brother whom I love dearly.

So as you're reading this note, I'm Elena Gilbert and this is my way to my death.

I have a few last words though.

One Stefan I have loved us together and I'll miss you dearly, but you broke my heart so I hope Katherine can show you what that feels like one day.

Two Jeremy I love you, you'll always be my brother and don't do anything reckless.

Three Bonnie and Caroline, look after yourselves, you will both always be my best friends along with matt.

Four Jenna I hope you and rick have a long happy carefree life together, you deserve it.

And Fifth Damon, I don't know where to start, By the time you read this I'll be gone and you shouldn't be snooping, I want you to know how much you mean to me, I remember you telling me that there was something going on between the two of us and how I was lying to you, Stefan and myself, and I'm taking this as the opportunity to tell you that no matter what pain you caused me I couldn't let you go, and no matter what you will always be my best friend and I love you just as much as you love me, so don't waste any time, I want you to live your life and not through it away, do what you do best and do it for me.

Also as much as you probably want to come and save me, Don't they will die if you do, as much as I'll cry and beg for you to come, it's for the best.

Love always Elena

... Damon read the note over and over again, a single tear flowing down his face, if he could leave now he could get to her, but saving her would mean the death of her loved ones and she did'nt want that.

What do you think?

I need reviews and points on if Damon should save Elena and the rest of the story thanks, the more reviews the faster the update.