Authors Note: Please be nice, this is one of my first fics and I have just recently started playing Tekken again so my knowledge maybe a little incorrect.
Hope you enjoy it, please review and if you would like me to write a fic, pm me and ill see what I can do.
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this fic, damn.
Dear Mother
Dear Mother,
I miss you. I miss you so much that it hurts.
Those years, my childhood, they were the greatest moments of my life. I wish I could rewind and go back. I wish I could take a lot of things back, but I can't.
Firstly, I want to tell you that you're an incredible and strong woman. I mean that, I really do. I've fought a lot of people in my life, some were easy, others a lot harder but I know that your stronger then all of them. You may look weak but your not. Your heart, your passion and your love is what drives you to be the amazing woman you are. I wouldn't want anybody else as a mother. It was your strength that drove you to raise me right, to teach me valuable lessons. Oh and don't worry, I haven't forgotten a single thing you taught me.
The second thing I want to tell you is that I'm fighting for you mother, I'm fighting for us. When you left me all those years ago, the only purpose in my life was to find your killer and murder his sorry ass. I did that mother but along the way I found out a lot of things, bad things. I learnt of my heritage. My father, god I hate that bastard. My grandfather, god I hate him just as much. And I found out about another side of me, a horrible side, the devil within me. Nether less I kept fighting until there was nobody else to fight, except for my own demons, my own guilt. Sometimes I wonder if it would be easier to just roll over and die, give up on the world because sometimes I feel as if the world gave up on me a long time ago. However whenever that thought crosses my mind, I feel as if your there, behind me, holding me and telling me that that isn't the right way. So I keep going, I keep fighting for you, for us.
The last thing I want to tell you is that I'm sorry. From the bottom of my black heart I am truly sorry. I'm sorry for what I am, for what I have become. You were god's gift to earth, a true angel. Where as I am a monster, a devil. I understand now why you raised me the way you did. You saw that I had a fire inside of me. You tried to put it out with your kindness and love. Oh how I wish your kindness was enough mother. Don't get me wrong, I hate who I am I really do. I wish I could change it but I can't, thanks to my bloodline. Not your bloodline though mother. Yours is pure and sweet, just like you.
I know you watch over me, I can feel it. I hope your not saddened by what you see. You are not to blame, you have done nothing wrong.
When we meet again mother and I know we will. I'll take care of you, I promise.
But for now I have to keep fighting, for you and for me. Don't worry I won't get hurt. Remember you were the one that trained me. So keep safe and keep well and keep me in your heart as you are always in mine.,,
And remember that I would place no one above you.
This is coming from my heart.
God bless mother, I love you.
-Jin-
Authors Note: Yes I know, its kinda lame but I really think that the most important person in Jin's life is his mother. RnR peeps.
Peace
