Authors Note: this is my first fanfic…ever. So be gentle. Thanks.
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I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl. She's got my heart tied in a knot, and my stomach in a whirl. Even worse I can't stop calling her, she's all I want and more. I mean damn, what's not to adore?
It was like a bad pop song replaying in her head, one she couldn't get out. It was just there, playing over and over and over again. Teasing her, taunting her. It was frustrating. She wasn't this kind of girl. She didn't like not being in control, it was almost scary to her. She couldn't control her thoughts, her desires, her emotions. She found her thoughts
running back to the same thing. Jane Rizzoli.
Maura Isles couldn't pin point that exact moment she fell in love with the detective she worked with. But she could remember the moment she figured it out like it was just yesterday. It was the night they went undercover. Maybe a little before that, when she spent the night at Jane's place. They had talked about what kind of women they would like if they liked women. Maura had said that Jane wasn't her type. But the more she thought about it, the more she realized just how wrong she was.
She was unsure if she liked girls in general, or just if it was just Jane. But it honestly didn't matter to her. Her sexuality really didn't need a label to it, at least not yet. All she knew for a fact was she had feelings, strong feelings for Jane.
They became utterly clear to her when she watched Jane with her dates. She knew that Jane wasn't sitting there looking for a relationship with any of the women, but Maura couldn't help but feel jealous. She also couldn't deny the pleasure she got when Jane tried getting her to wear her jacket to cover up her very noticeable cleavage that showed with the top she wore that night. She was hoping Jane would notice. Maura had caught Jane glancing down her top a couple more time that night, letting her eyes linger for a few seconds too longer. But a couple glances at her cleavage didn't mean that the feelings were shared.
In time, it became obvious to Maura that she was undoubtedly in love with Jane. When the ran the marathon together…well…kind of. It was more of solving a case and running a race between the two of them. But nonetheless, it was something. It was the little things they did together that meant the most. The times they would spend the night at each others house, or went for drinks. Jane introduced Maura to knew things, things as simple as drinking beer. Jane put up with her rants on knowledge and meaning. Jane made her feel safe…and loved.
Baby I love you, I never want to let you go. The more I think about it, the more I wanna let you know that everything you do is super fucking cute, and I can't stand it.
It wasn't love at first sight. She didn't believe in that. She wasn't big on the sappy love shit. Don't get her wrong, she liked romantic gestures. What girl didn't? But love at first sight was just for movies. She was more realistic. But when she first laid eyes on the Medical Examiner, she knew that that girl was going at change her life.
Jane Rizzoli was right. Maura Isles did change her life. She found a best friend. Someone she could count on, someone that she could talk to. A true friend. And as time past, Jane began to feel something more. A 'more then just friends' feeling. She started to notice things about Maura that she hadn't notice before. Like how soft and silky her hair looked, she found herself fighting the urge to run her fingers through it. She noticed how Maura's smile made her smile, and how kissable her lips looked. She noticed how nice her breasts were and how she enjoyed the days Maura would wear a low cut top.
It didn't take long for Jane to realize she was falling in love with her best friend.
Jane could sense the tension in the moments they shared. There was chemistry between them. There were so many moments she just wanted to press her lips against Maura's and kiss her passionately. But she held herself back. What if Maura didn't feel how she did? She would ruin the relationship they had. She was too afraid to risk it. But Jane wasn't sure how much longer she could hold herself back.
She loved Maura. She wanted Maura.
But I might just dare to say, that I love you. And, oh sweet perfection, won't you hear my one confession? I've been lost, but bear, I'm found.
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Okay, how'd I do? I know its short and kinda not so great. But next chapter will be longer, and better. I think I'm going to write the next part taking place in the last two episodes. And next chapter will have dialog and everything. Promise. At least I had cute lyrics included in this chapter. ((; I'm gonna include lyrics in every chapter. Just cuz there's so many cute songs out there. Haha. ((: