Okay, so this is first bit is what I imagined happening in 'Little White Lie' season 1, episode 11 part 2 after Toby tells Sami sorry and before it shows her walking into her room and laying down. Reviews are appreciated.
Maybe I was insane for doing this, at least I realized that. I followed Toby out of the door when he walked out. I was still seething from the realization that Tanya was the hit-and-run driver. Hollering at everyone to get out and screaming at Duder to go to bed hadn't been enough to vent my frustration.
Why had Toby apologized anyway? I had kissed him, not the other way around. "Toby, stop!" I yelled after him, running across the yard to catch him. He was already at his car, pulling his keys out of his pocket.
He glanced up, catching sight of me. He stopped, his arms going limp by his sides. "What?" He asked, looking at me with that mix of regret and longing he had when he had hesitated before saying sorry. I hated that.
He hadn't bothered to close the distance between us, so I took it upon myself to walk around the front of his car in to stand directly in front of him. "What did you say sorry for?" I demanded, glaring up at him. "And don't you dare say for that kiss, because…" I trailed off as my throat constricted. Burning tears pricked at my eyes, but I refused to let them fall as I locked my gaze onto his eyes, not letting those honey hazel eyes look away from my blue ones. "…Because I'm not sorry for it."
His hand came up to cup my face, his guitar-calloused fingers brushing gently against my cheek. I stepped closer to him, my eyes still never leaving his. "I just can't do this right now, Sami," he admitted gently, his hand falling back by his side.
I shook my head, finally breaking the moment. It was going to happen again. He was going to choose Tanya over me, like he had done after I had left the last party. I turned away from him, running back into my house and into my room.
But, unlike the last party, Toby wasn't going to come after me this time.