So this is my first oneshot :3 There is a new character in this and that would be Jay. Jay is my original character and will be used in MiniKirby123 fanfics. I LOVE JAY as I love all of my characters. Uresai means shut up informally. And Kami is the short of Ookami which means wolf. Hope you enjoy!

I walked up to the familiar outline of him. His hand was ruffling his brown hair. I wondered when he had grown so tall, he had become much more bigger than what he was before…Today, I had thought I finally had the courage to confess, but it seems that I was too late. Right next to him was his newly found girlfriend. She had long golden hair tied in two, she was a famous prodigy singer. I grabbed my chest, why does it hurt? But I knew I had to go through the pain. I sighed before I tapped him on the opposite shoulder.

"Sup chibi-baka!" I said cheerfully while ruffling his hair. He turned to me with a goofy smile.

"Yo button-eyes!" He replied in the same manner. "This is the girl I wanted to introduce to you. Her name's Uta-"

"Yes, yes Hoshina Utau the famous prodigy singer who debuted at such and such and had worked for Easter and this and that," I said smiling. I showed her my fist. "Name's Jay, nice to meet ya"

She bumped my fist with her's replying "Nice to meet you too,"

I swore I could see her background surrounded with angels. We chatted for a bit before my eyes naturally drifted to Kukai, his hand around her shoulder. His pale emerald eyes staring at no one but her. I felt a painful lump form in my throat.

*Cough *Cough "Please resist from french kissing and going any stage after that. I would really appreciate that." I said jokingly but as I noticed the 2 of them immediately blush, the lump just became even more painful, I tried to swallow the lump, but instead I felt my eyes water. But my pride wouldn't let me. Instead I just forced myself to laugh, I forced myself not to care, and I forced myself to be happy for them.

"Hey, you wanna go chill with us at the usual time?" Kukai offered but now only holding her hand.

"Don't be so mean," I chuckled, "I don't want to interrupt you," I winked to him. I fist punched him good bye before going away. "Don't forget to use protection!" I yelled to him. I looked back to see Utau extremely red and Kukai yelling insults at me with that embarrassed face of his.

I chuckled as I walked towards the basketball court, my hands leaving my pockets. "Ball please!" I shouted, immediately someone passed me the ball. I bounced the basketball a bit before fiercely dunking. Angry, jealous, lonely… all these corrupted and ugly emotions filled me. I needed to let go of all this. I needed to forget. "Fuck!" I screamed. I felt the eyes of millions burning onto my back, but I didn't care. I wanted to erase this memory. "Fuck… fuck….fu…."

The clouds rumbled, I could see the flashes of light that illuminated the dark sky. Rain pelted to the ground, it was cold, cold and slippery. "56…. in….. 57….. in….."

Tired… But my legs wouldn't stop. My hair was dripping water onto my mid-drift, which had nearly became see-through and my pants dripping with weight dragging me down. The rain had cooled my body but my mind still raged on. "Fuck fuck…"

"Jay! Jay! You have to stop! You're going to get sick!" Kami my chara shouted to me, but her cries where like bird cries. I ignored her just as I ignored everyone else. They were all just blurs in my eyes. "70- arch!" My footings had slip due to the wet ground. My hands hit the ground just as my legs did. From the corner of my eyes, I saw the blurs coming closer and closer. I could see the puffs of air coming out of my mouth

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"Jay! What's happening?" A distinctive voice shouting through everyone else. And only now he comes to see how I'm going. I stood up and signalled Kami, with my fingers. She followed me as I nudged off the crowd of irrelevant people. I took the basketball and threw it into the basket ball, scoring 3 points. And as it feel to the ground, I smiled at the audience and shouted "Just a little training," And with that i turned around and took my flat cap switched it around so that the beak was covering my face, I could feel my eyes well up, and once again the lump in my throat began to swell. She was still with him, right by his side. I closed my eyes let my tears for to the ground, the sound and sight of the rain camouflaging my tears. "Fuck…." I quietly whispered as I walked away to the change room.

*After School

"Jay? Hey Jay? Are you okay?" Kami asked worriedly, her tail and ears drooping down. I patted her head and smiled "I'm gonna be fine, I just needed to cool down."

"Shut up Jay! I know you! You keep all your feelings locked inside of you! Remember your dreams?" Kami screamed at me. I was so shocked, this was the first time she had ever shouted at me. But it kind of made me happy that she cared.

"My dreams is to be free, and they haven't changed. It's just in life there are complications. But that doesn't mean i'm going to quit," I smiled at her.

"Well, I won't let you, because if you do, I, and I mean, I will die. Not you, but me," Kami said with a slight smile on her face.

"Ohhhh so that's how it is. Your life first, my life second. Well, your majesty shall we go to sleep now? Of course, your highness first," I smiled and bowed to her. She smiled at me the same way.

As the lights went out, I recalled all the years him and I have been together. From 5 years old till now, we've really always have been together. I remembered the times where we would play house, the times where we would play soccer together and of course he would always win. Now that I think about it, I have really always loved him. He was always so lively, so caring and so loving. I really do love him, don't I? I chuckled a bit before closing my eyes and as I did, I felt the lump again… stuff…

*Morning

"Mum! Gotta run! I slept in! Kami! Come On!" I yelled as I rushed out the house. "Kami! How many more mi-arghhh….ouch ahhh!" I looked at the person who crashed into me. He looked familiar, he had those same eyes that Utau had. What was his name again?

"Well, look at this Jay, the legendary hottie of our school, late for school, after causing a terrible disturbance yester-"

"Uresai! At least I'm well known enough that even a senior like you knows who I am. Now what was your name again? Ik.. Ikky?" I smiled, taunting him with my words.

"It's Ikuto! =.= Your crush's girlfriend's brother. Oh my, don't tell me you were…. Rejected?" He said in the most fakest voice.

"Ha. What about you, always stalking that girl you so deeply love. Yet taken be your childhood friend. Isn't that so heartbreaking?" I replied in the most sarcastically caring voice.

"JAY! LISTEN TO ME! YOU HAVE 4 MINUTES UNTIL THE GATE CLOSES O YOU WANT TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL?" Kami yelled in my ear. I could see Ikuto was equally surprised in seeing her, but I already knew he had one himself. And as the little chara revealed himself, I could sense Kami blushing at the sight of Yoru and apparently so could Ikuto with his chara. I couldn't help but giggle and that giggle soon turned to a outburst of laughs of me and him.

"Race ya Kitty!" I yelled as I ran tugging Kami with me. He looked at me with a sly smile and started running too.

As we arrived at school I had completely forgotten about Kukai. My mind and my body was fully focused on the race with Ikuto. But those horrible thoughts came back to me at the sight of them laughing together in the playground. He saw me and waved to me and walked to me. Stop… Don't come closer…

"Hey, um… am I interrupting?" he asked with one eyebrow raised. Utau still right next to him.

"Yes, you are, we were just about to skip school and go to a love hotel to explore the secrets of the woma-"

"Shut up! You stupid Kitty! Do you want to be tortured al-…huh?" I looked at Kukai just to see him laughing.

"Have fun!" he said still laughing. He waved while his girlfriend gave the what-the-hell-are-you-freaking-doing? look to Ikuto. And then she bowed to walked back to their spot, still clinging lovey dovey to each other. The pain came back once again. As I felt a slight tap on the shoulders, I looked around just to see Ikuto giving me it-going-to-be-alright look before joining his friends.

"See ya Wolfie," he said as he walked away. And just with that phrase, the pain had risen a bit.

"You should marry him. I know you like him," Kami said trying to provoke me.

"You only want me to marry him because you obviously like his char-"

"Shut up!" Kami said as she started pouting. I laughed at her cuteness before deciding what I should do. And in a few moments I finally set my mind to do it.

"Kukai, I wanna tell you something." I said

"You don't usually call my name… What's up?"

"I like you… I always did… I guess I was a little too late in telling you this," I calmly said to him looking straight into his eyes.

"Ho-"

"Let me finish… I might take 1 or 2 years getting over you. But now, there's someone else in my life that has started to create a big impact on me so therefore, I will get a boyfriend and I will bet you that he will be even better than your girlfriend!… ah and also, congratulations Kukai," I smiled sadly. He looked at me shocked as if he didn't know a thing I had been feeling until now. But that shocked face soon turned into a sorry-that-I-didn't-know-about-this face.

"So who's the lucky guy?" Utau asked interestedly

"It's a secret," I said with a secretive smilie. As I walked away trying to find someone else.

Utau looked at Kukai puzzled with a questioning face. "One does not simply give out nicknames," Kukai said with smiling face.

I walked up to the him, dark blue hair, purple eyes and a sly smile.

"If I were to ask you… Is it alright to love you?" I asked him. And his reply to me, was just a simply smile. But that simple smile was all I needed.

Yeah, and this is my first oneshot :3 i might be submitting some artworks later :p