Donna's still toying with her ring that night as she lay in bed, a wistful smile on her face. They were so stupid! They were going to get married!
"Oh my god!"
She lets out a laugh at that – she never thought she'd get married. She always thought she'd end up too busy to get married. That she'd be off doing something important. The fact that she's not almost makes her upset, but the whole "Eric Foreman popped the question and they're secretly engaged" thing keeps her adrenaline running and her emotion high. And is the only thing she can really focus on.
Yeah, she's nervous, that she'll freak out again, that it won't work and she'll be left bitter, and her only company 25 house cats. Or worse than that, Jackie!
She shivers at that thought, and starts to fill the tiredness weighing down behind her eyelids.
What if she ended up like her mother? Leaving her child because she was so unhappy and screwing up a poor kid? What if Eric turned out to be a hard-ass like Red?
She licks at her lips, and almost right after, a yawn escapes her mouth.
She let her eyes close, resolving to think about it more tomorrow. God, they we're so stupid!
She drifts off, dreaming about Eric Foreman and their not real kids, and how stupid they were.
Finished at exactly 3:00 AM, and holy god I'm tired. I might go to bed after this. So, I own nothing, but I was re-watching the episode when Eric proposed to Donna, and the word stupid came up a lot and I thought she think about it.