So Close and Still So Far
My Dear,
I know it's been years. And I know it's been a risk to write to you.
But even so my feeling hasn't change.
And there's nothing else we can do, because now it's more than too late. I've been living every day since you decided to move on with a question in my mind: "What If?"
What if we had told the others about us?
What if we had fought for us?
What if you never decided to go away and leave me on a lonely road?
I know you might think I'm crazy for even having this memories knowing that we have our own family now. But is because we were so close…
We were so close together for so many years.
We were so close to have our fairytale ending.
We were so close that I was not afraid in the darkest moment.
Because I knew no matter what happened, from the day you surrounded me with your arms and on, nothing could be that bad, because I had you.
Then, you decided to break up our relation (and I know you did it for my security, and yours), knowing that no matter how far we could stay from the other one, we were going to see each other almost every day after it.
Well I'm not saying that I dislike my life, I am happy, and I'm sure you are too.
But you marked more things in my life that I, more than appreciating it…
I Love it…
I'm not saying that Ron is not important for me, of course he is!
It would be madness if he wasn't.
But is just thinking that we were so close and that we still are …
We didn't…
We... shouldn't…
And we never were…
For those same reasons I write you…
In order to not do the damage your father did…
In order to not allow our children make our same mistake…
Yes, we never got our fairytale ending…
But at least…
Our children can.
Just don't become on the less thing you want to be.
For ever yours,
Hermione Granger
When Draco Malfoy finished to read the letter, he forcefully took it wich crumpled it a bit. It wasn't because he hated it, no. It was because of the person who wrote it.
The girl who melt his heart of ice…
The girl who open up his eyes…
The girl who always loved…
The girl who his father always disapproved…
She's always been close to him in different ways.
She's always been with him, despite the years.
He remembered the time when he was studying at Hogwarts with Hermione. Those tmoments when both run away to meet each other. Because his pure blood father would never approve her, because her protective friends would never approve him. He remembered when he passed his fingers at her soft and curly brown hair, he remembered when their lips found the other one and felt the softness and warmness of them. He remembered her smile, her sparkle in her big brown eyes, her soft skin, even the color of her cheeks.
He remembered his secret story with Hermione Granger, his eyes filled with tears, because he knew they could have their happy ending,if he never broke up with her maybe...
But being a death eater have it's consequence, and he was so willing to not risk the life of his only true love. And Hermione was right as always, now it was more than too late, he has a wife, and a son. Hermione has a husband, and two kids.
She was so right, and now that his son Scorpius and her daughter Rose felt in love, was he going to do the same thing his father did with him?
No.
He will not become on the less thing he want to be.
He will not allow Scorpius and Rose doing the same mistake Hermione and he did.
Because even so Hermione and he didn't got their fairytale ending.
Scorpius and Rose can.
Hermione was right again.
Now he gotta apologize to Scorpius, because his son is just like him, and Rose is just like her mother. He knows what to do now. He always knew.
And as always he knows the price.
Being so close with her only love and still so far from it…