This is my first Vampire kisses story, so go easy. i didnt see a lot of vampire kisses stories. so i thought id make my own, from my favorite couple. they need to be together.

Trevor's pov

I looked at the wonderful person sitting 2 seats in front of me. She was beautiful, as always. I've never opened up and told her. How could i? She just lost her… vampire freak of a boyfriend.

He just left her. And she did nothing to keep him here. Of course im glad don't get me wrong. She was available. But she still was hurting.

I wanted to tell her everything would be okay. I wanted to hold her. I wanted to show her I would be there for her, whenever she needed me. But… as I looked at the back of her head, I saw the pain she was going through. She was so hurt. She missed him terribly. I saw that every day through her smile as she forced it upon her face. Everyone saw it.

Rumors went through the halls. Why she was so sad. It was like she was more gothic than she was before that freak came to Benson Hill.

I heard the bell ring as I was lost in my thoughts.

I got up from my chair and walked up to Raven. "Uuuuhhh hi Monster girl. How are you?"

Off course I wanted to call her Raven. By her name. But it was too much right now. She scowled.

"Hi snob boy. What do you want?" I could see her scowl lessen as she started talking. It was no use. I knew what was wrong. "Never mind. I don't want to talk right now. Now isn't really the time Trevor." She got out of her chair and walked to the class door. I watched as she walked away. It was so hard for me not to run up to her and hold her. Why did that freak have to hurt her?

I followed her lead and went on my way to my locker. When I was halfway to my locker I saw a blonde waiting. Of course. Just great. Perfect.

"What do you want Jennifer?" I asked. I didn't care really. I was done with her.

"Oh don't be like that Trevy. I just have a small problem I know you can fix."

Who the fuck was she calling Trevy? I didn't even have sex with her and she was still trying to get in my pants. I didn't want her. She knew that. Or at least I thought she did.

"I know what your problem is. It's desperation. I don't need your crap right now Jennifer."

I opened my locker, grabbed my books, and shut it loudly. Then I walked away from her dumb-struck expression. She really needed a life outside of fucking every guy around here. She probably had herpes.

I walked into my next class, evidently I had it with Matt, and I sat beside him.

"Hey Matt."

He turned to my direction and nodded in reply.

"So how'd it go with Raven?" I heard him ask.

I stared at him like he was a psychic. "How did you know?"

"I didn't. You just told me."

I glared at him face. It was like burning a whole deep in his brain. I wonder if he felt it.

Class was called to order at that moment, oh great, a test.

Class went on slowly, like always. When it was finally done I ran to my locker. I opened my lock and pushed my books into it, not even bothering with neatness. I caught up with matt and we entered the lunchroom.

I saw Raven sitting down. She was sulking again. I grabbed my lunch and said my goodbye to Matt. when he saw Becky beside Raven, no wonder, he had a full on crush on farm girl, he decided to come with me.

"Why exactly do you want to sit with Raven?" Matt asked me.

"Just to tease her." I grinned. It was so fun teasing her. Her reactions made it hilarious.

I walked up to Monster girl and laid my hand on her shoulder. I wasn't here to just watch her sulk. Time to move on Monster girl.

Raven's pov

I can't believe he left me. I can't believe, after everything we've been through, he left me. Like I was trash.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I gasped. Please let it not be him. I wasn't ready. I didn't need his teasing.

"Hey Monster girl. Mind if we sit with you?" Before she could even answer I pulled the seat beside her out and sat down with my lunch. "Don't look so shocked. I'm not gonna bite you." I saw him wink.

I hadn't taken notice that I was gaping at him. why was he sitting with us. Maybe it was because of Matt.

"What do you want?" I asked him with no interest. Why now? Why me? Oh right, we hated each other. That's why.

"To sit with you. What, I can't sit by you? Oh I am so hurt." He looked as if he was doing a play for drama class. His hand was on his chest as if he was actually offended. I giggled.

When I realized I had actually laughed, I looked down. It's been awhile since I even showed any emotion. Well, the usual emotion. To me nothing mattered anymore.

"You actually laughed. There's a change." He commented.

I brought my eyes up to his. why was he being so… so… new?

"I … Trevor. You don't want to sit with me. So just please go… and save me the teasing. I don't need it right now." I admitted. He was about to put me in a shell. I looked back down and started eating my lunch.

"Raven…." I flinched as he said my name. he usually calls me Monster girl or freak. I felt a hand under my chin. I tried to move my head away. But it forced me to look up. I let my eyes stay looking down. The hand pulled my face to the side, bringing me to face Trevor.

I felt like I was about to cry. I didn't want to hurt anymore. Not again. I blinked back the tears and tried to fight them away.

"Raven look at me please?"

I slowly lifted my eyes, fluttering open to look at him. I fought the tears away. But sure enough one traitor slipped down my cheek. I looked into Trevor's eyes, wondering why he had my do this. I saw his expression looked pained, but it vanished as soon as it came, so I thought I just imagined it altogether.

I saw Trevor take in a deep breath, and mummer, "You will move on."

And he grabbed his lunch after letting go of my chin, and he got up and left. I didn't know what he meant by what he said. It had nothing to do with us hating each other.

I finished my lunch and threw away the leftovers.

I walked to my locker and grabbed my books for my last class.

I wanted so badly to cry. But who could I kid anymore? I was already dead on the inside. I always have, and I always will.

Alexander leaving me just made me into a zombie.

I was nothing more.

My chest hurt so much.

It's the goodbye I never got from him.

Then why can't I say goodbye to him. He didn't even say it. He just left. It was like he never existed. Now I feel as if he never did. But somewhere deep down I felt him.

Ad it was killing me slowly.

I was slowly dying.

I was dying ever so slowly.

And I wouldn't die soon enough.

well wat did u think. constrictive critism is loved. so be honest.