Ghost of my past
By:ChichiGirl 16
A/N I don't own dragon ball z or any of the characters or anything I'm just a huge fan of the series and dbz fanfics especially goku and chichi. I love goku and chichi and have always had these ideas of what should and should not have happened between them. So I decided to write this fanfic this is my first time writing a fanfic so please review and let me know what you think.
This takes place 112 years after goku left with shenron at the end of GT. Chichi has decided that maybe she and goku may not be soul mates after all. So can goku win her back when she is so mad at him and with another man in love with her and want to win her heart what will goku do? This contain sexual contents.
Ghost of my past
CHAPTER 1
The beautiful woman with long raven hair stood at the counter stirring a bowl unaware of the pair of green eyes watching her every move. She started frowning as if she just got a bad taste in her mouth. He watch her unsure of what to do should he ask her what's wrong? Or should he do nothing. He went up behind her slowly as if he was trying not to startle her." Chichi are you O.K."? He asks her softly as if he was speaking to his child. She slowly turns to face him and said "I'm fine. I was just remembering something that happened a long time ago Yowan" .he smiled and ask "Do you want to talk about it? I am a good listener chichi". "No" was her quick response as she dashes from the room like she was fleeing from a battle. He stood there speechless wondering if he had done something wrong maybe she knew maybe she could sense the love he feels for her the love that's been growing and burning inside of him all these years.
Chichi flew back to the luxurious apartment she got ten years ago she just could not stand to be in that house anymore. She landed outside and stares at the building for a bit she had always loved its look and colors and the feeling it gave her. She went into her bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed and started to cry. Why? She asked why are you still haunting me. She squeezed down on the bed as she was overcome with emotions remembering that night.
(FLASH BACK)
It had been 15yrs since Goku left on the back of that reptile shenron Chichi stood by herself watching pan play with her little cousin she could not help but feel sad that goku missed the birth of goten's son she felt the tears running down her cheeks and she turn and went to l her lay down for a minute. Two days later she was still lying in bed when she heard a voice called out to her. "Mom" the soft voice sends chills up her spine.
"Go away" she replied "I'm worried mom this isn't like you lying in bed defeated like this, Your stronger than this mom please get up. Goten was unsure what to do his mom is better than this she is stronger than this even if his dad broke her heart again but I guess he finally broke her goten thought to himself.
'I don't want to hear it goten not now" and I don't want you here leave now.
His mother's words were like a dagger to his heart. He knows how hard it is for her to even look at him since he is an exact copy of his father so he turned and left.
Chichi lied in bed thinking what it's going to be like the next time she sees goku she doesn't if she could ever just fall into his arms the way she always does when he would return after abandoning her.
(END OF FLASH BACK)
Chichi stood there on her bed thinking that was it the start of her break down, the beginning of the end of her relationships with her children, grandchildren and most of her friends. She has been working so hard to recover and now she is ready to reach out to everyone and regain all that she had lost. She knew she could do it no matter how hard it was going to be she knows she has to undo the damages she had done and mend the hearts she had broken. It took a lot for her to get here but she has finally arrived. It had taken a lot of years it had been 112 years since goku left Earth and her 112years since it all began and even thought she was still being haunted by the ghost of her past she knew it was time to stop acting like a weak and helpless child and be the strong fighter she once was goku had broken her heart but he did not break her spirit and she will prove it.
The next day was fairly pleasant chichi watch the sun as it rises she could not help but appreciate how much life in other world was like life on earth. People humans and aliens went about their afterlife like it's nothing things were pretty much the same except everyone was dead. There are the exceptions though the Kia's. They are all immortals and are the appointed authorities around here all working under king yemma." It was always funny to me" chichi thought." I always learned about god and heaven and hell growing up but things were so unexpected when I died and came here. It didn't really faze me though not after the life I lived on earth". Chichi finished getting ready for the long painful day she had ahead of her, she put a smile on her face then she flew off into the sky.
Chichi landed outside the house and stood in front of the door for a moment that felt like days. She felt her hand began to shake as she raised it to knock on the door. But before she could the door open and she froze where she stood staring at the man in front of her unable to speak.
"Hi" he said with a quaint smile on his face. "Hi" she said they stood there staring neither would budge in the deafening silence. "You look well goten" chichi smiled at her son but there was nothing to smile about. "Mom would you like to come in?"
Chichi sat on the couch of her son's luxurious home even in other world he lived like a king. He married velese a few years after his father left and they had quite a comfortable life. Her father was a very wealthy man a bit rough around the edges but one he got comfortable with every he was very kind and respectful.
"I'm sorry goten I'm so sorry" chichi held her head down unable to stop the tears from escaping they ran down her face with no intention of stopping tonight.
"Mom you've apologized enough. I forgave you a long time ago" Goten sat down next to his mother and tried his best to comfort her but he knew he would not be able not while he still felt the way he did.
"No you haven't". We don't talk, you don't visit and you never want to spend time with me.
Goten I understand how much I hurt you, But you have to forgive me you have to understand
how much pain I was in after losing your father. Chichi wiped the tears from her eyes as they came flowing down.
"Mom I do understand. It just hurts that's all I lost my dad again and then I lost my mom too" Goten could not contains his emotions any better than his mother.
"Oh goten" chichi sigh "You never lost me I was always there I just lost myself a bit but I'm back now son and I love you so much can you just let me be your mom again please."
"Yeah you can be my mom again. And I'm sorry it took me so long but I really want us to be like before. So can we mom?
"Of course we can goten". Chichi answered.
Chichi and goten sat for what seemed like days just holding one another trying to forgive and forget the heartbreak of the past. Chichi knew this might take
sometime but at least this is a start a new beginning for everyone.
It has been a week since chichi started her apology tour she had made amends with all of the friends and family she had hurt. All except for bulma chichi was still on sure of how
she was going to repair the damages she had done to one of her best friends. She had not seen or spoken to bulma since the fight at her house back on earth. She was in such
rage when bulma came to visit "bulma had no idea what she was getting into when pan called her and ask her to visit me when I was going Through my dark days"
"I don't even know what to say to bulma how can I fix this" Chichi wonder through the market place lost in her own thoughts she wasn't paying attention as she walked straight
into a rock hard body that knock her right on her butt. Chichi looked up and scream "Watch where you're going idiot" "Hey" the man replied "Who are you calling an idiot you grouch"
Chichi sat on her butt with a shocked look on her face as she whispered to herself "It can't be" she looked up and said "Tien is that you? Tien replied with a laugh as he reach down
and pulled chichi up.
They walked in silence for a few minutes before Tien broke the silence "Hey chichi" he said "What is it" she asked in a very hush tone. There is a bench over there lets go sit down
Tien place his hands on chichi's back and led her to the bench where they sat in silence for another 10 minutes.
"So how have you been tien? Chichi doesn't know why but for some reason she was blushing it's not like she had feelings for tien or anything or maybe
It was because the bench was so small they were touching and it's been so long since chichi was so close to a man. "I'm fine chichi "tien looked down on chichi unsure
Why she was so nervous did she not like him he thought. Now that he was thinking about it he and chichi have never been alone before so he wouldn't know if she had
A problem with him. They sat there, both with an awkward smile on their faces. Before chichi broke the silence this time "so what have you been up to tien?
AH he pondered before he responds "nothing much just a lot of training and hanging out. Chichi smiled then ask "how launch is are you two still together?
"Yes tien answered the laugh she keeps me busy though but I'm glad she got to keep her body and both personalities when she died.
Yeah chichi quietly spoke then she said "she really turned her life around didn't she." You got that right chichi"
"Hey chichi can I ask what's wrong you look and sound so sad" "Oh tien It's nothing" chichi lied tien place his hands on her shoulder and when chichi looked up at him he stared into her
Eyes and told her "chichi even though you and I have never been that close you can still talk to me" he smiled sweetly at her and she smiled sweetly at him.
Then chichi held her head down and spoke "I made a mess of my life on earth because I was so depressed when goku left me with shenron I had hurt my family and almost all of
Our friends and now I am on this apology tour trying to make things right. Bulma is the only person I need to apologize to but I can't face her not after the things I said to her
Back then" "Wow chichi what did you say to bulma? Chichi started crying as she told tien about that day.
(Flashback)
Chichi was sitting outside on the beautiful plush chair videl had bought her she thought it was perfect for an old lady to just sit and watch the day goes by. Pan came over to sit with her grand mother
And reminisce on old times. Chichi was so annoyed all her family does was talk about goku to her as if constantly being reminded of him will lessen the pain. Chichi ask pan to leave her alone
And for the first time her granddaughter did not argue she just got up and left. An hour went by before bulma pulled up in her fancy new car even as an old lady she still retain her youthful attitude.
She came over and sat next to her and ask her how she was doing she did not even answer her. Bulma started going on and on about herself telling chichi how annoyed she was with vegeta.
She got into a car accident a few weeks ago and all vegeta did since was follow her around watching her every move and hovering. Chichi did not know what had gotten into her she turned
And looked at bulma with fire in her eyes and just scream "Shut up shut up shut up you bitch I'm sitting here completely lonely and devastated and you came here just to tell me how horrible
Your life has been because your husband loves you so much he can't stand the thought of losing you, you're annoyed because he's following you around protecting you and watching out for you.
Oh that must be so disgusting to have a man that loves you so much the thought of being without you breaks his heart, you know what bulma I'm sorry vegeta is still around loving you and
Taking care of you. I wish I felt your pain I wish my husband love me and can't live without me instead of running to the farthest corner of the universe every chance he gets but I don't.
When chichi was don yelling she was completely out of breath bulma was shock and speechless. "Oh chichi I'm so sorry" was all bulma could cough up chichi turn her head away and softly said
"Leave bulma leave my home and never come back you're all the same all of you are goku's friends and I'm just the loud bitch who forced him to marry her none of care how I feel."
Bulma was completely heartbroken after hearing how sad her friend was she reached over to hold chichi's hands but chchi just pulled her hands away tears ran down bulma's eyes
Were filled with tears as she spoke "Chichi that is not true your my friend too and I love you". Chichi didn't even look at bulma as she softly said "No you don't bulma"
(End flashback)
"Tien" chichi started to sob "That was the last time I saw her she died one year after that. I went to her funeral and I felt like such an idiot vegeta didn't even look at me he died shortly after that".
"Chichi, tien said her name with sadness in is voice "I'm sorry. But you were in a bad place and bulma put herself in the line of fire it's not your fault o.k."
Tien's kindness did nothing to ease chichi's guilt "That's no excuse tien" chichi paused and then spoke again "I'm so ashamed tien when I died a few years later and came here to other world bulma refuse
to talk to me. I should have apologized again But my pride wouldn't let me and I instead of dealing with everything and everyone I just ran off to that new town on the east KIA planet and started a
whole new life". 'Tien was silent for a moment and then he held chichi to comfort her until she stopped crying. "Don't worry chichi you two are friends you just have to make her forgive you.
"Thanks tien. Thank you so much."
To be continued.
Well that's the first chapter. What do think I look forward to reading you reviews. The next chapter will be up as soon as possible..