He has my heart
chapter 1

EeepEeep! EeepEeep! EeepEeep!

Groan. What the fuck is that awful sound? Wait there it is again.

EeepEeep! EeepEeep! EeepEeep!

Slam!

"Bella! Bells!"

My head snapped up. Why the fuck is he in my room! I just wanna sleep. I glared at his face.

"Oh come on Bells! Today is the Day. Get up, we have to go. I don't wanna miss our flight," Kendrick said,opening up my blinds.

I groaned and slammed face first back into my pillow. Why did I argee to this again? Oh right because the harrassed me until I broke down and screamed at them to leave me alone.

I sighed and got out of bed. I glared at Kendrick,who was smirking his ass off,and told him to get out before I shoved something where the sun don't shine.

He high tailed it out of here,muttering about morning people and aliens.

I grabbed my towel and went into my en-suite bathroom. Sighing,I turned on the water and stepped in under its that feels good.

While standing under the spray I thought back to how they convinced me to do this.

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"No,"I yelled at the for the umpteenth time. Why are they so insistent on this?

"Come on,please," begged Daymon.

"For the last time I said no. Now let's just fucking drop it," I growled. Why won't they leave me alone about it? Can't they see that I'm happy here?

"We know for a fact that you aren't happy here," Cayden, Daymons' younger brother,said.

Did I say that out loud? Oh well..."And how the hell would you know that I'm not happy,"I asked bending my right knee and crossing my arms over my chest. I raised my eyebrow to finish my bitch stance.

"Because we can see it written all over your face,"Mitchell,Cayden and Daymons' youngest brother,said.

"We sit and watch how you become depressed for weeks on end for no specific reason,"added Andrew,my brother.

"Yeah and we see the way you sit and just stare at the woods while rubbing your heart while sobbing when you think no ones around,"Mitchell said.

"But more importantly we hear the way you scream out his name then cry yourself back to sleep,"Kendrick,my oldest brother,finished.

Damn they heard that. I sighed and straightened my stance. I ruffled my hair,"Look guys just because I do all those things doesn't mean that I'm not happy. I'm just sad sometimes is all."

"Bullshit. We also happen to know that when you say you're going to the gym you're really going to the lake and sit and cry for hours everyday,"Andrew stated.

How the fuck did they know that!?

"How the fuck do you know that!?"I gave them my ' I'm-going-to-fucking-kill-you ' look. They had the nerve to look sheepish and scared. Good they should...

"That's not the point,"Mitchell quickly dismissed,a fearful look in his eyes.

Kendrick shot him an incredulous look and turned back to me. "He's right. That isn't the point. The point is that your still need closure," I went to amend that statement but he quickly continued on, "And don't say ' I'm alright and I don't need closure.' You know we can feel everything you can feel and it practically kills us not to be able to help. I mean,think about how we feel when you wake up in the middle of the night screaming and crying and none of us can comfort you. Think about how we feel when you become depressed for no reason at all then completely shut down for weeks on end and we can't help pull you out of it. Think about how we feel when we see you just sitting and staring at the woods for an unknown amount of time like they hold what you really want within them then watch you start crying when you realize that its not really there. We can feel it everything. The pain,anguish,hopelessness,fear,heartbreak. And we can see the imminent self destruction that's going to come along with it if you keep it up. So please if your not gonna do it for you then do it for us because we're here to protect you. What good are we if we can't even protect you from yourself?"

I sighed. They're right. I never took into consideration how they would feel having to deal with my emotions and actions. I mean of course I'm still sad and I long for Edward-mental cringe-but they shouldn't have to suffer with me in my self pitying misery. They should be happy. Not having to worry about me all the time. Although its their job to look after me I still don't want them to worry.

I mean sure I don't wanna go back,for completely selfish and obvious reasons,but that doesn't mean I have to stay here and let them suffer with me. Plus it would be really good to go back and see everyone.

I sighed. "Fine we'll go,and look I'm sorry. I really don't mean to make you guys feel worthless."

The truth is they'd helped me through majority of my depression and I'll forever be greatful for that.

So after we established a date and all that we spent the rest of the day playing games and cussing each other out.

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After I decided I'd spent enough time in the shower,I washed up and got out.

I got dressed in a pair of black skinny jeans with rips in them and my Bullet For My Valentine T-shirt. I threw on some black converse and put in my black snakebites. I added my black and gray fingerless gloves and put on some mascara,eyeliner and lipgloss. I threw on my studded belt and my necklace of the promised,then my look was complete.

I was brushing through my hair when Kendrick walked back into my room.

"What do you want Dric?"

"I came to tell you that our flight is in less than an hour so you really need to put your stuff in the car. We have to go," he said.

"Okay, hold on."

I quickly finished brushing my hair then threw it in my messenger bag. I quickly tossed in my leftover clothes,makeup and other personals into the other. I set it down by my skateboard and looked at Kendrick.

"There. Now go and take it down to the car. I'll be down in a minute."

He grumbled something about me being too lazy to do my own work and took my stuff down to the car.

When he left I took my time to look around. This room held so many wonderful and horrific memories. This is where I cried myself to sleep at night thinking about Edward every night. This is also where I learned to be myself,learned about my true heritage,and what I was destined to do.

I sighed and grabbed my messenger bag. I took off down the stairs and out the door. Kendrick was just closing the trunk when I walked out.

"Hey,you ready?"he asked.

"Yeah. Just let me lock the door."I locked the door and jumped into the car.

Kendrick got in and started it up. God I love this car. I rebuilt it from the ground up. It was a jet black Aston Martin V12 Vanquish.

I got really lucky,stumbling across some guy who was selling it. It was in bad shape so I bought it off him and stripped it down to the wheels. I got all new parts,and interior,rebuilt the engine and put it back together. Now it is one sexy ass beast,restored to its former glory.

We drove to the airport with only 10 minutes to spare. We went through all the checks and quickly went to the planes.

Now 3 hours later I find myself sitting on a plane going back to the place where my life and misery truely began. That's right ladies and gentlemen,we're going to Forks,Washington.