Tear Of an Angel Lost in the Dark

Disclaimer- I don't own Yugioh 5ds or Goodnight my Love this song is by Honor Society.

This is the 1st of a possible 4 part song fic I'm doing. This is dedicated to my best friend Emma who unfortunately is transferring this week. I wish you didn't have to leave…

It's been quite a long year

Like we're being tested to face all our fears

Finally your mind will get some rest

And you'll feel much better

When you're laying on my chest

I'll keep you right by my side

I feel you breathing

Close your tired eyes

*Aki's POV* Tonight as Yusei and I lay down to sleep I start thinking. This thought won't leave me alone. I know Yusei loves me but I think there's more outside of these walls…outside of Neo Domino. We've faced our problems the Fortune Cup, The Dark Signers, each other's feelings. As the moonlight streams into our room and the stars illuminate everything I see my future. I see eternal happiness but I only see myself I see no one else. I see my room the white walls with roses everywhere on it, a village somewhere outside of Neo Domino outside of Japan. Then just as fast as the vision appeared it disappeared behind a dark cloud. A few minutes later a deep desire for sleep takes over and I lay my head on Yusei's chest. He slowly but tightly wraps his muscular arms around my waist and we sleep as the stars twinkle with the promise of dreams coming true.

Goodnight my love

I feel you drifting

Goodbye my best friend

This ain't no kinda livin'

Goodnight my love

And I hold you one more time until tomorrow

*The Next Day*

My dream seemed so real. My vision was coming true. I was as happy as possible. I had the brightest smile on my face that I'd ever seen. I guess my mind is telling me I don't belong here. Yusei is my best friend but even he said my happiness came first. I feel like a caged bird that's about to be set free. This feeling is almost scary but I must embrace it. I was in a 2-story ruby red house with a mural of a knight and a princess in eternal happiness. It was exactly what I wanted…if only it were real. I awoke this morning with Yusei starting at me through such gorgeous cobalt eyes and a breath taking smile that always made it hard to breathe. I soon realized my dream was over and that the person who was in front of me was real, warm, very caring, and very loving.

While you're deep in a dream

I'm awake and thinking of what we could have been

Could I have done something better

Yusei…if only I could see what you're dreaming of. Then maybe I could sleep. I wouldn't be laying here alone thinking of everything we've been through. As the moonlight shines through the light red curtains I can't stop thinking of the past…of the few memories that I hold dear to my heart. I can't help but blame myself and think maybe I could've done something to help make more memories. I don't have much longer to make my decision. I just hope you won't hate me for it.

And made some changes

But objects in the rear view mirror are closer

than they seem

There's no using grasping

When things are out of reach

I feel we're growing farther and farther apart. When we're separated I can't help but let ice cold tears fall. They sting my face with the hurt and pain of knowing that we're becoming distant. I wish I could do something but it seems you're just to far away from me. I'm a monster…someone unlovable and yet you try anyway to love me. Why do I feel so torn?

"Yusei please help me…I don't want to leave you but what do I do?" I whisper as I sit on my marble floors and cry in the dark. Darkness…the only friend I've truly ever known…so why can't I ever find an answer?

Goodnight my love

I feel you drifting

Goodbye my best friend

This ain't no kinda livin'

Goodnight my love

And I hold you more time until tomorrow

Tonight I'm all alone Yusei hasn't returned. This little voice in my head won't shut up. He's your best friend, he saved you don't leave him. That's all I hear and it's ripping my heart to shreds. It's, as if my hearts on the tracks of a runaway train going in a complete circle…I can't stand this. I mean if he cared he'd be here right…then again I told him to do what he loved and that I'd be ok. Ha I never thought I'd be lying to Yusei…someone help me…please… I'm dead I'm not who I use to be but at least I get to hold Yusei in every hug…in every kiss…at least until I make my decision.

Inside I'm dying

I don't wanna let you go we worked so hard

and

Outside I'm crying

My heart won't admit, what my mind already

knows

And it's getting light outside, I guess I'll get up

Put on my clothes.

And kiss you one more time

So close your tired eyes

*The Next Night*

I feel like I'm losing the will to live. I can't even bear to go outside…I can't look at Yusei. I don't have a choice I must do what I think is right. My heart just won't listen to my mind I shouldn't leave but my heart says it's better to leave than kill myself by staying.

I finally made my decision. I slowly slip out of our huge red and black covered bed. I put on my normal outfit and then I see it the sun slowly coming up streaming orange, red, yellow, blue and purple hues everywhere. I then pack up all of my clothes in a suitcase and throw it out of the window. I turn around to see Yusei still sleeping in the bed with such an angelic look on his face I walk over and kiss him for one last time.

Goodnight my love

I feel you drifting

Goodbye my best friend

This ain't no kinda livin'

Goodnight my love

At least I held you one last time before

tomorrow.

I walk over to the window and the light shines on me making my brown eyes glisten. I turn to take one final look at Yusei as I begin to climb out of the window.

"Goodbye Yusei. Thanks for everything…I'll miss you. You were a great friend but no matter where ever I go you and that one perfect memory will always haunt me." I say as I disappear from the windowsill and into my unknown future.

To be continued…

A/N- Again I reiterate this is the 1st of a possible 4 song fic story it may be longer I'm not sure. Let me know what you think reviews of how the story is going are welcome.

Thank you…Maria Starlight out…