Can't lie to yourself forever

by That girl from Slytherin

John says he's not a homosexual, but everybody can see he's just lying to himself. All Dave wants is for John to feel the same way as him. So Dirk and Jake come to help give john the push he needs. Will it work or will it push John away from his friend? come over and find out!

1. Chapter 1

My name is John Egbert. I tell everybody, even my self that I'm not a homosexual, but deep down I think I have feelings for my best friend. Dave and I have been friends for awhile and it wasn't till we both turned 14 that feelings started showing. I know Dave likes me and I think I like him, I'm just scared if something happens our friendship would be in trouble. Everybody keeps pushing me to admit my feelings, even Dirk and Jake. They've been together for so long and sometimes they get in bad fights but they're still together. I just want my best friend to be next to me forever together or not. I just don't know what to do. Maybe I'll ask Jake later, he's the really only one I can talk to that wont tell Dave anything I say. If I went to Dirk, Dave would know a minute later. So this is my life right now in a nutshell.

My name is John Egbert and I think I'm in love with my best friend but can't admit it.