Allo! This is my first Dir en grey story so please bear with me. This is a very long story and will have a lot of drama but I'm proud of it. NO FLAMES!!!!! I put my heart and soul into this story!

I do not own Dir en grey (wish I did ), I do not own their songs, instruments and etc. I also do not own any t.A.T.u songs and I do not own t.A.T.u either. I have copyright on my character Amara Volkova and other various characters throughout this story. Shelly Winters is owned by my good friend and I have permission to use her!

There was a huge line of people for Dir en grey's "All Visible Things" tour in Englewood, Colorado. Amara Volkova stood with her best friend, Shelly Winters, in the twenty four degree cold night. Amara looked at her watch to see it was only six o'clock. She pulled her Gir hoodie closer to her while shivering.

"I am freezing my butt off,"Amara replied shivering.

"You should be used to the cold. You are from Russia,"Shelly snickered.

"Haha, very funny. I only lived there for five years,"Amara replied sitting on the ground.

"Also it doesn't help if you're wearing that school girl outfit,"Shelly said pointing at Amara's short, plaid skirt.

"I didn't think it would be this cold,"Amara said setting her head against the building.

Amara looked at her watch to see it read 6:02. Amara groaned and hung her head low.

'Fuck,'she mentally swore.

Amara closed her eyes since she was tired. After all, she did go to bed a little late last night. After awhile, Shelly roughly shook Amara awake.

"Amara! Get your lazy butt up! The doors are opening!"Shelly screamed.

"Ah! I'm awake! I'm awake! I'll make breakfast!"Amara cried getting up.

"Amara, snap out of it!"Shelly shouted shaking her.

Shelly and Amara grabbed their tickets from their purses. Quickly, they presented them at the door and ran as quickly as they could to the stage. Thankfully, they were up front at the railing. Shelly stood where Kyo would be while Amara stood where Die would be. Amara couldn't believe that she was going to be near Die.

Soon, the venue was filling with people. Amara noticed that some roadies were coming out to set up for Dir en grey's opening band, Solar Bears. Amara sighed, wanting Dir en grey to come out. Solar Bears began to come out and the main vocalist began to talk about random things about their band. Amara crossed her arms, looking at her watch again to see it was 7:20. Solar Bears began to play as soon as their vocalist shut up. They sounded all right so far but when the vocalist began to sing, Amara winced. She covered her ears while telling the to "get off the stage" and to "shut the fuck up". Shelly looked over at her friend and could feel her pain.

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Dir en grey were all sitting backstage and could hear the Solar Bears performance. Kyo just shook his head while rolling his eyes.

"Good thing we made that bet,"Kaoru replied grinning.

"I can't wait for Kyo to eat his face off. That vocalist cannot sing worth a shit,"Toshiya replied crossing his arms and leaning against the wall.

"His face isn't even worth eating,"Kyo said leaning back in his chair.

Shinya was about to pipe up but saw Die peeping behind the curtain with interest. Shinya cocked an eyebrow, wondering what their guitarist was looking at.

"What are you looking at, Die?"Shinya asked.

"Yeah, you've been staring out there for about five minutes now,"Toshiya mentioned,"Is that band so interesting to you?"

Die looked back at his bandmates,"Not really. They're horrible... but I do see a cute redhead in the crowd."

"Aww!! How cute! Die's in love!"Kaoru laughed.

"Haha, are you Charlie Brown now, Die?"Shinya asked while laughing,"Falling in love with the little redheaded girl."

"Shut up, Shinya!"Die shouted.

"You shut up!"Shinya argued back.

"Will both of you shut up!"Kyo growled,"We don't need this before a performance."

Die just glared at Shinya while Shinya was preparing to throw a drumstick at him but Toshiya took it before he could throw it.
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After a half and hour, Solar Bears finally stopped playing and left the stage. Amara thanked God they left before she got up on stage to pound the vocalist. After five minutes of Solar Bears getting their instruments off stage, the roadies for Dir en grey came out and began setting up.

Amara watched one of the sound crew tune Die's beautiful new guitar. She already could feel butterflies in her stomach. She knew she was getting very nervous as she wrung her sweaty hands. Her heartbeat quickened as time drew near for the band to come and play their amazing music. After fifteen minutes of the set up, Amara saw Shinya come out and began to cheer. Everyone practically screamed when they all came out, especially for Kyo. Amara looked from her left to see Kaoru, Toshiya, Kyo, Shinya and the beautiful man himself, Die. Amara's eyes lit up as she saw him put the strap of the guitar over him. When Die adjusted the strap to the way he liked it, he turned to the crowd.

Die straightened the strap to his liking, cursing the sound guy for adjusting the strap to make it lower. As he was finished with that, he turned to the crowd and instantly locked eyes with the redheaded girl that he was looking at earlier. She stared back at him with her hands over her heart like she was trying to keep it from jumping out. Die gave her a smile and a wink, earning a huge blush on her face.

Throughout the concert, Die would give little glances at the redhead to see her smiling at him and taking pictures of him. Every once in awhile, he would stop moving so she could take a picture of him. Amara looked over at Toshiya who was all over the stage and he went near Die. Die looked over at Toshiya then saw a look on his face practically telling Die to focus. Die gave Toshiya a look like he was sorry.

Amara looked over at Shelly who was singing along. Amara then looked up at Kyo who was staring at Shelly while she was singing. Amara smiled big because she knew that Shelly and Kyo were gazing into each other's eyes. She also knew that they were instant soulmates.
Shelly sang along to Dozing Green with Kyo. Kyo noticed Shelly singing with him and instantly looked down at her. He bent down on his box to stare at Shelly with his gorgeous eyes. She was entranced by Kyo's sensual movements and having him look at her. Kyo was lost in Shelly's eyes and he didn't realize it. Kyo swore that he was staring straight into her soul. Shelly just wanted to reach out to Kyo and pull him close to her.
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After the concert, everyone went crazy when the bandmembers threw their water bottles into the crowd. Kaoru, Toshiya and Die began to throw out guitar picks. Amara tried to jump up and catch one but was too short. Soon Die looked at her and threw the one he played with towards her. Amara went to grab it but a fat girl behind her caught it. Amara looked back at her in disbelief as the girl laughed at Amara. Amara turned her gaze towards the ground. Die could see she was extremely upset causing him to frown.

The crowd began to thin out as Dir en grey finished throwing out items. Amara walked towards Shelly who was still ecstatic. Shelly looked at Amara who had a happy yet sad look on her face.

"Amara, sweety, what's wrong?"Shelly asked her smile changing to a concerned look.

"Oh, nothing. Some girl took the guitar pick that Die threw to me,"Amara sighed.

"Awww... it's ok. I didn't get anything either..."Shelly said,"Next time, we shall get something."

"Hehe, you're right,"Amara giggled.

"Come on. Let's get some merchandise before they sell out!"Shelly replied happily taking Amara's hand and running towards the doors.

Die ran backstage and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. He began to scribble something down frantically. Kyo walked over to him and wondered what Die was doing.

"What are you writing?"Kyo asked.

"Something,"Die replied still writing.

"It's a love note to his girlfriend,"Shinya laughed.

"Shinya, if I didn't have to go out their soon and do autographs, I would kick the crap out of you,"Die replied grabbing a guitar pick and placing it into the note.

"Come on, Die. We need to get out there now before they devour each other or worse, start squealing,"Kaoru called to him.

"I'm coming!"Die shouted running towards Kaoru.

Die hoped to God that girl will be there to get his signature and to get the note he had written to her.

Amara and Shelly were patiently waiting in line to get an autograph from their guys. Amara unwrapped her new Average Blasphemy DVD and looked at the lovely disc inside. Though she was going to have them sign her Uroboros CD. Shelly then groaned causing Amara to look at her.

"What's wrong, Shelly?"Amara asked concerned.

"I only see Die and Kaoru out signing... I don't see Kyo anywhere..."Shelly sighed.

"Aww... Shelly... I'm so sorry..."Amara replied sadly.

"Well, at least you get to meet your guy,"Shelly said perking up a little.

Amara blushed and smiled a bit, recalling the concert where Die would give her glances and small smiles. The line moved quickly as Kaoru and Die signed everybody's CDs or DVDs. Amara brought out her Uroboros CD and could feel herself getting nervous again. Shelly placed her hand on her friend's shoulder for reassurance. Amara turned to her then sighed in relief with a smile. Amara walked up to Kaoru and handed him her CD. She told him that he played wonderfully tonight earning a smile and a thank you from him. He signed her CD then gave it back to her. Amara felt her heart beat faster and faster as she walked up to Die.