hi there everyone!) this is my first ever karin fanfic so i wont blame you if you wont like it... its just a oneshot...well i was just kinda feelin' bored and there was nothin' to do that's why i was able to write this fic... well, i just felt like writing it and it just popped into my mind so please...no flares!


How Hard It Is To Be A Blood Giving Vampire

By: -megami01-

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I love Usui-kun but I want to be accepted by my family.

Why was I born different from my family?

Why does this have to happen to me?

I want to be a blood sucking vampire too…

But I want to be with usui-kun at the same time…

I want my mother to treat me as her daughter, to love me just like how she loves big brother Ren and little sister Anju. I want her not to hit me anymore with her slipper.

I want father to treat me like Ren and Anju too, not like how he treats me now. He treats me like I'm a special child. I want him to realize that I am just the same like my brother and my sister.

I want big brother Ren to love me just like how he love Anju. I want him to realize how important he is to me. I want him to treat me like his younger sister, not like how he treats me now.

I want Anju to be honest to me with her feelings. I want her to trust me just like how she trusts big brother Ren. I want her to realize how important she is to me. How I want to be just like her.

I want to be accepted.

I want to be just like them.

I want to belong.

Yes it is hard to be different.

My family calls me stupid.

My mother hits me on the head with her slipper.

Father treats me like a baby.

Ren doesn't treat me as his younger baby.

Anju doesn't want me to be a blood-sucking vampire.

Its really hard you know.

Especially now that usui-kun had appeared in my life and then I fell in love with him.

I don't know what to do.

I want to be a blood-sucking vampire just like everyone in my family and yet I want to be with usui-kun at the same time.

What am I to do?

I just want to be accepted.

I just want to belong.


so thats the end... kinda lame...yeah i know...but still its worth a shot!) anyways...please review and review!)

and oh...if you happen to have any opinions...you can totally tell me!) and if you want me to make you a fic YES YOU, THE ONE WHO'S READING THIS FIC OF MINE RIGHT NOW! just review and tell me what kind of story you want and what you want to happen on this story and i'll do my best to make the story just for you!)

thats all!) PEACE OUT!)