Just a Dream
I hear the chimes of bells,
I smell the summer air,
I see the gorgeous bride,
She stares back at me in the mirror,
Smiling, a silent tear escapes my eyes.
This is it,
What I've waited my entire life for.
This is the happiest day of my life,
I tell myself,
I laugh,
Wondering how after all this time he still loves me.
After all the depression,
After all the tears,
After all of this pain.
Is it true?
Is it stupid of me to give in and let myself be loved?
I silence the voice in my head,
The one that has ruined enough opportunities,
I won't let it stop me now.
I turn around,
Suddenly walking down an isle,
My lips suddenly pressed against his,
We brake a part,
Starring into each others eyes,
Wide smiles forgetting the fears,
Hands together losing the pains,
Face to face,
I realize that he has no face.
I then feel the blood continuing to fall,
I never noticed it with him.
I know where I belong forever,
But I need a face to complete the arms that I belong in.