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Summary: It wasn't my fault. I never meant for it to happen. So young at thirteen and this nightmare is happening to me. My parents don't understand that I was the victim in all that. They blame me for not being cautious when walking home. I did not know what to do the only solution was moving to Forks and starting a new life but that didn't go as planned…
Bella's POV:
I was born in Forks, Washington but my parents decided to move to Arizona when I was two. Arizona was a great place to live but life brought me back to Forks. Life and a man brought me back to my birth town. People always say that things happen for a reason and truly they were right. At the age of thirteen was when I realized how my parents actually were. It wasn't my fault. I never meant for it to happen. So young at thirteen and this nightmare is happening to me. My parents don't understand that I was the victim in all that. They blame me for not being cautious when walking home. I did not know what to do the only solution was moving to Forks and starting a new life but that didn't go as planned. I was always a weak child. I was all alone.
I always believed bullies were only in movies but no, not in my case. I had several bullies. They are the Cullens and the Hales. Emmett Cullen was big and scary. Edward Cullen was like a god, a Greek god to be exact. Alice Cullen was a pixie girl but still scary like her brothers. Jasper and Rosalie Hale, the twins, Jasper always stayed back from the bullying but Rosalie, on the other hand, was like a model but a scary one. If they only knew what my life has been like they wouldn't be bullying me.
I came to forks at the age of seventeen to live with my godmother Emily and my godfather Seth. They were both in their late thirties. They opened the doors to me when my parents closed theirs on me. My parents kicked me out when most needed them. My mother and I used to be like peanut butter and jelly but when I was thirteen that changed forever.
Sophia Marie Swan, whom I call Sophie, was the reason I came to Forks. My daughter. When I was thirteen I was heading back home from the bookstore when I felt someone following behind me. I tried to run as fast as I could but tripped over a rock. I was raped by a man whose face I could not see. The police had found me unconscious on the streets and took me to the hospital. When I woke up I remembered what had happened. I began to cry hysterically. My mother hugged me as she cried with me. At that moment I thought my mother would be there to help me get over what happened but I was wrong. I was homeschooled for the time that I was pregnant. The week after I had left the hospital my parents did not talk to me. I began to feel sick so I went to the hospital on my own since I hadn't stopped throwing up for about a week. At first I thought it was just a stomach virus but it wasn't. I was pregnant.
When I told my parents my mother cried as my father held her. She said she would help me with the baby. A couple of weeks after I gave birth I returned to school. My mother wanted everyone to believe Sophie was my sister so that's what everyone thought. My mother came to love her more than she had ever loved me. Renee Swan ignored her own daughter and so did Charlie Swan. They would always tell me I was an embarrassment for them. That they were disappointed in me and I knew why. It was not my fault he raped me. My mother wouldn't even let me go near my own daughter. Every time I tried she would yell at me telling me not to touch her.
When I turned seventeen, Emily and Sam came to visit me for my birthday. My parents told them that Sophie was their daughter. When my parents left to work leaving Emily and Sam to take care of Sophie, I told them everything and they offered me to go live with them in Forks if I wanted to. They said they would receive me with opened arms. After they went back to Forks things got worse and I couldn't take it anymore and stood up for myself. My mother slapped me and my father told me to leave and never come back. I grabbed Sophie, two big luggage, and all my savings. I had in total $5,589 saved and with that I brought two tickets to Forks. Where more misery came.
"Bella! What a surprise to have you here." Emily said as she hugged me and Sophie. Emily took Sophie from my hands and cooed at her.
"I'm glad to see my favorite goddaughter." Sam said as he hugged me. "So what brings you here?"
I looked down and answered, "Charlie kicked me out."
"My poor Bella." Emily hugged me again. "You have us Bella. We are here for you."
"I can't thank you enough for letting me stay here."
"No need to thank us. We have always seen you as the daughter we never had." Said Sam.
"And I have seen you guys as the parents I have always wanted. I love you guys very much." I smiled at them.
"We love you too Bella" Emily and Sam both said at the same time.
"And I love you too Mommy." Sophie said as she climbed on my lap.
"I love you too my baby." I kissed her forehead.
And that was the start of my life in Forks.
Author's Note: So what do you guys think? Should I continue or stop? Updates on this story will also be on my blog that the link is in my profile for those who don't know.
P.S. Edward and Bella will get together later on in the story… or maybe not. ;)
Hope you liked it,
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