07/19
Dear Nezumi,
How have you been? It's been quite some time since we last spoke and to be honest I miss it. I can hardly remember how your voice sounded, just the emotions it stirred in me. Do you remember when we first met? How young and foolish I was back then, though so were you. If I never met you I'd probably grown to be an emotionless drone, never questioning anything, and going though life's monotonous routine. Even back then I was not satisfied with my life, desperate for more. Suddenly there you were, drenched in rain and threatening me. Perhaps I should've taken your threats seriously, but it was hard to with you shivering from the cold.
It's raining outside now, hopelessly I wish for you to come through that door although I know it'll never 're long gone, moved on without me. Why did you have to leave? Oh well, even if you could tell me it wouldn't change anything. You've gone and I'm here all alone. It's not your fault though so please don't feel bad, perhaps I should move on too? Despite everything I still love you. I know it's a weakness, but you're mine. I won't apologize for still having feelings for you, I'll never regret what we had. I love you Nezumi, with my entire being.
Yours Always,
Shion