You're the one I want.
This is my take on the stug story with a few spoilers and previous part of the story starts from when Doug tells Ste he loves he loves him but Ste want look at him this is what I wanted to happen and happen in the future. This is my first ever fanfic so if you like it tell me.
Doug's POV
"Ste, I'm sorry, I will never hurt you again. Please, look at me. I will do anything to get you to look at me the way you did, and I will never hurt you again. I need you. I love you".
What was I thinking? I should have never taken that money - no, I can't think like that, I would have never known what happiness is if Ste hadn't kissed me, and Ste would have never kissed me if we hadn't gotten to know each other through the business. I just want Ste to love me back, but he won't because of what I did.
"Just go, Doug."
I leave our deli, tears in my eyes, just so upset. Why won't he love me back?
Ste's POV
I just keep staring at the picture of us on the wall, does he really love me did he really do it for us then I have to do something for him.
I leave our deli I brace myself for this, all that I can think about is what Doug said "I need you, I love you". There's the stall there's Doug he looks sad but so sexy at the same time, what am I about to do? I can't do this to Doug no I'm doing it for Doug. There he is he looks up himself like usual he thinks his the king or sominc. I Just have to keep telling myself it's for Doug now all I can see is him crying why didn't I look at him.
"Steven and what do I own this lovely surprise". His doing that thing he does that weird look and so close to your face has he even heard of personal space.
"Did you mean what you said early bout ye changed"?
"Yeah course I did Steven". He leans in to kiss me all I want to is slap him but I have to pretend
"No it has to be different I don't want you to have any hold over me Brendan".
"Okay okay I tell you what I'll do I'll sign the deli over to you to prove that I care about you".
"sounds perfect do it now if you want depends how much you care" I lean in and kiss him feeling so sick all I can do is imagine its Doug that makes it seem ok wait what if he sees.
"Yeah ill do it now" as Brendan rings the solicitor I go and speak to Amy who is not happy with me she must have seen but all I can focus on is Doug running of Crying. What have I done I'm doing it for him but I can't go after him Brendan will see. I can't concentrate Amy's going off at me I'm not listening.
"Look Amy its ok his changed and I know what I'm doing I promise"
Brendan comes over and he kiss's me he makes me feel sick I don't want to kiss him at all but I do we walk of together to get this sorted Amy's not happy with me but the only persons I care about at this moment is Doug and I just want to run to him and kiss him.
Doug's POV
I just stare for a while I can't believe what he is doing, I know what I did was wrong and I lied to him and went behind his back but he has just torn my heart out and it feels like he has stepped on it and crushed it to I can bear to watch him kiss Brendan I just can't stop there tears coming out I just run of I'm too sad.
I run off and find myself standing outside of are deli crying my eyes out. I can't do this anymore id did loads for him yes I went behind his back but I did it for him and do you know what I did something even bigger for him I came out for him so I could be with him because I love him but he just throws that in my face after a stupid mistake. Maybe I shouldn't of got that money of Brendan I wouldn't feel like this now I would of never of fallen in love with Ste for him to then Brake my heart in to a million pieces.
Did I really just think that how could I? I here Foot steps behind me and there's Texas there just looking at me sympathetically she saw what happened as well and just hugged me. I didn't have to say a thing she could see I was broken hearted she had the look in her eyes so annoyed at what Ste had done to me but I couldn't get annoyed just sad. I half heartedly smile at Texas then walk up to our flat.
It's like a horrible circle just a few weeks ago I was laying on my bed like I am now looking at the picture of me and Ste. I can't do this especially when I have to work with him look at him his perfect skin perfect body that perfect bum and every time I speak to him I will want to cry. I can here Texas speaking to someone I cant here the other person just her shouting at them. What that's Ste why would he be here first he messes with my emotions now he come to make it worse I can't cope. Without thinking I throw the picture of us and the wall and start crying again.
Ste's POV
I've done it I own the deli now to get Doug back I hope he can forgive me. I walk up the steps to Doug's flat and get the letter out of my pocket and slip it under Brendan's door im not telling him to his face its over I wouldn't live to tell the tale.
I start breathing heavy I'm stood outside Doug's what if he want speak to me. I knock the door and think to myself well i will just have to take the chance and hope he will forgive me.
"Ste what do you want you have done enough damage today Doug want even come out of his room i hope your happy with Brendan cus I want let you hurt him again" Texas shouted at Ste
"Look I know what I did was wrong but let me explain to Doug please and I'm not with Brendan I don't love Brendan I want to be with Doug what I did was for him" Texas just looked confused and started trying to shout at me again the we heard a smash in Doug's room I pushed past Texas and just ran in there.
I just stare at him for a sec what have I done I've broken him he stands up quick and just stares at me tears in his eyes did he here what I had said.
" what do you mean you did it for me how can breaking my heart be for me I know what I did was wrong but you didn't have to do that to me" I can't believe what Doug Says.
" I didn't do it to hurt you I got the Deli signed over he has no control over us now, I didn't won't you to see but you said you made a deal with devil for me so I had to do the same because Doug I , I Love you to with all my heart and when I saw you crying earlier I just wanted to run after you and tell you what I was doing" I Step closer to Doug and kiss and then step back again.
"you love me" Doug starts to smile but still sorta crying but he looks cute I step forward and kiss him again this time he kisses me back are tongue's start fighting each other but neither winning my hands just lightly on his face not wanting to let go I can feel his hands stroking me all of like they always do when we kiss we get closer to each other all I can think is I'm glad he forgave me i had to kiss the devil for him i roll my eyes slightly under my eyelids and never want to lose this moment.
Doug's POV
I hear the shouting stop then Ste comes running in my room and just stand up and start staring at him and he just stars back at me.
"What do you mean you did it for me how can breaking my heart be for me I know what I did was wrong but you didn't have to do that to me" tears come in my eyes again because I was so confused how could he think kissing Brendan was for me I was starting to get angry.
" I didn't do it to hurt you I got the Deli signed over he has no control over us now, I didn't won't you to see but you said you made a deal with devil for me so I had to do the same because Doug I , I Love you to with all my heart and when I saw you crying earlier I just wanted to run after you and tell you what I was doing" OMG what did he just say all the anger has gone because he loves me then I see him walking closer to me then he kisses me I for some reason pretend i don't want him to kiss me.
"You love me" is all I'm able to get out and start to smile and start to cry again why I am so weird. Ste just smiles at me then he kisses me again I can't hold back this time and tongues battle there is so much heat and passion. His hands are on my face I love it when he does that just the touch of his hand makes an electric feeling in my body and then I just start stroking him all over we come closer and I can feel him. I get lost in the moment I wish I could stay here forever.
Well the next moment was just as good. I lay there just thinking about what happened then I can feel Ste kissing my neck I just turn round and kiss him. I lay in his arms so happy actually I want to stay in this moment for ever. We fall asleep in each other's arms this really is the happiest I have been in ages.