My Heart's Content

Chapter I

Ichigo's Heart

Disclaimer: I do not own anything from Bleach. The original creator owned Bleach. I just owned this plot I made.

I, Ichigo Kurosaki possessed powers. I can see ghost since I can't remember when it begin. One day I saw a girl wearing a black kimono and holding a sword in the street. I do not know who is she but she looks like she is fighting in a bug type looking monster. On the same night I meet that girl again. The girl that I saw earlier is standing in front of me. She looks like that she is waiting for something to arrive. I asked her as "what is she doing in my room" but she didn't respond as if she doesn't notice me. And then I kicked her back because I feel mad at her not noticing me and answering at my questions. When she looked at me she seems like she is surprised at what I did and she asks how I could see her. And then she gave her name. She said that she is Rukia Kuchiki, she is a shinigami who protects the world from evil. At first I didn't believe at her. Who would believe to an explanation like that?. Until I heard a noise that came closing near us. When I heard my sisters shouting I feel afraid. I run towards downstairs in there I saw a big looking monster that is wearing a mask and it looks like the same to the monster who attacked the little girl I am meeting everytime under the post. According to Rukia that monster is called hollow. When I saw my sisters downstairs I feel that I wanted to help them. I wanted to protect them from whatever monster attacking them. But then the hollow is very strong I can't do anything and when I am the next one who will going to attack by the hollow Rukia save me. She defends the attack of the hollow for me. A blood dropped in the floor. She saves me even though she doesn't know who I am. I asked why? Why does she protect me? But she only answers me with a question, a question that if I wanted to have powers to used to protect my sisters and to defeat the hollow. On that night I become a shinigami since that night my destiny will change without me knowing it.

After that night I only believe that it is just a dream and only an accident that a truck that crash in our house ruined our home. That is what I am believed. But I meet again the shinigami named Rukia and now she is my classmate!. She said that she lost her shinigami powers because of me and she said that I must help in her duty at defeating hollows. At first I don't want to do it, at first I doubt but then I decide to do it, to continue it. Continue doing her duty as a shinigami, as a protector of this world as a shinigami and to use this powers that she give me to defeat hollows.

Since that meeting I find many adventures, I meet many faces some became my friends while some are become rivals and enemies. I learned many things, many adventures, and many friendships being a shinigami. I laugh with them, fight with them, trust with them, cry with them, believe with them and protect with them. But the time I am afraid to come happened. The powers that once I own lost. I am now just a simple human who can't even use my abilities to see spirits, hollows, arrancars and even shinigamis. Even the first shinigami I meet and save will be invincible in my eyes. I can no longer be a shinigami, I can no longer be able to sense spirits, I can never see shinigamis, friends that once I spend time with. But the one that hurts me most is I will lost my abilities to see Rukia. Eventhough she stands in front of me I can't sense her. I can never be able to talk at her. We promise that even we don't see each other or to make it simple even though I can't see and talk to her we will be still friends until the end.

Since that day my life changed again for the second time. My destiny changed from one of the greatest fighter to a mere simple human who can't do anything. Since that day I changed myself, my doings and my thinking. But there is only who thing that is still I have. It is a wish from my heart. It is a wish that is secretly buried inside my heart. The wish of believing that someday my powers will going to return and someday I will be going to become a shinigami again and someday I will be having a chance to see her again. I wanted that to happen even though I don't let others to see me sad at losing my powers. I wanted to still believe that someday it will going to happen even it is impossible.

I will believe secretly.

I will cry secretly.

I wish secretly.

I am sad secretly although I acted that I am brave at how losing my powers.

I will secretly talk to her even though I can't see her and sense her and even though my lips don't open to say a word for her.

Almost two years has past since I lost my powers. I am still longing for something. I am still wishing.

I wanted you to come back.

I want to sense again.

I want to see again.

I want to hear again.

I want to laugh again.

I want to fight again.

I just want to feel you again.

I want to come again to Seiretei.

I just…..

Wanted…..

To see you…

This is my heart's wish.

Author's Notes: How is it? This is my first fan fiction about the anime Bleach. I do not know why but it looks like I became addicted to this series. For me this series do have a same balance of drama and comedy. I can't refuse myself in trying to write a fanfic of the series of Bleach. But I wish it turns to be good.

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