This is my first story so please don't be to harsh on the comments but please do give suggestions on how to improve. Enjoy :)

Keri's pov

I sat in HQ staring at a picture I held in my hands , the picture was of me Dan, Tom and Aneisha we all looked so happy, even Dan, this was before everything started to go wrong for me, a tear ran down my cheek and dropped on the the photo suddenly I heard the lift doors open I wiped my eyes and put the photo back in my pocket " Keri what are you doing down here?" Dan asked stepping out of the lift " I had a headache so I came down for some peace and quite" I told him smiling weakly, he stared at me for a while I felt my self going red " I hope you feel better soon" Dan finally answered giving me a hug wait Dan is giving me a hug what is going on!? I pushed that aside and hugged him back. We broke apart and dan got in the lift I watched him go with sad eyes.

Dans pov

Something was wrong with Keri , she looked like she had been crying, I know Keri if something upset her she told people so why isn't she now? I wondered as I stepped into the lift all that was going through my mind was have I upset her? Iv been really hard on her recently and I have no idea why I never even stop to think how it affects her , I must put this right as I stepped out of the lift I was greeted by the sight of Tom and Aneisha "hey" I said " hey" they replied " you look concerned Dan" Aneisha frowned " yeah neish it's just that…Keri is down in HQ and it looks like she been crying but she told me she had a headache I fear I may have been to Rough on her" I said looking down " no Dan this is Keri we are on about she could never stay angry at you" " so Dan do you like Keri?" Tom winked at me " oh shut up Tom" I punched him playfully.

Keri's pov

I was walking home when I felt someone's eyes burning at the back of my head to come face to face with Dan " Dan what are you doing? I nearly had a heart attack" I laughed "I wanted to see if you were okay" Dan said through concerned eyes " yeah I'm much better now thank you" I smiled at him " um Keri I want to apologise to the way iv been treating you the past couple of months" Dan looked away nervously , I smiled at his awkwardness " I'm fine Dan okay and I didn't take what you said seriously I knew you were only messing" I placed a hand on his shoulder to comfort him he smiled at me " I better get going il see you at school tomorrow Dan said turning away as I started walking home again. I walked in to the front door and out my bag on the floor instantly I heard raised voices it was mum and dad again , I sighed and went into the kitchen, I sat there drinking some water when mum walked in " I see your helping yourself again" she huffed as she went to the sink " you know you are useless you only think of yourself and no ones else" she threw a load of cutlery at me " your are ungrateful child , 18 years of my life I wasted on you and it all accounts for nothing because you are selfish" she pulled the chair out from under me and I hit my head on the table she kicked me in the side , I slowly got up and walked up stairs " oh here she is the little brat who thinks she controls the world" I sneered as I walked into my bedroom , I sat on the bed in silence for a while staring at the empty walls , finally I got up and walked over to the cupboard and picked up my blade, I pulled up my selves and ran the blade across my wrist , I watched the blood flow and feel the stinging pain that followed I sighed , this was the only way I felt safe , I sat on my bed focusing on the pain trying to bloke out my parents shouting and screaming I looked at all the scares and cuts I had on my arm I started to cry softly too afraid that they would hear me I placed my head in the pillow and sobbed. This was my life full of secrets and pain. The secrets they have yet to unlock" I smile to my self at that.