Disclaimer: Again I don't own any of the band members featured in this story, however I do own Kate.

Kate POV

Alex tugged at his shirt whenever he sang lyrics that meant the most to him, I had learnt this while being on tour with All Time Low. Alex and I have been together for almost a year and I go out on every tour. Jack likes to call me the tour paparazzo. I loved it, it made me happy but I still missed Tom and had urges. It is hard to refuse alcohol and drugs on tour especially when there were after parties every night. It helps that whenever the night ends no matter how drunken Alex gets he always asks if I can handle it. I think if I said it was getting too much he would feel guilty for asking me to come on tour with him all that time ago.

"Kate, come on tour with me."

I was silent, shocked every thought was going through my head but somehow my head was blank. Alex looked at me eager for my answer and all I could choke out was one word.

"What?"

"Come on tour with me, it would be great, you can be our photographer and do freelance for magazines, we could be together all of the time." The excitement was written all over Alex's face. The more I thought about it the more I liked the idea. "Kate I really care for you don't you care for me as well?"

I hadn't realised that I had just been staring at my feet and tuned him out. I looked up to see Alex's face almost to the point of devastation. "Of course I care for you, I care for you a lot. Sometimes more than you know, that is why my answer is yes."

Alex's eyes lit up and pulled me into an embrace to end all embraces. That night we stayed up talking about the tour, packing and convincing my parents this was the job of my dreams, luckily they didn't take much convincing.

Every show was the same, I would watch the bands that would play before All Time Low with Alex, we would fool around a little must mostly I would watch the way Alex got excited. When the All Time Low crew would start to set up I would kiss Alex and then make my way down to the front of the crowd in between the barricade and the band. Alex would always play into the camera, especially during the song Coffee Shop Soundtrack because he knows I love that one.

This particular show was different to the others, this show was the biggest and the best of the tour, we were in a venue that held 1500 kids but was sold out to 3000. As jack said when we found out the kids will be having sex with each other even if they don't know about it. The amount of bands on the bill was raised from Boys Like Girls, Hey Monday, All Time Low and Good Charlotte to have The Maine and Forever The Sickest Kids added.

"Katie, you are totally going to come out and party with us right?" Jack always forgot that I was a recovering addict and always felt stupid when I reminded him so most of the time I just let him remember on his own.

"Yeah Jack I am coming out but you know me always the designated driver." I said with a cheeky wink, Jack just looked mortified that he had forgotten again.

"Sorry Kate, I forgot again."

"Thats alright Jack, just make sure Alex doesn't get too out of control. Can you do that for me Jacky?" Jack nodded his head in one swift nod like a four year old and ran off to the bus. Alex came up behind me and kissed me on the ear.

"You know if you don't want to come to the party I can stay with you. It will get pretty messy there tonight" Alex asked me this every night. I couldn't say that I didn't want to go because I know how much he likes going to the parties with all of his friends.

"No I will be fine, lets go hang out." Even though I had been touring for about a year I was still the shy girl with low self esteem but Alex was always the life of the party and he still made me laugh. Alex's face lit up and dragged me off to the bus for another night of watching him get drunk.

The club was packed with bodies from wall to wall. Our group of 14 people were in the back on a couple of booths. Jack and Alex were well on their way to being wasted; Zack was in deep conversation with some of the guys from Boys Like Girls, Rian and Cassadee were talking about the next few shows with the rest of Hey Monday. I just sat there listening in to the various conversations staring at my bottle of water.

"Are you alright Kate?" Rian asked, he had become like my big brother while on tour, I liked it but I didn't think that he should trouble himself since he already looked after the rest of the guys.

"Yeah Rian I am fine I just need some fresh air" I would help if I was on the end of the booth but I was sandwiched between the wall and Alex and even though he was drunk still kept his hand on my leg. It was a safety thing so he could always keep an eye on me.

"Do you want me and Cass to come out with you?" I always like hanging out with Cassadee and Rian they were so down to earth.

"No I'm fine" Rian just nodded and Cassadee smiled at me. I whispered in Alex's ear to let me out. "Hey sweetie could you let me out of the booth?"

"Why, where are you going" I could never deny Alex when he was drunk he just got so cute. "I will come with you."

"No, you stay here I am just going to get some fresh air then I will be back." I gently kissed Alex on the lips. Even though I said not to come he still started to follow me out of the club.

"Hey bitches" great all I wanted was some air. John O from the Maine jumps in front of us and passes us some drinks. From the smell, I could tell it was straight up vodka. "Juice of the gods." Alex takes the drink and downs it all in one. I took the glass, I didn't want to be rude and knowing John O he would just stand there until I took it. For me the whole room stood still as I stared at the drink. Alex was saying something to John but I couldn't hear them. The music stopped and everything around be became blurry. My head was blank; I didn't know what I was doing. I raised the glass to my mouth.

"KATE" the world came crashing down, before I could take a drink Alex had yelled at me. I dropped the glass and ran out of the Club. All I could hear was the pounding of the bass through my chest and Alex yelling something at John but all I could do was run.

A/N so what do you guys think, I hope you did not think that there wouldn't be drama. Please review they are much appreciated