I'm Still Me

Summary-

During a mission Allen disappears and Kanda is seriously hurt. After healing Kanda goes to search for Allen with the help of Lenalee and Lavi. While on the search they find a small abandoned girl being protected by a strange albino panther. Is this girl and panther the only key to finding the mission Moyashi? Rated M, Yullen.

Chapter 1- Allen is What?

Kanda groaned in pain as a staggered down the road avoiding the pieced of rubble on the ground, he had to suffer through the pain and find the Moyashi. The Moyashi had been very distracted from the battle with the army of Akuma's that had ambushed them, and right before the ambush Kanda had yelled something to Allen that should not have been yelled to the Moyashi, hell it shouldn't have been yelled to anyone living. And because of that Allen had been so distracted that he didn't even try to dodge the attack from an Akuma that sent him flying through three or ten houses (Kanda had lost count after the first one) and had not been seen since then. 'Why am I blaming myself for the Moyashi's stupid mistake? If the Moyashi didn't pay attention to the task at hand than it was the Moyashi's fault not mine' Kanda thought as he fell to his knees and coughed up some of the precious liquid that kept him alive. "Wh-where are you Moyashi?" Kanda asked, he didn't think that the Moyashi had flown this far. Kanda groaned as he pushed off his knees and began to walk down the road, stumbling more as his vision began to go. 'No, I have to find the Moyashi first.' Kanda thought.

"Ka. . .nd. . .a" Kanda stopped when he heard Allen's strained voice reached his ears. Kanda turned his head toward the sound and saw Allen laying on top of a huge pile of rubble, he sighed in relief when he saw the little white haired boy. His relief soon left him when he saw that Allen was in a much worse condition than he was in, Kanda slowly made his way to Allen holding his side that had a huge chunk missing from it. Kanda was about a foot away when a very sharp and colorful candle decided to lodge itself an inch away from his heart, Kanda fell to the ground and tried to reach out to Allen when Rhode stepped on his hand and Allen was roughly picked up as if he were a rag doll. Kanda looked up to see Rhode smiling down at him and Tyki was holding Allen up by his throat.

"No, Allen." Kanda said blood slipping out of his mouth in the process. The last thing he remembered before blacking out was Tyki slipping his hand into Allen's chest, a bright light and Rhode screaming in pain.

-Kanda help me-

Kanda bolted strait up in his hospital bed startling the head nurse who was talking to Komui and Lenalee, Kanda closed his eyes and groaned in pain then flopped back onto the bed. 'Okay that hurt, lets not do that again.' Kanda thought and opened his eyes and almost screamed in fright at seeing Komui's dark brown eyes fright in front of him, but he didn't because that would ruin his image.

"Oh, good, you're awake." Komui said pushing up his glasses and sat down in the chair next to the bed. Kanda felt someone take his hand, he looked and saw that it was Lenalee, that was when he noticed something strange. He looked around the room and saw that the only bed occupied was the bed he was in, where was Allen? "Now before we begin I need to ask you a very important question, do you happen to know where. . ." Komui started.

"Where's the Moyashi?" Kanda asked.

"That's what we wanna know." Lenalee said.

"What?" Kanda asked.

"When you woke up we were going to ask you that." Lenalee said.

"When the rescue team arrived you were the only one they found. Allen was no where to be found." Komui said sitting back in the chair and crossed his legs placing his folded hands on them.

"That can't be." Kanda said.

"Excuse me?" Komui asked.

"I said that can't be." Kanda said.

"And why is that Kanda?" Lenalee asked.

"When I blacked out, I was right next to Allen." Kanda said.

"Hmm." Komui said pushing up his glasses, they caught the light and hid his eyes from view. Suddenly Kanda's eyes widened as Rhode's face smiling down at his popped into his mind.

"No, it can't be." Kanda muttered.

"What was that?" Komui asked leaning forward.

"Right before I blacked out, Rhode and Tyki showed up, they could have taken him." Kanda said and Lenalee gasp. Suddenly Kanda shot up and tried to get out of bed. "I have to save him." Kanda said struggling against Lenalee (she was a surprisingly strong girl).

"Calm down." Komui said.

"Calm down, Calm Down! Allen could be being tortured by the Noahs!" Kanda yelled.

"The Noahs do not have Allen." Komui said.

"And how do you know." Kanda asked.

"Hevlaska would have told us if they had taken him. She can since that kind of stuff." Komui said.

"So all you need to do now is rest and heal." Lenalee said.

"And I will assemble a search party to look for Allen while you. . ." Komui started.

"No." Kanda said.

"What?" Komui and Lenalee asked.

"I have to be the one to search for him, I am the reason he has disappeared." Kanda said, then looked down at his hands. "If I had not said that to him, he would have been able to concentrate on the fight." Kanda muttered sadly and Lenalee and Komui looked at each other.


Allen groaned in pain as he slowly came too, he tried to see where he was but two things stopped him. One- he could not seem to open his eyes and two- his body felt like led. So Allen was left with listening for any sounds to indicate where he was. All Allen was able to where was the sound of a water fall, Allen felt the presence of another being. "Don't be frightened."

TBC. . .


La La- *Bounces around* So tell me what you think, I will accept critiques, if they are professional.