This song fic is based off of Blue Jeans by: Lana del rey

Blue Jeans

Blue jeans, white shirt
Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn
It was like James Dean, for sure
You so fresh to death & sick as ca-cancer
You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop
But you fit me better than my favorite sweater, and I know
That love is mean, and love hurts
But I still remember that day we met in December, oh baby!

Patricia POV 4 years into the future:

My longtime boyfriend Eddie walked into the room in his blue jeans and white T-shirt, he looked so awesome that there was a sort of aura around him that was almost blinding. He looked as suave as James Dean, you know that sexy bad-ass biker look. Him and I are so perfect for each-other I was actually not minding the thought of settling down with him, maybe having a little family, but money is tight.

I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby can you see through the tears?
Love you more
Than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember
I will love you till the end of time

Patricia POV still:
I asked him if he ever wanted to settle down earlier and his response was, "I was actually thinking about that a little while ago, don't worry I've got a plan worked out already Yacker.". What the hell is that supposed to mean? I guess I'll find out.

Big dreams, gangster
Said you had to leave to start your life over
I was like: "no please, stay here,"
We don't need no money we can make it all work
But he headed out on Sunday, said he'd come home Monday
I stayed up waitin', anticipatin' and pacin' but he was
Chasing paper
"Caught up in the game" that was the last I heard

Patricia POV 2 days later:
It's been 1 day since I had that talk with Eddie. Two days after we had the talk he told me he found a job, I thought that was great until he told me what his "job" was. I told him it was ok and we could make it work, but he didn't listen. He left on Monday and said he'd be back the next day. I didn't sleep a wink that night I was so worried about him. He was caught up in illicit drug dealing. Scary right?

I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby can you see through the tears?
Love you more
Than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember
I will love you till the end of time

You went out every night
And baby that's alright
I told you that no matter what you did I'd be by your side
Cause Ima ride or die
Whether you fail or fly
Well shit, at least you tried.
But when you walked out that door, a piece of me died
I told you I wanted more-but thats not what I had in mind
I just want it like before
We were dancin' all night
Then they took you away- stole you out of my life
You just need to remember

Patricia POV:
His "job" was really starting to piss me off. He left every night in the middle of the night and woke me up. But I can't complain because I told him I would stay by his side no matter what. Every time he walked out the door I wondered if we would see each other again.
My instinct was right I would never see him again. He was shot and killed by a cop. They stole him from me. I will never be the same again. A piece of me still wants to think he's going to come home every night like usual, but that piece of me is dead wrong.

I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that your mine
Baby can you see through the tears?
Love you more
Than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember
I will love you till the end of time